Title : [ a tight slap. ]
Hi everyone. hm...finished physics test. I was so worried last night..cause i fell asleep before even starting to revise for it. Then..i had to tune my alarm clock to wake me up at 4.15am. Wahz....all my family members were sleeping..and i am the only one studying non-stop. Phew..finially it's over.I know...i've take things too hard. As much as i know...i ask myself..." Do i care?" And everytime is that same old reply from me...I "dont" care. Yes...i dont think i am doing the right things at all time. I tried to think as a whole...yet there is always something i've overlooked. I overlooked the depth of the situation. I can now conclude that they are all deep...not within my reach. I wish to do my part..my very best to change the situation into a pleasant one...but it seem that i end up having to explain myself and face up with more unhappiness. What is this? Maybe i failed to understand them through my look-on-the-bright-side thought. I'm so wrong. Are all the 70 odd people's mind going along with what i think. No.doubt so. What are they thinking? How am i suppose to do...such that the minimal is to get a common aim? As far as i know. I just wonder what i can do for them within the limited time.Heard from someone said about me. I've been smiling lesser and lesser. I dont deny. Yes..sometime i could hardly find myself laughing crazily and feel light-hearted. But to frown unknowingly. Yes..i've also put my peers into difficult position. I want to say that...i feel more than sorry for my insensible emotions. I'm sorry. I wish i could unlock myself. the ties in my heart.
