Title : [ it has been long since... ]
Hi everyone. Ya...lately have not been blogging that frequently...sorry. I learn how not to let my blog become dull and colourless...i should go throught some filtration before things come on to the blog. HEEHEE. yes.I could say..this year is a year whereby i feel myself feeling and behaving strangely. Yea. Partially i didnt smile that often le. Opps...cannot learn from me yea? Peeps. HEEHEE. I hope this would be temporary. Cause it is making me even more tired..apart from all the school work. Yea...i need to let my soul rest. I dont want to see myself falling first. No matter what...if i've tired my best..where will there be regrets? Ya? yes. If i am know what i am doing...i just dont need to explain myself for things or decision. YEs. If i know the only way to make me lighten is to let go of things that i am grabbing on too tightly..probably that would earn a smile or two on my face. If i ever feel tired...i will have to encourage myself on. After all..i am the first person who knows whats going on in me. If i push myself too hard..i will never make it..it would only make me fall again. I need to be contented. If i have to laugh out loud at my mistake..go ahead! YA? I already has restricted myself from too many feelings...therefore i also burden peeps around. After saying so much...whats wrong with me???????? heehee....may the smile be unfadeable on my face...what what i care for living is to live happily. I see the cup half filled...i am going to save the water till it reach the brim. Wait and see the outcome with me..heehee
