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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 -{'11:21:00 PM

Title : [ 'I believe I can fly' ]

Hi everyone. I missed blogging here a lot. Sorry. Hm..practicals are over. Much to everyone's relieve. I manage to calm myself down when i start to panic at times. ooooooo... Well, move on and wack on the rest of the papers i guess. There is simply so much room for improvement. Hope everyone finds the right way ( might not be just in studies) in whatever you do. I will share more of my thoughts next time. Stay tune. heehee.

Here is my all time favourite song. Such song is simply so fantastic. *wink*

R. Kelly I Believe I Can Fly Lyrics
I used to think that I could not go on

And life was nothing but an awful song

But now I know the meaning of true love

I'm leaning on the everlasting arms

If I can see it, then I can do it

If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

I believe I can fly

I believe I can touch the sky

I think about it every night and day

Spread my wings and fly away

I believe I can soar I see me running through that open door

I believe I can fly I believe I can fly

(Oh) I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down

Sometimes the silence can seem so loud

There are miracles in life I must achieve

But first I know it starts inside of me

Ha ha..sometimes i will hear myself singing this stupidly( chorus). heehee. Just me. *wink*

Monday, October 16, 2006 -{'9:45:00 PM

Title : [ Overcome any obstacles. ]

Hi everyone. Hm..tomorrow is the O-level bio practical. Am abit nervous about it...but i know that what will come eventually will come. So why not receive it with open arms? No matter what, this will be a time to change all the old mentality. It's all about having faith in yourself that you can do it. " If you think you can, you can" Hard to believe uh? That is what i told myself the other time when i went for english oral. Time flies, the exams are catching up with us like nobody's business. Just want to hang on till the end of time. I come so far is not to just give up at this very moment. Hm..seems like it has been a long time since i confessed something in here. What the past had marked is no longer important but only NOW. Why should i flumble due to past experience. Probably that's what we called it- phobia. May the strength be with everyone of us. Not to prove good grades, but to overcome our inner self.

Failure after long perseverance is much grander than never to have a striving good enough to be called a failure.

I dont know how much we can receive from this little quote. But the hidden meaning is that powerful. Failure and success is just a thin line in between. It is all up to our persective and mentality. All the best, my friends.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006 -{'10:24:00 PM

Title : [ disappointment ]

Hi everyone. Hm..long time never blog. hm...life still goes on i guess..and it is abit bumpy.

Today, we have chemistry lesson. Mrs tan is always there bouncing on me whenever i tried to avoid her glance. well..she is quite a good teacher i guess..

Later, we went to the hall for rehersal. Am quite fed up with the guys who are asking me the purpose of rehersing as a class when i have said and repeated myself so many times that i feel like vomiting blood. Things never go that well...and i have been worrying days before this rehersal. I dont know what to ask for them now. Probably i have pin too high expectation and hope for this class. I do have my requirements to make..and i really hope everyone can cooperate. Yes, there are a whole lot of goody old people. However...
Since the day mr soh as Jun kHiang and i to plan for the graduation day...i do not have a peace of mind from then on. Of course i want to make it as successful and make it memorable to everyone. I like the peeps in our class. Yet...i am always left with disappointment over and over again. Ever since i have let loose myself in front of some of them..i get back by trying to let go a little. Probably i have been too stubborn to bond the class together. Many at times, i do have the urge to make the bonding of the class into reality. Every time, there is always a change in plan. not that it is bad. Hm..i really wonder...we come so far just to achieve such result? Why cant we show the whole school that what they are think are wrong. Dont we have some attachment for the class that we really want to put in heart and soul in it? I've tried. Am tired now. Maybe..until the end of the time..i will still be believing that we can be a united 4e1. you might think i am too foolish. well...i would like to be the fool if ever our class can come through together.

Monday, October 02, 2006 -{'8:36:00 PM

Title : [ Let everything start anew ]

Hi everyone. Hm...It has been period of time which is full of Ups and DOwns. yea. I know, getting all the results back is not the most enjoyable moments. However, without such feedback, will we ever get to improve ourselves and strive to do better next time? We wont do something drastic or meaningful change unless we see ourselves through the unslightly errors and mistakes. Yea, and i thought throught about the whole series of things. Yes. It is not the end of the world yet. In life, there are more things expecting us to fulfil other than just studies. It is still important that we grasp hold of something which might grand us entry to the next better stage...

I am back on my track. And i will stay on to it. Life is so meaningless, full of hatred and discontentment if i am going to bite on things so harashly. Let go abit, breathe in a little, you wont help to find that this world is still as beautiful and that is where you find nothing can really step in your way unless you YOURSELF. Isn't true? I believe, everyone can overcome his greatest fear. Pick yourself up and wack your way through the thick grasses!

Hm...dont feel quite well these days. I need to get well SOON! yea.