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Wednesday, January 18, 2006 -{'8:11:00 PM

Title : [ What a day! ]

Hi everyone. hm...have gone through a hectic day in school. I can feel help but to feel the need to take a very deep breathe. HA HA...yah. What a luck..even before we could end our school...we have to rush through our immidiate class work and other subjects work. Wah...i can only feel myself keep doing and doing...speeding along with the tickling clockO.o

Hm..these few days have been staying back with Huixin to do homework. Probably it helps me to concentrate and at least complete a homework. I think i will hog on computer even i reach home earlier..haiz...and plus it is raining so heavily outside...i dont feel like carrying along my super heavy bag under the rain. yup. During these few days...physics and chemistry re-assessment. Hm...even though i never took anyone of them..but i could really feel what it would be like for those who have to take them. I know...if i were them..i would also fear. I dont know why it takes so much courage to face another paper which once you failed in. Probably is the thinking of failing that keeps anything away. Well...who could help it? I sincerely hope that they could pass this time. Just hope that their hardwork for the last few weeks or days of worrying and stressness could be paid off...hai ya. When they shake their head...i couldnt help but to feel ..erm..hai ya. Sometimes i realli lost of works when comes to my own emotions to other and myself. Something which seem to be unexplainatory seem to be clearer to me than anyone else.

I know this the difficult time. For everyone. But at least we are never alone..but to be going though as a whole. We know it for sure. That might be the common believes in us...the crisis.
Mr koh ask why we study A math until like that( as in so bei chei) ...but who knows that we are determine to get it right from the start. And why we have to study so hard by the way? Maybe thats the last alternative i would choose...course i know nothing would last forever..who knows one day my power station shut down? What am i going to do then? Drink down my home's cooking oil and burn them when i am feverishly doing homework after homework. HA HA..sound lame..probably workable hor..heehee. So outa my mind now!
[ Dont ever feel sorry for yourself...it would never work right on yourself than others. Ask what can i do then!]