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Wednesday, June 13, 2007 -{'1:48:00 PM

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Hi everyone. Seems like i have not been attending to my blog for so long. A forgotten site...indeed. I used to blog so often, so often that everyday there would be at least a post. That was when i am in secondary school. Have things changed?

Whenever i visit my own blog, it always look so lifeless and boring. What has happened? Lately have been reading other people's blog. I read about their life, pain, happy and even philosophical stuffs .When comes to looking at my life, what is there to memtion about? Nah, dont worry, am not feeling depressed or what, just purely some reflections. yup.

Thoes were the days...when i am truely happy. Now that i think back, it somehow tells me to carry on this spirit and optimistic view in life. Yea, indeed. What is there to bother and be unhappy about. HA HA...now that i am asking this question, it sounds like a big joke i made to myself. It's easy to decieve one self and hard to face reality. yup
Being the 3 rd party or the centre person in any situation can be good and bad. Most of the time, it is up to one to pull back from falling deep into that particular situation and refrain from getting hurt. If the situation would get better, i guess i wont have regrets after all. Like what i have said...i find joy in making others day a brighter and happier one. It might sound silly, but that is the truest intension that can easily be fulfilled or destroyed. yea.

I have watched ' My girl'. Fortunately, like any other fairy tale, it has a a twist and as well as a happy ending. But what i take more notice is the hurt and pain that was caused to others other than the main leading actor and actress. Well, that's the irony of it. Werid me, maybe i empathise with them more ba. yupp.

Still another week to go before school reopen and that when all the exam starts to 'pour' in. HA HA. I look forward to a fulfilling week. Gee...and of course, to find back my old self. The one that i am comfortable with.

wahhhh...if you are reading up to here, i think there would be a lot of question marks in your mind. It's okie. Good effort though...heehee. Take care people. Enjoy your holidays *wink*