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Friday, August 11, 2006 -{'9:20:00 PM

Title : [ Finally ]

Hi everyone. what a day! The first thing i opened my eyes from sleep this morning was to remember that 2 major things that will happen to me. --english oral and as well as getting back our O-level mother tongue. WHat a good day to start off with huh? what to do? Like what ms loo said, that's life. LOL

Right from the beginning, i didnt look forward for the day to begin. Just cant bear to face up to my worst fear. I did try my best to improve on my oral for the past few weeks. Dont know if it really helps. But i keep holding on to this metality that if i dont even help myself in my weakness, how will anyone get to help me then? yeah. But...i did really tried my best in today's oral. ahhhhhh..after taken to many oral tests and doing so average/badly for most of them, somehow..my confidence level did drop quite a bit. nevertheless, i will still persevere till the end.

Hm. The chinese O level result is exactly an indication to tell us how the subsequent results will be released. I mean, i simply can feel the intense atmosphere, no one dares to speak and everyone is clutching the hands together tightly. the good new is that we did pretty well..and mr lim was grinning from ear to ear. heehee. probably there will be a promotion for him soon..or a rise in his bonus? heehee. dont know.

How i wish if i could close my eyes forever. Never to see anything around me. staying in that undisturb position as long as world permits me to...