Title : [ heart-felt cry ]
Hi everyone. Hm..lately, i dont feel that i am living in a world which has day and night. sad to say. As much as i wanted to, i really want to be chirpy and always nodding my head from lesson to lesson. Somehow, these usual self being is sort of going down to the drain. Nevertheless, i wont GIVE UP. NEVER. I WILL BE BACK. At times, i ask myself if ever i give up, will i still be that miserable? But, it is clear to me that...i cant give up. i Just cant. It hurts. I know i really lack in a lot of areas..and these are the areas which i really feel heartache about. I understand the reason of telling the person straight into the face so that he can learn from his mistakes. However, I am really sincerely about every effort of put in. I struggled, i fell, it hurts too. Maybe i've not tried hard enough. What Mr Amos had said to the class really put me into deep thoughts.." The last thing that i ever want to see is to see you being discourage." Truthfully speaking, sometimes i really feel stuffy. I need to breathe! Yes, and for that, i will push myself on for what has always been a prolonged struggle. From the past, until now. It has always been existing. I cant deny.See no evil.Hear no evil. Speak no evil. Many times, I dont feel good the whole day. Little and little of unsightly actions or words really saddens me. Why? i dont know. For once, i will stop complaining about whatever unpleasant things that happened. In fact, i should be grateful for anyone who has made me realise this precious feedback. No matter how others treat you, you cannot be the one who is going take any sort of revenge. Let it go. forget it. shake it off and move on. In life, if i am so bothered by so many things that have happened...i guess my world will be a total darkness and i will always live in discontentment. And i shall resist that from happening. yes. NEVER.Your words pierce through my heart. It will always leave a mark that i will never forget. yet..i really understand your concern and meaning. I will always bear that in mind. thank you.I'm awake now. fighting hard at this moment. I shall never leave regrets as it is...
