Thursday, August 31, 2006 -{'5:23:00 PM
Title : [ Teacher's Day ]
Hi everyone. Happy Teacher's Day! heehee. Today left home early so that i could catch Janet, who was holding on to the cake. heehee. THANKS a lot to huiping and JAnet. yupp. =) Hm..i think i reached school too early. Course what i could see was only a few people around. One of them was none other than Joyce. heehee..she is mugging for her biology test. Hm..why they had test on such a day? hm..all the best peeps. Then,Li suan arrived and we went to help to stick the photos to the frame. Sherlyn help too. Huixin cut the scorch tape, Shiqing helped to hold on to them and Ru Luan help me to wrap the photo frames. Thanks a lot guys.
Okie..let's fast forward a bit. heehee. Hm..the performance was great. did enjoy myself. Hm..somehow, the performance was dragged beyond 10. I was so worried for the teachers had to attend to a meeting at 10.30. Aw. Hm..then before i knew, i was rushing here and there..looking for ms loo and ms lim. Ms lim appeared after a while and Ms loo was still on MIA. I have no choice but to start the whole process soon.Or else, the cake would be burn and the teachers would also be late for their meeting. Ahhh..finially she arrived. great. Heehee. we repeated 'happy teacher's day ' for a lot of times. Opps, other classes are having testss..OH NO!
Heehee...the cutting of the cake was done by ms loo. and there was a small ceremony " jian cai" heehee. so cute! great. OOOOOOOOOOO..here comes the cake. woah. CHOCOLATE MINT. Glad to hear that many like it a lot. heehee. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...Chocolate and mint are always the best combination on any occasion. heehee. Just like black and white, they cant do without one another. Meanwhile, i was hoping to catch some of the teachers so that i could pass them the card. not too bad. In the end, i only cant find Mr terrance Tan. Oh yea, teoh guan showed the class on the video we had taken the day before. EEEEE...i simply dont dare to take a look at it. But whatever it is, no pain no gain right? Hopefully the teachers will like it. ANd it can also earn some laughters from my friends. Heehee. Why NOT?
Happy moments pass very quickly. however, this happy moment shall always stay in me. In the heart of 4e1.
Oh yes, i did went back to my primary school-PCPS. well..saw some of my long lost friends. It simply feel great! For the past few year, i had been going back. It felt kinda loney. But this year, i manage to catch up with my classmates-6E. Time flies, everyone is grown up. We also took on a different perspective in life. may life be filled with numerous inspirations. =)
MANY THANKS TO:
Qingying Li Suan HuiXin Jasmine Janet HuiPing Sherlyn Maye Lee Xian Yi Tong Pat Shu Yan Ru Luan Shiqing TeohGuan Jamie Yi Yu Veron Khrisha Cheryl.... ( * not in order of standard)To everyone who have help in one way or another. THANKS! cheers!
Thursday, August 24, 2006 -{'8:23:00 PM
Title : [ heart-felt cry ]
Hi everyone. Hm..lately, i dont feel that i am living in a world which has day and night. sad to say. As much as i wanted to, i really want to be chirpy and always nodding my head from lesson to lesson. Somehow, these usual self being is sort of going down to the drain. Nevertheless, i wont GIVE UP. NEVER. I WILL BE BACK. At times, i ask myself if ever i give up, will i still be that miserable? But, it is clear to me that...i cant give up. i Just cant. It hurts. I know i really lack in a lot of areas..and these are the areas which i really feel heartache about. I understand the reason of telling the person straight into the face so that he can learn from his mistakes. However, I am really sincerely about every effort of put in. I struggled, i fell, it hurts too. Maybe i've not tried hard enough. What Mr Amos had said to the class really put me into deep thoughts.." The last thing that i ever want to see is to see you being discourage." Truthfully speaking, sometimes i really feel stuffy. I need to breathe! Yes, and for that, i will push myself on for what has always been a prolonged struggle. From the past, until now. It has always been existing. I cant deny.
See no evil.Hear no evil. Speak no evil. Many times, I dont feel good the whole day. Little and little of unsightly actions or words really saddens me. Why? i dont know. For once, i will stop complaining about whatever unpleasant things that happened. In fact, i should be grateful for anyone who has made me realise this precious feedback. No matter how others treat you, you cannot be the one who is going take any sort of revenge. Let it go. forget it. shake it off and move on. In life, if i am so bothered by so many things that have happened...i guess my world will be a total darkness and i will always live in discontentment. And i shall resist that from happening. yes. NEVER.
Your words pierce through my heart. It will always leave a mark that i will never forget. yet..i really understand your concern and meaning. I will always bear that in mind. thank you.
I'm awake now. fighting hard at this moment. I shall never leave regrets as it is...
Monday, August 21, 2006 -{'10:33:00 PM
Title : [ what can i say? ]
Hi everyone. well. Hm...on sunday, the few of us when to explore the resort at sentosa. I was very exhausted when i reached home. I didnt sleep well last night too..had to crawl up early at 4.45am to study for chemistry test. get a life please. I didnt feel too alright for the whole day, probably lack of sleep and there are quite a number of tests to take. I am trying very hard to keep away the sleeping spell. Zzz...life still goes on and we have to stay back for extra english lesson to do our sort-of last comprehension. Hm..after which, i went home and groged down several food and soon was caught with stomach. well..the lesson behind is to eat moderately..even though you think you can eat forever, like me. heehee.
I do have a whole stack of papers thrown to us by all the subject teachers. well...flooded with papers and more papers. It has already been pile up like a mountain..and thinking to remove the whole mountain seems quite impossible, however, i will give them a try. Hm...having said so, i really think that schooling indirectly kills a lot of trees. So many papers are printed each day. Just imagin the whole stack of papers that we have collected so far since we start schooling?! OMG. Abit exaggerated, but have you ever thought of it? yupp.
Something which is very true: you are the motivator to motivate yourself. well, we can also depend on other's encouragement, but when you are alone at home or anywhere..is there anyone else to encourage you? no. but only yourself...
Tuesday, August 15, 2006 -{'8:20:00 PM
Title : [ believe ]
Hi everyone. Today is yet another hectic day.Sometimes, we get knock down by some of the day-in or day-out things that come across our lives. What i want to add on for this is that believe in what you can do.believe in seeing good outcome.believing in never giving-up spirit. Or rather, just believe in whatever in you and your surrounding changes. Never put on an excuse to escape from problems. realised them , wacked them down. and never never lose you true inner characteristics while things around you are changing. Grab hold of yourselves and keep up with being a better person each day.
It's not easy. dont give up. in the embrace of the endless sky, where myself-being is calmed. cheer up, brighten up.
Saturday, August 12, 2006 -{'9:16:00 PM
Title : [ what are you thinking now? ]
Friday, August 11, 2006 -{'9:20:00 PM
Title : [ Finally ]
Hi everyone. what a day! The first thing i opened my eyes from sleep this morning was to remember that 2 major things that will happen to me. --english oral and as well as getting back our O-level mother tongue. WHat a good day to start off with huh? what to do? Like what ms loo said, that's life. LOLRight from the beginning, i didnt look forward for the day to begin. Just cant bear to face up to my worst fear. I did try my best to improve on my oral for the past few weeks. Dont know if it really helps. But i keep holding on to this metality that if i dont even help myself in my weakness, how will anyone get to help me then? yeah. But...i did really tried my best in today's oral. ahhhhhh..after taken to many oral tests and doing so average/badly for most of them, somehow..my confidence level did drop quite a bit. nevertheless, i will still persevere till the end.
Hm. The chinese O level result is exactly an indication to tell us how the subsequent results will be released. I mean, i simply can feel the intense atmosphere, no one dares to speak and everyone is clutching the hands together tightly. the good new is that we did pretty well..and mr lim was grinning from ear to ear. heehee. probably there will be a promotion for him soon..or a rise in his bonus? heehee. dont know.
How i wish if i could close my eyes forever. Never to see anything around me. staying in that undisturb position as long as world permits me to...
Monday, August 07, 2006 -{'11:53:00 PM
Title : [ Entitled: Bad day!? ]
Hi everyone. Lately, things are constantly bombarding me in terms of mentally. I dont deny, yet i also wont dwell over things for too long. For what i've understood, I really need the strength to carry on. and giving up is definitely in my choice of options. so..I guess, it would meant for days of self control as well as repaintly my life with a little more colours. colours are Draining!Well, I'm quite grateful that things work out fine for my new main com in CO. After so much of persuation and waiting..i finally see them working in harmony. Hence, now i've drop one of my heaviest stone. I wish to see them doing well, as well as all the members in there. How i wish time can reverse back to the past, when i am still an ordinary member, when my passion actually starts to burn enthusiastically. Now i still have a passion for music though. But as for leading, i really need to take in more experience to even do well. It's hard to tell when opportunity will strike. If ever another chance come to me, i will surely take upon it seriously. Leadership make me understand more about socialising with a wide spectrum of people of different characteristics. And that is what i'm very interested in. To understand and change people lives to the better. As long as i get to chance one person's life, i am actually very happy already. It is never too much on the self satisfactory but rather to see others' smiles. YUPS
As for my main com problem, we have sort of settle it last week. Tedious i must say. But i am willing to make it a point to see everyone on the win-win situation. Sometime, holding on to your pride might not help to solve things. Unless we put others before ourselves. Something which many of us dont understand, but it really exists when problem starts. Most importantly, never short-change others whenever we do anything.
I feel relieved to see my juniors doing well in cca and also my friends. After all, they are on the safe side of the bank. I persevered on to see things turn out well, and eventually it did happen. So...never give up at this point in time. Wack your way through, thought you might find yourself bleeding terribly...it is all worth while to see the positive outcome. I believe so...even i feel down at times.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006 -{'10:14:00 PM
Title : [ ]
After making a distance from the starting point, what have you learnt? Did you leave behind your worries/pain/foot print or even you heart-felt sweat? Maybe you guys can keep a look out for more of such things ahead of you *wink*
-{'9:42:00 PM
Title : [ Heart Vs eye ]
Hi everyone. heehee...am thinking about changing my blogskin soon. Somehow I cant find the right blogskin to put. Maybe I'm too lazy to do it after all. Or maybe...during the holiday, I will somehow give it a try or what.Well well...life for me is always revolving around homeworks and tests. I see no end to them. But i am happy to say, i realised quite a fair bit of things that happened around me. Who ever had made me enlightened from things, i really want to say a big THANK YOU to them. Without them, i wont be understanding that much. Sometimes, some people think that having to encounter any troublesome or uneventful events are really making a big mess in their lives. However, have you ever think of life without such Ups and Downs? You wont be able to realised where have you got wrong or what is the main reason or lesson behind every incident. Never expect you life to be full and flawless. If you have that..please tell me. heehee. Probably i would spend quite a fair bit of time examining you. I guess..by then..you will be the one of the special creatures i would be interested to study on. HO HO.
It is hard to stand up after being knocked down several times. Isnt it? Who will have the energy and determination to stand up tall no matter how many obstacles are coming in your way. Wont you feel tired? As for me, the answer to it is definitely a yes. we are all human beings after all, who are trying to keep pace with everything around us. Initally, i feel like giving up on many things..seriously. And this thought tag along with me until i make up mind to persever on. If you ask me..what i've gain so far. my answer to it will not be a yes or no. Course what i persevered on is not to focus too much on the end result. but rather...the significants of the process that i've went through. I'm ready to push myself on on anything. Not to be too harash to myself but to conque the fear in me. The fear which always keep me falling down. At times, i think of the song lyrics of the song on " I believe I can fly" . It seriously boost up my moral when facing my ever worst nightmare which i really wish i can escape from. But...i really need to tell you guys.. NEVER resolve matters through escaping and ignoring. It will never help much to change the situation. Or rather, it would make things ever messy. Yes, i do understand that it is never easy to deal with the problem. I, myself also encounter such cases and sometimes..i did really stumbled over them. But somehow what you can do is to be the master to your thinking. Make the right choice that you wont regret next time. This right choice that each of us make will sure differs from person to person.. but the principal behind to solve things effectively is still the same.
If you ever feel down. Maybe you can take a look at the sky. You are never alone. But i would rather perfer you guys to be the first one to move out of the haze. Start anew and go on... yeah
=)[[never lose your smile. keep it. spread it.]]
