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Tuesday, August 01, 2006 -{'9:42:00 PM

Title : [ Heart Vs eye ]

Hi everyone. heehee...am thinking about changing my blogskin soon. Somehow I cant find the right blogskin to put. Maybe I'm too lazy to do it after all. Or maybe...during the holiday, I will somehow give it a try or what.

Well well...life for me is always revolving around homeworks and tests. I see no end to them. But i am happy to say, i realised quite a fair bit of things that happened around me. Who ever had made me enlightened from things, i really want to say a big THANK YOU to them. Without them, i wont be understanding that much. Sometimes, some people think that having to encounter any troublesome or uneventful events are really making a big mess in their lives. However, have you ever think of life without such Ups and Downs? You wont be able to realised where have you got wrong or what is the main reason or lesson behind every incident. Never expect you life to be full and flawless. If you have that..please tell me. heehee. Probably i would spend quite a fair bit of time examining you. I guess..by then..you will be the one of the special creatures i would be interested to study on. HO HO.

It is hard to stand up after being knocked down several times. Isnt it? Who will have the energy and determination to stand up tall no matter how many obstacles are coming in your way. Wont you feel tired? As for me, the answer to it is definitely a yes. we are all human beings after all, who are trying to keep pace with everything around us. Initally, i feel like giving up on many things..seriously. And this thought tag along with me until i make up mind to persever on. If you ask me..what i've gain so far. my answer to it will not be a yes or no. Course what i persevered on is not to focus too much on the end result. but rather...the significants of the process that i've went through. I'm ready to push myself on on anything. Not to be too harash to myself but to conque the fear in me. The fear which always keep me falling down. At times, i think of the song lyrics of the song on " I believe I can fly" . It seriously boost up my moral when facing my ever worst nightmare which i really wish i can escape from. But...i really need to tell you guys.. NEVER resolve matters through escaping and ignoring. It will never help much to change the situation. Or rather, it would make things ever messy. Yes, i do understand that it is never easy to deal with the problem. I, myself also encounter such cases and sometimes..i did really stumbled over them. But somehow what you can do is to be the master to your thinking. Make the right choice that you wont regret next time. This right choice that each of us make will sure differs from person to person.. but the principal behind to solve things effectively is still the same.

If you ever feel down. Maybe you can take a look at the sky. You are never alone. But i would rather perfer you guys to be the first one to move out of the haze. Start anew and go on... yeah
=)[[never lose your smile. keep it. spread it.]]