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Monday, July 23, 2007 -{'5:36:00 PM

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Hi everyone.

Well, i wanted to go swimming during saturaday and sunday..but in the end i didnt go anywhere except going to popular to buy some stationery. faint. Life for me is revolving about school, homework and never-ending pw-ing. How exciting. Gee...i sound so extreme and boring man. tsktsk. JIA YOU AHHHHHHhhhhhhh*scream*

Today is quite a relaxing day as compared to other days. Am not saying that we are so relax until to the extend of slacking, but rather, there is only 2 tutorial lessons and the rest are lectures. Yup. WAhhhh...physics RAWKS man. No monday blues and in turn, i get to know more about the concept of circular motion. Not a trememdous amount of achievement as compare to need to clear the previous chapter's concept..but am happy enough to know that the formulas and diagrams make sense to me! WAHHHH...even though i dont get really fantastic result for mid year( disappointing but i deserve it)...somehow, the passion for physics still burns that feverntly every now and then. Thanks to Mr Amos. He is the first person who inspired me to know more about this subject irregardless of scoring well. Still, the ultimate aim is to do well enough to grant me an entry to university. Taking about university...i still dont know which course i want to take if i am given a chance to go in. Too early to think about it? I dont think so, while working hard in jc...i should spend some thoughts over which path i would be heading at the junction of the road. Food for thought. Okie, so much of side-tracking, one thing i would say is that i wont give up for physics not matter how tough and tedious it would be. NO WAY MAN. same goes to other subjects. I will make sure i digest everything that seems so alien and threatening to me. JIA YOU AH *faint* same to you guys.*wink* CHIONG with eyes open!

hm...today my friend pointed out to me that i have quite a number of friends in school. She sees me waving every now and then to thoes who walked past me. Am not trying to say that i am a very popular girl in school, but just so ordinary. I like to acknowledge thoes around with a smile or simply an enthusiastic wave. It helps to brighten one's tiring day. We might not be exchanging some heart-felt words or what, but this small gestures are something that some of us dont commit to when things around us are in a mess. What i am trying to say here is that, you might not be someone's best pal, but it is meaningful to acknowledge the presence of someone. oh well, i dont have best of best friends. Am i at a lost as thoes who have soul friends to accompany them through thick and thin? Argh...so much of human greed. I should be contented with the state i am in and not picking on what others have and i dont have. Probably i can work on that and be a better person. YEa. Live life to the fullest. Fill it up with love, knowledge and passion.

As i was sitting bus 73 home, something came across my mind so abruptly. I realised that, many of us are playing different roles all the time. You can be playing up to 3-4 roles in life. These roles expect you to perform professionally without fail. If you are a student, you should be be dutifully playing your role in studying and involving in any school activities. What makes us different from our usual self at home is that, we are wearing an uniform and carrying papers of tutorials n lecture notes. We seem to have transformed completely and we are put under test everyday. Thoes stresses and pouring tests or exam are the tasks that we have to conqure if you want to play your role well. I detest this role yet am willing to try out the challenges... How irony ah! Argh...sometimes, i just cant help but to sigh when i am alone. But on the other hand, someone or something is telling me not to give up to any obstacles. They are not difficult to handle..it is all up to how to look and thing of it. true. Mental-power. Now, i really think i need recharge myself to some near-by power socket. I am so DRAINED. TATA...TAKE care peeps.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007 -{'9:42:00 PM

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Hi everyone! ATTENT--TION! ha ha...just being very random here. :p

I'm trying my best to keep myself awake at this very moment. Argh..pw is driving me crazy? Can't i go online without even open on any files regarding pw? I just feel sooo tired! If you have the same feeling as me...i have this very brilliant idea that we can do to save ourselves from all these troubles. Let's a sign a petition on anti-pwing? Oh wells...okie, if this would work, it would have already worked LONG ago man! okie, i am just trying to find some lame excuses to get away from the current situation. P.s Do ignore this part, i dont wish to cause any negative feelings upon you guys regarding pw. yupp. Let's jia you all the way to the end of year. May the strength be with everyone of us!

The past few weeks are the most memorable event since the beginning of the year. Quite a number of things have happened...LTC camp was really another turning point in my life man. Before i went for Ltc...i was kind of lost and unable to open myself up to anyone. Adapting was another problem. I was trying very hard to find back the familiar feeling of the olden days back in secondary school...but somehow, i was quite down course i wasnt able to maintain the "stamina" as before. Everything changes, i was too slow to grab everything. Urge, seriously, the feeling was really that bad. But somehow, in me, there is this angel who tells me to keep going and never say "die". Never surrender to anything until the last minute.or even to the last second. woah. As the saying goes, Action is more powerful than words. Doing the things that you determined to might not be the same as you wanting it to be. Let's all face the truest reality peeps. Okie, back to LTC. I have 3 camp facils : dearest Angie, Nick and HuiSin. Woah, they are really the kind of role models who i want to be and follow. Thank goodness i have them in my ltc group: Sir Burnor( Dorcas, Yee Ling, Rachel, Huimin, Amelia, Melissa, Li Leng, Brandon, Jason, Arrun, Bryan, Eugene and Guo Hao) whooo...cool bunch of people. So enthusiastic and fun-loving. I did learn a lot from you guys too. Must to an extend, you guys really showed me the meaning of sincere friendship. Until now, i think our bonds are still that tight and sticky. WAY to go people! LTC camp was not like the usual camps which i had during primary school or secondary school days. It made me realised the true meaning of maintaining discipline and order and also the most interactive way in which i can absorb more about how to lead others and identifying my strength and weakness. These were all the things that i used to crave for before going to LTC camp. Right now, somehow, i have found the answers to my doubts. The camp would not be a successful one if not for the friendship and encouragement throughout the camp which includes high elements, sea expedition( i've lost my spectacles due to capsize in the sea...shant not eleborate further), land expedition and maybe some punishments here and there. But i truely feels that it is the people in the camp that makes my day the most. If you ask me if i am a practical person or a sentimental person, i would be the later. Therefore, i really wish the ties that we have formed during the ltc wont be forgotten or lost. I can really sense the changes in me as well as the people around me within the short period of 4 days. Indeed short and sweet and furthermore, EXPERIENCIA MAN!

okie, have already side-tracked from pw-ing for very long...shall go back and start doing serious stuff. Hope you guys wont be bored by my entry. oh wells....have a good night rest and jia you all the way. -every dark cloud has a silver lining...things will get better! BE POSITIVE!=)

Tuesday, July 03, 2007 -{'8:46:00 PM

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Hi everyone. I know it has been quite a while since i last blogged. The past few days n weeks left me into deep thoughts...but somehow, i felt a lost of words as to 'pen' it down here. As i am typing at this particular moment, i feel an urge to pour out everything. Be it good or bad. Maybe.

Last week, we had our mid year exam. Never i know i would be so nervous, probably is beacuase there is a change in environment from secondary school to jc. But whatever it is, i will try to learn to adapt. Yea...adapt and not to change the environment to suit one. The papers were quite tough...each paper was enough to squeeze out 75% of the brain juice. urge. Well..now that it is over and done with. The next stage will be receiving back the papers tomorrow. SO fast! Whatever it is, never cried over spilled milk and move on. It's easy to say it out, the difficult part will be the doing. Jia you everyone. n All the best.

LTC camp is around the corner. It would take place from friday to monday evening. WOah...i heard it wont be an easy training..however, i would like to discover my limits and strength. What feels familiar to me is not longer seems to be so, so i would like to start anew and pull through whatever challenges. I hope i dont get sunburnt! As for now, i was a little burnt already...HELP! heehee

Yo, tomorrow will the the dsa day for 9 secondary school student. Hope everything works well on them n good luck! Jia you NYCO!

Here is a little note to huixin: HAppy Belated Birthday! Sweet 17! May you find your 17 ever sweeter. Smile!

Also, happy birthday to Brian who is in my LTC group. =)

Who will understand how am i feeling now? Where did i did wrong?