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Sunday, January 29, 2006 -{'11:08:00 PM

Title : [ NEW YEAR DAY ]

Hi everyone. Hm...29/1 is going to be followed up with 30/1. TODAY IS NEW YEAR DAY!!!! Hm...went to some relatives house to pai nian. well...i'm not really interested in the money..but more of going out and get back my lost self... HA HA..well i could say that i am still kinda lost in my world.

Hm...the last relative house which i went to really left me with deep impression. Well, my Ju Gong is someone who has his own discipline when comes to bring up his own childern. Well..i must say that he has brought up 2 bright and nice looking childern. His older son who is now 2o years old serve as high post in army and his even got scholarship to continue his studies in England. WOAH...he one of the few that i come across got such a high achievement in his 20s. COOL! When he ask me about how much i got for L1R5..i said a figure which he misunderstood as 6! Oh please...if i got 6...i wont be here le. PLus when he ask me if i am holding a post in cca it would at least help me to have some cut off point. Well..i feel bad that i didnt clarify with him...course he was talking continuously. He is a man full of thoughts and believe that with might...things would be done. I could say..i admire him for his determination. I eventually got well with him to say up a few sentences while my parents were busyly talking to his parents. He came from a top secondary school. I can tell....if one comes from that school..surely his result would be one digit. I am not trying to conclude myself that easily..but to face the reality. Even though my parents never hold such a high hope for me to do anything that is such remarkable..but at least i still need to try my best than giving myself a death sentence right away. I believe that he would be a bright and promising man next time. I bet!

Hm...it might somehow add pressure on me that people who i know really do well in school..it seemed like they no need to go through so much struggle. Probably this is also a time for me to really think deep into what i am going to do next time. Its only through someone's example that we then really get to know where we are placed. hm....what ever it is...this is a nice and learning season for everyone of us. Don't you agree?

I am waiting for the the minute hand to strike on 12 o'clock. Shh...