Title : [ Entitled: Bad day!? ]
Hi everyone. Lately, things are constantly bombarding me in terms of mentally. I dont deny, yet i also wont dwell over things for too long. For what i've understood, I really need the strength to carry on. and giving up is definitely in my choice of options. so..I guess, it would meant for days of self control as well as repaintly my life with a little more colours. colours are Draining!Well, I'm quite grateful that things work out fine for my new main com in CO. After so much of persuation and waiting..i finally see them working in harmony. Hence, now i've drop one of my heaviest stone. I wish to see them doing well, as well as all the members in there. How i wish time can reverse back to the past, when i am still an ordinary member, when my passion actually starts to burn enthusiastically. Now i still have a passion for music though. But as for leading, i really need to take in more experience to even do well. It's hard to tell when opportunity will strike. If ever another chance come to me, i will surely take upon it seriously. Leadership make me understand more about socialising with a wide spectrum of people of different characteristics. And that is what i'm very interested in. To understand and change people lives to the better. As long as i get to chance one person's life, i am actually very happy already. It is never too much on the self satisfactory but rather to see others' smiles. YUPSAs for my main com problem, we have sort of settle it last week. Tedious i must say. But i am willing to make it a point to see everyone on the win-win situation. Sometime, holding on to your pride might not help to solve things. Unless we put others before ourselves. Something which many of us dont understand, but it really exists when problem starts. Most importantly, never short-change others whenever we do anything.I feel relieved to see my juniors doing well in cca and also my friends. After all, they are on the safe side of the bank. I persevered on to see things turn out well, and eventually it did happen. So...never give up at this point in time. Wack your way through, thought you might find yourself bleeding terribly...it is all worth while to see the positive outcome. I believe so...even i feel down at times.
