Promotional Results was released last friday. Same day as NY open house. I still remembered the day before, i was still feeling very unsettled and distress about the outcome of the results. As much as i know, results cant determine everything in the world. But somehow, you cant deny that it is one of the yardsticks to determine every stages during this long and tough journey. 23rd will be our final destiny? Or the beginning?
I'm aware that everyone has a different degree of satisfaction. When comes to examination, all these demands have to be set to an appropriate level as anything could have happened during the course of examination period. Same thing applies to the kind of self-expectatory results which you have set for yourself. I'm not saying it is anyone's mistake, but if we have realised what we have done wrong during the process and ready to face up to the consequences, i would say setting a goal which is too far to be grasp would not appear. When such things happened, one couldnt help to feel disappointed and depressed. While on the other hand, when i scaned through the hall, i see a different side of the story. For thoes who have mentally prepared for the worst, what they faced were more realistic and 'contentment' seems not to appear in their own "dictionary". I definitely understand what's going on... All the papers were given back in the hall, but due to the different mentality that we have possessed, the environment could then be a heaven or hell. It all begins with you...
NYopen house was not a very fantastic one...but somehow, we manage to pull through. I know everyone does not have the mood for it... Hopefully it would be better when cca orientation comes.
For now, it's time to concentrate on PW and H1 chinese examinations. I'm looking forward towards the end of tunnel for the year which is the holidays! Let's work hard before enjoying the holidays ba=)