Title : [ If i could make my head big for everything ]
Hi everyone. Hm... hm..have been a very hectic day. Headache. Hm...lately i discover that i am more Stm that usual. (short form for short term memory) ..No Joke at all. Its da fact. Hm... Now i become..SSSTM. (super super short term memory) . I really forget all thoes things that i have to carry out. Even for that split of second..i could even forget. Tell me how? HA HA..try to get myself noted for more things. Tried...and still trying...Hm..things are REALLY complicated. If theres is any more chim word to use for it..i will sure use! Its really what i am facing now. HM...i think through..listen through..struggle through...tried through...somehow..it is more that all these aids to solve a problem. A simple problem which is not easy to solve when you jump into it and investigate. Kills million of brain cells. Scared away all my pleasant dreams...living just an empty shell for me to look into. Haiz...Sometimes..i JUSt feel that heck care for awhile would be the wisest choice. Dont you think so. Let yourself be taken care by others..feel the care by others and how fortunate Am i ! WAHz....hm...sounds cool. Maybe next time find a day and do something good for myself. HA HA...lameHm...should all my actions be explained? I feel so...but hard. I dont want misunderstanding at the end of the day. Who will benefit? NO ONE. Sometimes...i want to remain quiet. Just get a clear mind of what i am doing. As what i say..things are more than what it seemed to be. ABSOLUTELY COMPLICATED! ya?[3/2]
