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Sunday, December 17, 2006 -{'10:43:00 AM

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HELLO everyone. Hm..have finally decided to change my blogskin. How is it? Hm...i have been wanting to change it before exam started. Just that i am too lazy to get it changed? Sorry for giving you guys the boring-look of the blog. Let's start afresh! heehee

Hm...it seems to me that most of my friends around me have gone or even going to overseas trip now. ahhhh...yet i am still stuck where i am. How sad? hm..i always wanted to tour other countries. Guess what? When i have reached the legal age to fly on my own..i will first go to DISNEY LAND. ha ha. ( don't faint okie?) yupps. I want to take the photograph on the disney characters. heehee. Will i get to see Winnie the pooh and friends there? ooooooooooooooooo...just cant wait to get out there. But, wait a minute...i'm scared to get lost out there. FAINT! heehee. That's me. LU CHI (road idiot). heehee

YUpps. I shall label this week as CO week..why? Monday-Tuesday i had Beatty CO chalet. Wednesday i had Ny CO camp. Thurdays-Friday i had Ny CO Chalet. Other than that..Friday was Maye's Birthday too. To Maye: Happy belated birthday!
Jasmine is always saying i am very old liao. True lah..since my birthday is in Janauary...I get to be the first among my friends to celebrate my birthday de. Sometimes, when i am in a new environment, it takes months to make friends. When i have mingled close enought to them, my birthday is already over. How sad. But i should say it would be a very peaceful and loney b'dae for me. NAy..what am i talking about. Forget about the whole chuck if you dont understand. Need not waste time to analyse it. heehee.

Sometimes i really wish to look into the mirror, not for beauty purpose but rather to see thoroughly who am i as a person. What kind of person am i? Of course there would be some ugly sides of me. I am just never a perfect person. Being a better person requires much effort and determination. Hopefully at the end of the day..i would be happy with myself and not keep struggling to keep myself above the torrent waves. What i can say is...i am still trying. trying hard.

First three month de result has been posted out long on 14 dec. Am not disappointed nor happy. I feel just alright. I will gladly accept whatever it is given to me at the end of the day. Whether the appeal is successful or not...i will take it on. I believe that every where can nuture one to study hard and all. What worries me is the result that will be release next year. I am holding my breathe...