Monday, June 26, 2006 -{'4:05:00 PM
Title : [ Back to School. ]
Hi everyone. yea. back to school again. Maybe not as bad as i think..am a little tired. Compared to Huiping..i guess she's the most tired one. keep yawning non-stop. heehee. well..i guess the day was a fine and meaningful one compared to stay at home and rot. Homeworks are once again piling up. tsk. Never-ending homeworks. So..i need to condition myself back like before holiday. somehow..i just feel very strongly that..i need to enjoy my days in school from now on. yes. To cherish the time we spend and being together. 4e1
Saturday, June 24, 2006 -{'9:28:00 PM
Title : [ heehee ]
-{'8:38:00 PM
Title : [ well. ]
Hi everyone. gee..seems like i dont blog as often as last time. Am sure that once school starts..i will come here and pour out everything that make me breathless. HA HA..lol. well, holiday is over and school is starting soon. what is keeping me back..maybe the thought of going back to school. i guess everyone has that kind of feeling. but..the fact is....i have to go school. Not that i dont like to go school..of course there are a lot of happy memories also. Hopefully term 3 will be a good start of everybody. Time is running out. i hope..i can create more happy memories in school so that next time i can recall back. ha ha..so..i look forward for a good start. when there is a start..there will be an end. universal truth ..isnt it? yup. erm..guess i'm out of words again. yupp. no matter what...i will stand film in my ground. doing my part and giving anything my best. even to crawl on. i will never give up. Have a good day..everyone.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006 -{'12:01:00 AM
Title : [ 20.06.2006 ]
Hi everyone. today is a special day- 20.06.2006. yea. i shall delicate this post to everyone.Going to 12 soon. so i make it fast to get it on the dot. heehee. so..i wish everyone will smile always. learn how to change the negative part of you to positive. Love everyone. even your enemy. regradless who they are..we should always practice equality. No matter how things seem to decline or go wrong. Dont ever give up. dont set a conclusion too fast that you wont make it. yes..you definitely will. live your life to the fullest. Stay happy. further more..spread it to everyone. understand their needs and thinking...it will definitely make you life an enjoyable one. Let's all work towards to be a better person. A better person.
Friday, June 16, 2006 -{'10:55:00 AM
Title : [ 300th post. ]
Hi everyone. hm..1 more week ahead. I feel tired. What has happened to me? I hate this feeling. Things were alright in the beginning. what about now? Why are things seemed so wrong to me? what am i thinking?
hm..that's a penny of my thought. i wanted to be happy. i want to spead the joy and happiness to everyone. this will always be the aim that i am going to work at. no matter what. no matter how wrong things seemed to be...i will still carry on this from the start to the end. Before i sign off this...i will let myself be clear of something. things happened for a reason. To be a better person. I will not scrowl at how things seemed to work out now. i will take all them up.with no complains. we shall see. to even feel happier..i need to change my mentality to things. i will do changes at my side..to make things happen.
Take care people.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006 -{'12:41:00 PM
Title : [ 9 faces.9 smile.with common aim ]
One big family. Is the smile that make it outstanding from any other pictures. [ the glowing smile right from the bottom of our hearts--4e1]
Monday, June 12, 2006 -{'9:10:00 PM
Title : [ learning point in life ]
Hi everyone. hm..sometime i wonder why we human always live in a world of darkness, unhappiness, worries, loneliness or even hatred? Is that the true self of everyone? no. the day when we are born, we are just a bunch of innocent and joyful human beings. when we grow up, our mindset changes and our surrounding gets complicated. are we going to surrender our true self to all these things that intercept our life at any point? with any challenges..face it with your true self. it has always been in you..yet many at times..we are blinded to even see its presence. Things are changing..but..if you are changing to the better. cheers to you..you are on your way to be a better person. yes..be a better person wasnt easy. it takes more than just time..but also the courage to face your own mistakes and flaws. never hide away from your mistake..it will always taunt you down until the day you settle it one by one. and for that...i'm trying to settle my worst fear too... sometimes..no one is away from doubts and worries. Tactfully tackle them.understand them and wack them down.
I wish for a silence. i dont want to explain, i'm sort of tired of it. sometimes..is not to say everything out and making it understandable to everyone. staying in silence will not be a bad choice after all. silence make me understand a lot of things...and clear my thoughts up. and with that...i can somehow contribute something here...maybe
take care everyone.
Saturday, June 10, 2006 -{'11:45:00 AM
Title : [ 2 weeks ahead. ]
Hi everyone. Yea...2 weeks has just gone by silently. I realised day by day's significant..but not to make a comment. hm...we learn to live silently so that we can see things more clearly. Do you know what to do by now? hm...i hope you guys get the answer you all want.Yesterday went with qingying to huiping's house to give her Tang Yuan that qy had made. heehee..it was a trip to surprise her..but in the end..it turn out to be a real joke that we dont which level she stays. Then we went to level 5 to try our luck..we try to look into the house and found that the celling's deco was not the same as heng's. Phew..luckily no one opened the door when we pressed the bell. Opps..then we went to level 4..yea..saw her father through outside and the deco was exactly the one that we should be seeing. YEAH..ha ha..hp had just woke up..and her hair was in real mess. heehee..whatever it is..hope she get well real soon. Be a healthy charsiew that we want to see.
Maybe qy and i was not fated yesterday. ha ha..why i say that..we simply missed out the chance to meet at the right place..and therefore we are waiting at different place at the same time..when we had already had planed to go market eat. aw...if there is any third party around..i'm sure he/she will be able to see how foolish this two people are at different place yet common aim is to eat. HA HA. well..the hide N seek really make me dizzy..probably we waste too much energy in waiting for one another. So near yet so far. But i must say..it was kinda interesting. In the end..qy came to find me..It seemed like i do lack in that response to take initiative to look for her...but i did remember that she say she want to go eat noodle. HA HA...thank godness she found me. Phew.haha
well...2 more weeks left instead of 2 weeks has gone past. What has been done could not be undone. step ahead and do what you wants to. what you want might not be that easy to find..but somehow...dont let external factors affect your ability to listen to your heart.*knock knock* : what do you want? ha ha..that's silly but it has deeper meaning to it. Take care people *wink*
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 -{'10:51:00 PM
Title : [ Deep down my heart... ]
Hi everyone. Hm..today went for chemistry lesson by mrs singh. It was alright and smooth going..just that her lesson are always so informative and had to jot down the notes quickly before i missed anything. Was abit tired and restless..dont know why..maybe the the empty seats of my classmates going for korea trip were really that sightable. yea.. wonder what they are doing now.. Are they doing fine?Hm..later part of the day went to see charsiew..get well soon charsiew. We will be right here. Take cares! =) Most importantly is to always keep on with a cheerful smile and happy mood. Laughter is the best medicine. Yes... In what ever the conditions are, there is always we can do for ourselves...remain calm and stay happy--> truely in the heart. Yup. That might be how you are differentiate from the rest. Your glowing smile. heehee
Hm...I've really let loose of myself a minute before. Dont know why. Somehow in me..i sort of regreted what i've done or said. Yes..and i need to control myself more. Should remaining in silence better or taking up an action more effective? i really have no idea. Things are repeating again and again by itself...and i've not yet do a single thing to it. I wonder if remaining in slience would help..but when seeing things happening..i keep having this thought that remain in silence cannot work..but somehow ..in some ways, when i dont keep quiet..something will sure go wrong. tell me why..
I want to stand strong and film frm where i am now. I want to bring joy and happiness to people around me. I want to be carefree from things. I just want to understand people around me. I want to be happy when seeing others smile. and maybe...i really want to understand what am i feeling now. yes. now.
Sunday, June 04, 2006 -{'1:53:00 PM
Title : [ conclusion of the week. *wink* ]
Hi everyone. Hm..seem like one week has just gone by itself..without living any trace and sound. "Time flies, hard to catch. Friend like you, hard to find." suddenly thought of this catch phrase. HEEHEE. well..true enough. Do we spend our day one day after another..or always trying to spice it up? If you have done enough for one year..you wont find yourself saying.."Time flies". It sort of have some contented underlying meaning. Got me? Yes..sure it does that time really appears to be flying no matter you are just skimming through or making it meaningful. Is the Earth really going to spin nearer and nearer the sun or has it's track been shorten? Something worth while thinking..yet if you have better things to do..then dont think about it. HA HA. YUPPS.Hm...So..some of our dear friends had came back to singapore from china. I do hope they really had fun there. After all, one of the way to let singaporean to feel how fortunate they are , should be going to these countries. Guess..they will learn a lot of meaning of life. I always think about what another person living in another country is doing. Then i will have this whole picture of me in singapore..standing on top of the little dot on the map itself..while another person is still carrying on his/her life. heehee...sounds amazing uh? maybe i should spend my time on useful stuff...heehee..but this kind of thinking make me realised...i'm not the only me. Well..some of us really only care about i , me and myself. Just when you think of that..it will somehow carry a message telling that...[ YOU ARE SURROUNDED BY A LOT OF PEOPLE]..the next thing to do is that..are you going to just ignore this universal truth or are u going to care more about the people around you right now? After all..for the whole life you have been leading..you might not even touch the whole countries people's life. So..i guess..dont wait anymore. Starting with your friends, family and teachers and even any strangers. COurse..you might not know what you will learn. SOmething unsightable and precious..maybe.
Hm...so...after welcoming the people from china trip..it will be time to send of a group of people to korea. *wave wave* Take care peeps. ^^ I wonder what they will learn. COurse every trip has it's meaning. I will explore them one day. When i've settle down with my basic principle then i shall fly. I should not ignore these basic principle..it somehow guide me on the direction. Maybe starting from character. Yupps. Even till the end of your life..you might still be learning how to be a better person? No joke.but a thing to ponder about. This life experience are like filling into a endless depth jar. you would never reach the brim but only continuing to adding in more. The aim is also not to add until to its brim..but the process. Yes. Process.
So..i've said long enough..hopefully i didnt bored all of you. Just feel like sharing with you guys. *wink*
Special message: HAPPY birthday to ruluan. You've passed another stage. COngrats! YUPPS. heehee..smile always. *wink* *grin*
