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Thursday, October 04, 2007 -{'5:18:00 PM

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Hi everyone.

Promos are over. I finally can concentrated on hunting for FOOD heehee...for all the sweat, pain and worrisome exam was already in the past. But, the future lies in the hands of the results. 12 october. Well, I've done my best for what i can say...but sometimes, i just feel guilty of not having done enough lor. I hope i can reach the stage of assessment and reflection. At the same time, no point looking back, what matters most is to grab on to the future confidently.

I have saved myself from much of the pain and trouble during the exam, but once the exam is over, what is unsolved remained as a knot in my heart. Something which always triggers me to be down. I did take on the opportunity once to clear my doubts and unhappiness, but somehow, by fate or ( human error), things dont work out it should be..and i am still lost within this maze. A maze between two person? A maze full of misunderstanding...
Maybe, everything lies on me for the other party is moving on. Shoudl i be a stayer or leaver? Should i just pretend nothing have happened? Or i am thinking too much. Sometime, it is not the words from one's mouth that kills...is the wild thoughts that kills all the trust and understanding.
But i have thought through it...everyone has the right to lead the kind of life that they want to be. I cant force people to live life in a certain way. It is out of my control. If there is ever a chance to clear this doubt again, i hope i could attain some peace and a smile which i longed to see from both faces. When will the cloud ever clear from the sky?

I couldnt help but to think that life is full of twist and turn. People move in and move out of your life, but the comfort lies when the people who have come across evetually make an impression in your heart. They are the ones who make me stronger each day. I hope everyone can lead on a happy life. As long as you are happy...and every setbacks unearth a true value to be pick up. yes