Hi everyone. Today is just another day. still in search for a direction. an aim.
Hm...i still torn between by two choices in my mind now. where to go will best suit me. i know there is always a stepping stone that holds me back all the time. But ..i really want to improve on it. i still struggling with it. It has been quite a while since i dont think about it. but..let's face it...infornt of me there's 3 ways to go. where should i head? Sometimes...i do really wish there is someone out there to advice me on. on the decision making process. I feel too numb for it. I need to know my aim. Somehow. i lack to feel confident about myself. something which i really hate to. some sort of distrust towards the closest person to you. yourself. i've tip-toed.
There's one thing i can promise myself..never give up. No matter how much things dont look right at my side. i have to just to believe..there's light everywhere. Even if i ever feel down...there is always a bright sky to look at. Even when it rains..i will let it wash away all my pain.
If only i persever to the end.--smile. no matter what.