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Sunday, May 20, 2007 -{'9:19:00 PM

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Hi everyone. I cant believe i actually survived this week's tests, lessons and a lot of other events. Quite proud of myself though...it makes me believe that difficulties and problems wont last forever. All it takes is what you really think in the mind, and there you go, you can actually make it to the end. Very philosophical, but practical yea?

Yes yes, i've passed my NAFA test. So worried about not able to jump far enough wor...Maybe i should thanks to my white school shoes. Though they were so torn and tattered, they really brought me all the way out beyond the passing distance. Whoopie. I had tried numerous time before Nafa test, but just could not overcome the feeling of being too " heavy"? But i did it! *doi doi doi* THANKS to Jasmine who lent her running shoes to me so that i can sucessfully pass my shutter run. heehee.

Today went to support lisuan as she was playing in SP.CO. with Germaine and Yi Ling. This was the very first time i actually went out that far from my house since the beginning of jc. wahhh..so deprived right? Oh well... Their performance was good. It's nice to see her again after so long...hope she is doing well. YUP. And all my secondary school classmates who went to poly...i wonder how are they doing right now.. Miss them a lot! Hopefully there will be a class outing during the june holidays...*pray* There's a lot for us to catch up...hopefully we dont miss out anyone in this "mazey" journey.

Oh yes, Wishing Li Suan an advance B'dae! Yupp. Happy Birthday. You are as OLD as i am soon! heehee. WELCOME! *wink*

Sometimes, all i wanted to achieve is to be happy. Am i really happy now? Or am i forcing myself to be happy? What is the dragging factor? where went wrong? Am i asking too much? Why am i feeling this way? I could easily differentiate if i am truely happy or not. Course i know too much of myself..and not to decive myself any longer. I used to be seeking for something...and i found it: to make others happy. Yes, i found the happiness from there on. Now, mission possible: I need to find the happiess...not to depend too much on anyone to provide. What if one day the person just dont seems to appear anymore? I wish to face the reality than living in my own world.

The greatest gift in the world is to forgive. Forgive anyone who might have cause hurt to you, physically or mentally. Let it not be an obstacles and cause you further mistakes and injuries. Probably, they are the ones who show you the path to be a better person. yupp. =)

This is a super longwinded post. argh...should save some of the words for tomorrow's Econ's test! HA HA >.< IRONY!