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Monday, July 23, 2007 -{'5:36:00 PM

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Hi everyone.

Well, i wanted to go swimming during saturaday and sunday..but in the end i didnt go anywhere except going to popular to buy some stationery. faint. Life for me is revolving about school, homework and never-ending pw-ing. How exciting. Gee...i sound so extreme and boring man. tsktsk. JIA YOU AHHHHHHhhhhhhh*scream*

Today is quite a relaxing day as compared to other days. Am not saying that we are so relax until to the extend of slacking, but rather, there is only 2 tutorial lessons and the rest are lectures. Yup. WAhhhh...physics RAWKS man. No monday blues and in turn, i get to know more about the concept of circular motion. Not a trememdous amount of achievement as compare to need to clear the previous chapter's concept..but am happy enough to know that the formulas and diagrams make sense to me! WAHHHH...even though i dont get really fantastic result for mid year( disappointing but i deserve it)...somehow, the passion for physics still burns that feverntly every now and then. Thanks to Mr Amos. He is the first person who inspired me to know more about this subject irregardless of scoring well. Still, the ultimate aim is to do well enough to grant me an entry to university. Taking about university...i still dont know which course i want to take if i am given a chance to go in. Too early to think about it? I dont think so, while working hard in jc...i should spend some thoughts over which path i would be heading at the junction of the road. Food for thought. Okie, so much of side-tracking, one thing i would say is that i wont give up for physics not matter how tough and tedious it would be. NO WAY MAN. same goes to other subjects. I will make sure i digest everything that seems so alien and threatening to me. JIA YOU AH *faint* same to you guys.*wink* CHIONG with eyes open!

hm...today my friend pointed out to me that i have quite a number of friends in school. She sees me waving every now and then to thoes who walked past me. Am not trying to say that i am a very popular girl in school, but just so ordinary. I like to acknowledge thoes around with a smile or simply an enthusiastic wave. It helps to brighten one's tiring day. We might not be exchanging some heart-felt words or what, but this small gestures are something that some of us dont commit to when things around us are in a mess. What i am trying to say here is that, you might not be someone's best pal, but it is meaningful to acknowledge the presence of someone. oh well, i dont have best of best friends. Am i at a lost as thoes who have soul friends to accompany them through thick and thin? Argh...so much of human greed. I should be contented with the state i am in and not picking on what others have and i dont have. Probably i can work on that and be a better person. YEa. Live life to the fullest. Fill it up with love, knowledge and passion.

As i was sitting bus 73 home, something came across my mind so abruptly. I realised that, many of us are playing different roles all the time. You can be playing up to 3-4 roles in life. These roles expect you to perform professionally without fail. If you are a student, you should be be dutifully playing your role in studying and involving in any school activities. What makes us different from our usual self at home is that, we are wearing an uniform and carrying papers of tutorials n lecture notes. We seem to have transformed completely and we are put under test everyday. Thoes stresses and pouring tests or exam are the tasks that we have to conqure if you want to play your role well. I detest this role yet am willing to try out the challenges... How irony ah! Argh...sometimes, i just cant help but to sigh when i am alone. But on the other hand, someone or something is telling me not to give up to any obstacles. They are not difficult to handle..it is all up to how to look and thing of it. true. Mental-power. Now, i really think i need recharge myself to some near-by power socket. I am so DRAINED. TATA...TAKE care peeps.