Title : [ Running a marthon ]
Hi everyone. hm..it has been quite a while since i've blogged last time. sorry. Not only that we are now running for a long marthon..we are also running with time. As much as i wish..i wish that time could really slow down a little for me to breathe. yea..and i know ..that wont happened. It is all up to us to maximise our time and to play, work , sleep, and bathe within 24 hours time.I want to have some fun too..like i told myself earlier..i am supposed to enjoy myself for the rest of the month. When i rush to get things done..i sort of lost myself in the maze of works. Maybe thats how our human nature comes in..playing a role to even tell our body that we are tired. but somehow..something in you kept you on-going. Well..many things happened for a reason and for us to learn from it. I am not a perfect person. I do really make serious mistake at i could not even forgive myself. But...it's not the mistake/flaws that you make that make you a bad/failure person. I also must say..we are not born perfectly. As much as i know..all of us here are physically well...but we do have a lot of cripples and there in mentality. it is also not a split second for one to master everything..but to take years and months to even earn back each and every lesson. By someone telling...it might not work magically unless we are willing to dirty our hands through the process of everything. I dare say..it is something hard to grab on.For all my life...until age 14 i dont even much a thought for anybody. Never would i know to even help someone out. or even be sensitive to others feeling. Well..seems kind of wasted..but the turning point in my life really make a huge significant for me. So..like i say..i am just like anyone of you. ordinary. But what i've understood so far really encourages me to go on and on. I dont see the end to what i've understood. For me..i'm still trying to learn to be a better person and i'm sincere about it. Nothing but the truth. Letting go is hard..grabbing something too tightly is a torture to one's self
