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Sunday, November 18, 2007 -{'10:41:00 AM

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Hi everyone.

From yesterday to today, some things are bothering me non-stop. Not that i detest the true reason behind the commotion occurred yesterday, but really on what has changed and what has to be done, to my way, co, as well as my fellow maincom peeps. Sometimes, it just hurt to know that things are slipping off our hands, right under our eyes... It really reveals what kind of personality as well as leadership that we have.

Things have really changed. Or am I not putting the right amount of effort into it. It was used to be a harmonious committee which i got back then. Probably, in terms of quality, we are really no match to some schools. Indeed. It was alright, not that there were no problems at all. Yes, there were problems and we could somehow deal with it with 1 heart, 1 mind. From the girl who never even talked much in secondary 1 n 2, to the one having to take up much responsibility in Secondary 3 n 4 wasnt a very smooth change and I could still say...the change back then still contain as much flaws. But it was a major change which i was glad to be exposed to. It was hard, exhausting, mind-bogging and worrisome task. It was just too different, the piority was : from I , me and Myself to You, him/her, everyone. Whenever there was a problem, i always check against myself for any underlying problems in me before seeking for exteral problems. Other than some words from the seniors, few sessions of leadership camp...Poof..I was on my way to become frontline person. We all search for the light out of the tunnel when something which was so foregin to me into something which i have to live and breathe in. Lots of setbacks but still the memories were the one that I really cherished...

Right now, things are different now. We exist as a whole new combination, whole new co. I know it is hard to let everyone's desire and thinking fall back into a straight line. Even though it is a curvy line, still we tried hard to make everyone's thinking exist. I'm fond of my committee...real rah rah, hyper and a bunch of goody people. I know things are really different in jc...my only hope would be have a committed and resilience committee to face all odd in time to come. It is still possible and feasible. yes. I really have no harsh feeling for anyone in the committe, I do appreciate all the different personalities which you guys have. Let's bury the hatch, and give everyone more changes to change, to be a better person...