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Sunday, October 28, 2007 -{'8:53:00 AM

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Hi everyone!

Let's see, what can i talk about? LOL. Promos was already over. Results were released. 2 times of OP rehersals were already in the past. What's ahead are the A level mother tongue(TOMORROW!) and OP (WEDNESDAY!)examinations.
hm....weird heading..oh well, i cant wait for holidays to come. Yet, holidays="mugging". Oh yes, i really feel that i should sleep less from now on...getting too much sleep is also a pain, you know?

Right now, I am trying to do last minute corrections and editing to my I&R. It's amazing to know that we have already gone so far for PW this year. Still remembering us littering our complains like nobody's business whenever we come to do PW. But HEY! Next year batch is not going to take PW anymore. Seems like good news for them and bad news for us. Still...still...i cant deny the fact that we actually learnt quite a few pointers during the course of PW-ing. Right guys? (echoo...)

I WANT TO GO SWIMMING. It's getting on my nerve whenever i feel that i am not exercising enough ...ha ha...I sound like a desperate and unwanted kid here. lol

I wonder if friends should give the same kind of treatment to one another. Or should one rank each friend according to most importance to the least. I guess, in everyone's heart, different friends meant differently to him/her as compared to others. I still feel there is a need to remain in fair contact with one another and maintaining "invisible" distances. LOL. Let's ponder about this..

Monday, October 15, 2007 -{'4:22:00 PM

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Hi everyone

Promotional Results was released last friday. Same day as NY open house. I still remembered the day before, i was still feeling very unsettled and distress about the outcome of the results. As much as i know, results cant determine everything in the world. But somehow, you cant deny that it is one of the yardsticks to determine every stages during this long and tough journey. 23rd will be our final destiny? Or the beginning?

I'm aware that everyone has a different degree of satisfaction. When comes to examination, all these demands have to be set to an appropriate level as anything could have happened during the course of examination period. Same thing applies to the kind of self-expectatory results which you have set for yourself. I'm not saying it is anyone's mistake, but if we have realised what we have done wrong during the process and ready to face up to the consequences, i would say setting a goal which is too far to be grasp would not appear. When such things happened, one couldnt help to feel disappointed and depressed. While on the other hand, when i scaned through the hall, i see a different side of the story. For thoes who have mentally prepared for the worst, what they faced were more realistic and 'contentment' seems not to appear in their own "dictionary". I definitely understand what's going on... All the papers were given back in the hall, but due to the different mentality that we have possessed, the environment could then be a heaven or hell. It all begins with you...

NYopen house was not a very fantastic one...but somehow, we manage to pull through. I know everyone does not have the mood for it... Hopefully it would be better when cca orientation comes.

For now, it's time to concentrate on PW and H1 chinese examinations. I'm looking forward towards the end of tunnel for the year which is the holidays! Let's work hard before enjoying the holidays ba=)

Thursday, October 04, 2007 -{'5:18:00 PM

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Hi everyone.

Promos are over. I finally can concentrated on hunting for FOOD heehee...for all the sweat, pain and worrisome exam was already in the past. But, the future lies in the hands of the results. 12 october. Well, I've done my best for what i can say...but sometimes, i just feel guilty of not having done enough lor. I hope i can reach the stage of assessment and reflection. At the same time, no point looking back, what matters most is to grab on to the future confidently.

I have saved myself from much of the pain and trouble during the exam, but once the exam is over, what is unsolved remained as a knot in my heart. Something which always triggers me to be down. I did take on the opportunity once to clear my doubts and unhappiness, but somehow, by fate or ( human error), things dont work out it should be..and i am still lost within this maze. A maze between two person? A maze full of misunderstanding...
Maybe, everything lies on me for the other party is moving on. Shoudl i be a stayer or leaver? Should i just pretend nothing have happened? Or i am thinking too much. Sometime, it is not the words from one's mouth that kills...is the wild thoughts that kills all the trust and understanding.
But i have thought through it...everyone has the right to lead the kind of life that they want to be. I cant force people to live life in a certain way. It is out of my control. If there is ever a chance to clear this doubt again, i hope i could attain some peace and a smile which i longed to see from both faces. When will the cloud ever clear from the sky?

I couldnt help but to think that life is full of twist and turn. People move in and move out of your life, but the comfort lies when the people who have come across evetually make an impression in your heart. They are the ones who make me stronger each day. I hope everyone can lead on a happy life. As long as you are happy...and every setbacks unearth a true value to be pick up. yes