Title : [ shadow cast upon... ]
Hi everyone. Well...went to ite again this time..for the last rehearsal before tomorrow's performance. yup. Things are ending soon..yet i dont know what's is weighting me down...maybe is my metality or whatever. I feel that i am not the usual me...have been covered up by a shadow...hidden. I have been watching and listening...for all the quiet times...for what it appears to me that i sees a lot of happiness in others.. That was really good...isnt that what i wanted..to see people happy,enjoying and SMILING. Yupp..indeed. I dont know how to face what's blocking me. Something which is so close to me turn to another invisible obstacles... I may not want to be always leveled into the ground..yet..i feel probably i'm tired to even fight my own stand. I know i have not done my best to make everything happy and possibe to you..my friends.Where is the usual me? If i am given another chance to choose...i would still want people around me to get the feel of the sun...so be out of the dark...Maybe i'm just behind them, waiting for the sun too... I would wait for my time. It is right to say that..there are ups and downs...never would one be always on the ups side...everlasting? Nope...for what i see... I have not given up...to the last bit that i would hang on...=_=[[to the lowest side i am and i see more than i do...happy or sad...i shall not conclude...]]
