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Saturday, April 21, 2007 -{'8:41:00 PM

Title : [ balance ]

Hi everyone. Yupp..still on MIA mission, but i have this urge to blog right now. SO am here again. heehee

Lately i have been very busy with school works and syf. Almost everyday reach home at about 9 pm plus. Whooh. How nice uh? By the time i finished my dinner, it would be 10 plus. I always tried to scrap sometime to do my tutorials but my body is too tired to go on. In the end, little work done is achieved and what i got is a tired soul. Well, am not trying to complain about this, since i have already choosen this path. But, i would really like myself to realised the importance of balancing myself in whatever situation.

I wish to find some peace, confidence and strength in me..to carry on this journey. The word" friendship" is something that i am always trying to make sense of. Maybe one should not be too bothered by it. " Sincerity" is a quality that i find it hard to sense. But i do believe, all these have to start from me myself. Many at times, i am in a dilemma of what i am as a person, friend, daugther and other roles. I see and feel many things around me...that makes to ponder deeper into striking an equlilibrium on the beam balance in my heart. I really need to keep myself firm regardless what conclusion i come out with at the end of the day. After all, many things are not always in my control. What i can control is my thoughts and heart. Shall let nature takes it course. yup

Well, i have the intension to go and help out in some old folks programme. I see the importance of contributing to the less fortune than keep thinking about what's going on inside me which makes me find that i am a very self-centred. Everytime i feel breathless, someone or something would hint me to look at things from a larger perspective. Let's believe in that after a heavy rain, the sky would be lighten up. It worths a lot just to see that similar smiles on you as well as the people around you...

[ stand by yourself in times of difficulties...for you are the one who can make a difference to other's life. Never be stingy with things. Let them go...]