Title : [ i manage to merge through... ]
Hi everyone. Hm...have been a tough 48 hours for me since thursday. Ya...Many things happened on thursday that make me lose all my directions. Well. Today is yet another day which i dragged most. I have 3 very important stuffs keeping inside me. Conducting isnt the most pleasant thing to me. HA HA..have been worried for it since i only get to pratice it with my CO for about less than 2 hours. Everything was so sudden to me. And before i knew..i had to face the fact of going up to the stage and face the whole school...( since when i could get such a chance like that of today?!? Hardly any lor. And one time of this really makes a deep impression in me!) while behind the curtains...i am exercising vigorously...and conducting in the air. HA HA..and everyone around me knows that i am very nervous. Mr Chan who is the kind soul tried to calm me down by saying some old jokes...heehee...very nice of him. Can you believe it? My instructor was standing behind the curtains when i am conducting....of course he is da best...somehow he act as a invisible pressure to me...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh HA HA...i siao le. Well, i myself didnt find that i did a good job. But i am glad this conducting thing was over! Phew! I simply just walked off out from the hall. I dont know..when my instructor jokingly asked my what was my surname..i just simply shook my head and I CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING. WAHZ! ha ha..what a joke man. I was too embarrassed to do/say/remember anything. After which...i began to feel the stomach cramp. AW....maybe beacuse i am too nervous which causes my stomach to release too much HCL. ha ha..diaoHm..after the performace...Hx told me that Janet got something to say to me..Well..i can say that Hx cannot say lies...course..its very easy for one to discover the mystery. HA HA..well...Huiping, Huixin,Li Suan, Meichiee, Jasmine, Sherlyn, Ruluan, Janet, Shiqing and Yi ling stayed back to celebrate birthday with me. Well..i am truely very touched. Really..these are the ones who really help me a lot..plus some who are not there. If everyone i know and come across could be happy..then i very HAPpy le. Small actions from them that really matters great deal to me. CHeers! I declare that today is the birthday of everyone! YUPPIE
