Title : [ disappointment ]
Hi everyone. Hm..long time never blog. hm...life still goes on i guess..and it is abit bumpy.Today, we have chemistry lesson. Mrs tan is always there bouncing on me whenever i tried to avoid her glance. well..she is quite a good teacher i guess..Later, we went to the hall for rehersal. Am quite fed up with the guys who are asking me the purpose of rehersing as a class when i have said and repeated myself so many times that i feel like vomiting blood. Things never go that well...and i have been worrying days before this rehersal. I dont know what to ask for them now. Probably i have pin too high expectation and hope for this class. I do have my requirements to make..and i really hope everyone can cooperate. Yes, there are a whole lot of goody old people. However...Since the day mr soh as Jun kHiang and i to plan for the graduation day...i do not have a peace of mind from then on. Of course i want to make it as successful and make it memorable to everyone. I like the peeps in our class. Yet...i am always left with disappointment over and over again. Ever since i have let loose myself in front of some of them..i get back by trying to let go a little. Probably i have been too stubborn to bond the class together. Many at times, i do have the urge to make the bonding of the class into reality. Every time, there is always a change in plan. not that it is bad. Hm..i really wonder...we come so far just to achieve such result? Why cant we show the whole school that what they are think are wrong. Dont we have some attachment for the class that we really want to put in heart and soul in it? I've tried. Am tired now. Maybe..until the end of the time..i will still be believing that we can be a united 4e1. you might think i am too foolish. well...i would like to be the fool if ever our class can come through together.
