To ALL:

HAPPi NEW YEAr

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[May the year ahead is filled with joy and wonders]

Hi everyone

I wonder if things are going to fall apart for me. Something which i'm going to work on. I would never know what would happened...but i want to give it a try.. Feeling so weak now. Just want a place to calm myself down..or to shout out to the sea. "Do your best"..i should tell myself this. From now on...

Hi everyone. Yupps..was out for the whole day..darn tired. BLEAH...*yawn*

Morning went back to school for CO practice. Yupps. So many "pu" were coming along. Now we got 3 new songs to practice. Hope we can do well for that. When will there be a perfect attandance? Late was another problem. Well, shall make holiday an exception but not after school reopen. *headache Quite excited for a new year to come along. And to a great extend, i hope the sec 1 orientation will be a successful one. Probably a concert next year? *i see birds flying around my head* HA HA....yah. Quite a brand new experience. =) * rub my hands*

LoL. Went out with the rest of the members to tpy. Later walk about with Madeline, Huixin and Meichiee. Yupps. Bought some stuff and went back to school again for Madeline to collect her awards..HEEHEE...slack around for some time then went to Bishan for a hair cut. I used to dont like to cut hair..dont ask me why...a forbia all along. But no choice. Dont feel like getting caught on the first day. -_-" So, there goes my hair cut. Now i feel so light, probably can fly or what. HA HA..so funni. Anw, something happened lah, so embarrassed. Huixin knows the best. Okie, shall make you guys have a good laught before school reopen. Cheer you guys up okie? Okie, here it goes, I was looking at the floor as i was walking beside huixin. Then i end up knocking my head into a post which says " Bishan ..town council board..." Something like that. Huixin wanted to stop me but ya...i still end up straight into the post. -_- okie. I might look very strange if any one gets to see it. so pain wor. =( Now i end up doing the things that people always keep saying that if you dont pay attention to what;s infront of you..you would end up urself banging into something. An advice from me...dont ever look down when you walk! you will regret. yupps..maybe not you all lah..i think you guys are normal people who walk with head held straight ...not like me...

So, i'm eating my dinner very late nowadays. yah..no choice. Food is something i cant go without..keke..

Hi everyone. Hm...getting into the mood of going back to school? Today, i managed to wrap all the text books and work books which i've bought it earlier. So..you can say that i'm physically ready for school...just like my newly wrapped books. HA HA...not talking sense now.

Hm...i guess i've nothing much more to talk about. Probably just waiting for school reopen..then i can continue with all my long-winded stories and sightseeing in school. HA HA... A good way to release stress..that's what i think. But when nothing to write on..it becomes crappy. That's what i did just now. HA HA...

I'm counting down the days...what about you guys?=)

Hi everyone.

Hm...now i'm flooded with mixtures of feelings. It just seem so complicated. Feeling kind of dizzy. *opps*. Once again, i felt like i'm being splashed by a lot of colours. End up in a dirty dark brown colour? Argh. Okie. I know, theres someone out there is showing dislike. I've know it for long. Yet what i see is she definitely show it too clearly. Probably you might think i'm too sensitive. My eyes saw it. nvm. I've tried to get to know her more. But it just seem that i seem to fail each and every time? I wonder what's the reason she show this kind of reaction. Guess i need to check back myself. Sometimes i just think that i am like everyone else....would have make mistakes here and there. Definitely not perfect/flawless. If what i've did realli an eye pain in her eyes...i guess i have really nothing much to say. But i just want a reason. Cant a chance be spared? I wish things would get better.

Hi everyone. Yupps. Hm..the holiday is gonna end soon. A start of a new year and school days. Everything we did during the holiday has to be adjust back to the strict time slot. No more sleeping late till the afternoon. No more hogging of computer till late night. No more outings. And most importantly, we should get our mind set in the correct tune. Everything goes on. N lives go on as well.

Well, i've think i rest enough. Time to get thing straight into place but not leave it for tomorrow. Procrestination of work. Probably going back to school should help me get rid of that bad habit. Today's homework, tomorrow pass up. Is it very familar to you? HA HA..that's how Mr Koh give out his home work. We get used to it..dont we? heehee

Oh, yesterday i went harbour front with my parents. My brother hogged on the computer for more than 10 hours on CS. Can you believe it. He dont even have time to cook instant noodle but to say he got matches to play. So we can tell, he thinks the computer games can fill his stomach. Good grief! Hope today is not a continuation of yesterday. heehee.
Heehee, it was my first time been to harbour front. I'm amazed. LALA. Sentosa was somewhere near to it as i can see cable cars right above. Cool. And i saw ships parking at the jetty for people to broad and alight. Saw some people broaded one of the ship. Wonder how they felt like. A vacation on a curise! WAHZ. okie. I went before last time, but that was when i was young. Hardly can remember anything now. keke.

I'm would always surrender myself to the seas. Course i think they are too far gorgeous and wide. Dont you think so? You are just so small when looking out to the sea. okie, probably i've exaggerated. But that's how i feel. HEEHEE.

So, yesterday outing i've gained to know some places more. Yuppie. In fact, everytime my parents say they want to go somewhere, then i would like huh? at the place. Bad uh? I have no sense of which bus to take unless the route that i always take to toa payoh central. Want to go somewhere further? HAHA, no worries. Just take bus to central and change to MRT ..and proof, off you go to your destination. Werid me uh? I think so too...

Ha ha, so i guess you guys also enjoy your holidays in different ways, probably more interesting than mine..heehee. Take care =))
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Hi everyone. Yesterday went to Huixin house to do project. We play more than we work. Guess we were all in celebration mood. Who could help it..HA HA

"Wishing all a very joyous Christmas day."

Care to smile more now? heehee.

Look at this, Zonise is piglet's new hat. heehee yup yups

Heehee..Suppose to be Da tuo zao one..but it dont realli look like one. The process of taking this was a funni one. HA HA..we were trying to squeeze into the camera. HEEHEE

heyheys...piglet and tigger N 3 friends..HA HA..hehee

i like this zonise a LOT! cute right? heehee. It tells me to wish you all a Haapi Christmaas..ha ha..=))

heehee..piglet piglet..cute right.heehee. It is also in a celebration mood! HO HO HO

Hi everyone. Morning ppl!! heehee. Yesterday i made tang yuan with my mother at about 10 25 pm. COOL!! I LOVE tangYuan! heehee..and of course i ate 2 small bowls of tang yuan before i went to sleep that night...YUMMIE. And as i am typing now..there is another bowl of tang yuan. 2nd serving le. HEEHEE.. opps...okie..shall leave some for the rest..tsk tsk.

It is believed that at the end of the year... the need to eat tang yuan means " guo dong". I love to get my hand dirty...just to roll out small white and red "snowballs"..heehee. From a child to now. They will be cute and chabby ones in hot water. In case you are wondering. The tang yuan that we made last night has no other ingredient. HA HA...thats the traditional kind of tang yuan ba...only found in market. heehee.

Feel like talking about something which happened on one of the year. But i guess..i dont want to spoil the celebration mood that is all in us. keke. Shall push it back to other day...christmas is coming in 2 more days time. Maybe it would be too early to count down...but do something enjoyable during these 2 days...lala

Hi everyone. Yah..today went to Macdonald with Janet.

Today is also the day when the primary school students get to know where they are posted to. A big day for them probably. Some of them later came into the Mac. They are all from my ex-primary which is PCPS. A lot of memories were brought back. I look at their white uniform..their facial expression...the way they show each other their report books and certificates... I dont know, how i feel at that time. Numb. I dont get to feel the joy..or maybe i'm expressionless? I just went home alone. That's probably the time when i feel that i am not walking home..more like walking for like forever...everything infront of me seem long and quiet. Could it be that the choice of secondary school wasnt my first few choices..of course lor..with the kind of aggregate i get that time..how to go to better school. Something yet prove me wrong. I have not entered the wrong secondary school. Never. I feel that i am a real beattyian? Some sort..the attachment is there you see. And what makes such a deep impression on me was my turning point in secondary 3. Seriously. A steep and sharp turning point..which changes my whole 15 yrs life. This is also the very first time that i feel teachers are more than just a teacher who teaches you a subject. They are actually friends to us. Thats also something which i felt very heart-warming.I am glad that this turning point found me...or else...i am still probably a lonely soul. I elated...i've changed. I really enjoy my sec 3 life a lot. To the extend that i hope it would last longer? Something which i dont expect in the first place turn out to be pleasant. I am very grateful...really...

So i shall not ponder about my primary school life which bothers me a lot. Probably i miss everything. That's something which i am very sure of....

This is how hectic our study life can be...ha ha..when all the subjects come to surface together...even the camera cant capture all lor..just imagin..heehee 

Hi everyone. Hm..my parents are around for the whole day.. yupps..that's seldom. Went out with them to eat lunch. Too bad my brother was not there..if not..i could say..we long time never go eat at market le!

Hm..some times i think..if everything that i have now is necessary. When i am out in the streets walking..or going from shopping centres to another...new things are always been created and push out for sale. Endless. What you see is the attraction of the costumers to that product. Everything is always changing. And that brought me to think if there is anything that would never change. What you think then? I could say is hardly. A lasting relation with another person is ought to be in everyone. But could you tell that if the relation is getting lose? A long kite which has off from its string. Is relations that fragile? Until to the extend that it could also can be compared to any products in sale..always changing and upgrading? Think about it...
Sometimes i feel that everything which we have now in practical wasnt that important. useless? I just dont know...werid me...it just come to me de. What's the reason behind? I think we people are too practical incline species. What you think eh?

Okie..you can say i think to much...but have you think of it before. Oh yah..if dont think so much..how can think of such things..HA Ha..silly me. Hm..whatever that is gonna happened tomorrow..i hope i can deal it well.. Six months left for me to touch up everything. Six months have just past. How can i conclude myself? I really dont know. I'm always left in suspension. I seriously know that i'm not there to restrict you guys...taking aways all your freedom.. But can we just live together as a one big family for another six months? That's all i ask for. Nothing that would mean that much to me!

That's the group photo of the whole team to MacRitchie..yup yupss..seriously..i have fun there*wink* LOLXX =) 

Hi everyone. Haven been feeling too good..stomach feels very funny. Hm...

Went back in the morning to have stock check for CO. Hm...i must say i really dont know what we will be doing...Since mrs lu was not around to indicate the actual job...i guess all the process are not as complicated. Many items are in MIA(missing in action). On wednesday..the CO practice is going to resume. I look forward for a good attendance.

Hm...N-level out today...hm..yupps...wonder how they felt like.. I only experience once...which is the PSLE. lol. Two extreme feelings i guess...but i guess the centre ones are the most fortunate. =)..werid me?

Hm...after the stock check..went with some of the Main com to eat at Bishan's KFC. heehee..Madeline was there too..great! Later we just walk around.see see..walk walk..see walk...walk see.. HAHA.. Later, Madeline, Meichiee,i went to hx house. :p Hm..played the piano for awhile..then back to project work.

Went back home late. But i guess i walk until so fast like today's morning..like i am gonna to be late for something. I'm thankful of my legs. =)

Hi everyone. Shall make this post a very very short one. HA HA...i understand it would be very tiring now to read a long and no substance post...heehee.yup yup

I must say...i make my father smile today. I'm very happy about that. N this is also the time that i realised that the relation btw us is pull closer a very huge step..yupps..heehee..Maybe i really dont know how to express myself to him...but i wanted very much to wish him A HAPPie b"DAE dad! =))

Wish ya all a good day ahead and for the rest of the holiday. SMILEX=))

Hi everyone. Have changed a new skin...for a new look for Christmas and CNY? HA HA..anything. But i hope i could blend in myself into the bright colours of the blog. Somehow...i desperately wish to. Nvm...if you dont understand what i'm saying...

Today went to Huixin house to do geography project... Met with Huiping early to walk over to her house. And coincidentally met Jasmine on the way. So we kind of late for the actual time...yup. Later, we drilled into our projects..hx and i did on the overall outlook of the designs while Jasmine and Huiping did the organisation. So...i suppose we would be finishing the project by next week? hm... Left early after eating at Huixin house. Hm..i must say i my stomach likes the food. keke..lol. Sorry guys....didnt able to stay around to help..my greatest regret. So..next time when we have meeting..throw me works to do..yup yup.

Late evening, i met my family to go out and so-called-celebrate pre-b'ae for my father. Met Meichiee at the red circle...hm..her mom is also going to have her b'dae tomorrow! WOW...that makes two person having birthday on the same date..so cool! Later, we went to orchard..have never like that crowded place before...ha ha...the whole place was like really packed with people! Even when you take a step out..you must even consider if you are going to bump or step on other people's foot. BLEAH....maybe next time should consider to bring a oxygen tank there.Zzz
The food was just okie..probably doesnt suit my daily intake...as in the quality is too good for my tongue? hm..my brother bought his new hp. Okie...i haven gotten mine..and i dont think i going to bother to have the urge until i recovered.Recover from what..i also dont know how to say...
So lost of words for me on difficult matters. I shall still lead a carefree life as before.

Hm..tomorrow is gonna be my father's birthday..hm...and wonder if the present he will like anot. I dont think the present means much...but all i wanted to convert the message that..he has been a great dad for all these whole...although there are times when we quarrel and not having good terms. But...maybe that's how we get to know each other better. conflicts let one realised the importance to have peace. I hope tomorrow would be his happiest day..and for the rest for his days. ALL HAPPY DAYS!

Hi everyone. Yeah..today went back to school for the CO banner. Hm..reach there early and sat down with a few other while waiting for the rest. Finally which seem quite long...3 people never turn up. What's wrong... And plus the design was not with us... Okie..i admit that i was at fault too...never double check with the important person. Why could things went so wrong when it is still in the morning..at 9.30 am. Haiz...luckily we managed to get the design. THX a LOT. We did the overall planing using the talior chalk. Hm...good thing that we plan before jumping straight in to paint. I must say..thoes who did come really did put in effort to make the banner a successful one. So Happy to see that you are painting...she is painting..he is painting. At the same time. I like to see this kind of unity and commitment for the rest of the meetings. You really appreciate the time and effort they put in...even thought they seem to be kind of expressionless at work..heehee. THANKS LOT GUYS! The overall outlook of the banner was of course....darn cool and beautiful. Finally got to paint a banner ourselves..not bad though...simply a good experience!

Later when to Toa Payoh central with Saylay, Yi ling and Li Suan. I went to order a cookies cake at Famous Amos for my father. First time did i realli buy him such present...Hope he like it when he receive it on 18/12...I WOULD LIKE TO SEE HIM HAPPY ALWAYS!!!! Too tired to go with them to Library...went home..probably later need to help my mom with the kitchen. Ta Ta..

[i'm not asking for the perfect but what that seem to be perfect to me...i'm very contented]

Hi everyone. Hm...eating boiled fishball now..heehee..=0)

Sometimes i just think..what kind of life do we really want to lead? To have all the money to buy what you want? To be single for the rest for the life and serve lives of others? To lead happy-go-luck days? To ask for all the goods to be given to yourself? To lead a quiet life? What about you? Do you know yourself well enough than following other's footstep?

Hm..look outside of your houses...what you see? Yah..the blue and cloudy sky,trees,cars on roads...what else? Yes..all the HDB flats... And to zoom in more..you will realised that all the windows form small colonies of homes. And in there live 4-6 people. ISnt that amazing that so many families could be housed by a HDB flat? Or do it seem more like a doll house which has many windows...If they were d0ll houses..then i would be a small stick figure...typing on the key board. I look small.hardly noticable...just like what happens behind each and every window..you might never know. Home...a small and heart-warming place. That is also the place that you will still return..at the end..

I've said enough...hm...this holiday is going to be like the past. No overseas trip...sitting infront of computer...I just wonder if i am living in the past..where everything seemed to be repeating by itself...on and on. And this might what it would be like 5 years down the road..or forever?
Enjoy your last 2 weeks of holiday...cause...school is going to start too soon! HA HA..
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Hi everyone. Hm...trying very hard to sign into Msn messager..but somehow or rather...IT SERIOUSly got problem! So many times i sign in...i only see 1 or 2 people online. Werid right...usually this timing there are a lot of people sign in de. Okie...i'm tired of it and blogging is much a better choice! HA HA..okie.

Hm..today have a meeting with Mr Tee in school regarding on the Biology project.
Yupps...finding the materials for the working model was a more urgent problem. Yupps...so we decided to go to PS and try our luck. We went to the spotlight which has almost everything that i can think of ..maybe too exaggerated..heehee. Hm..we only manage to bought a circular holder. Something like that. For the rest of the time...we either spent it on window shopping or eating...HA HA...yupps. We went to all the gift shops..ya! heehee..One thing i realised. The Winnie the Pooh and its friends have all changed!!! Disfigured in a way that they are cuter. Yah...sad! Last time when i got to know this cartoon characters..they all look so real and Normal to me...of course..natural things are cute, beautiful. Now..what i see was all the Werid looks. Something really missing in them. Maybe when the producer produce these soft toys...he/she only think about making them cuter and cuter ..while drastic changes are taken unknowingly. I miss all the Normal characters. Eeyore!!! Maybe i may sound very picky...but as a fan of them...i ought to point it out! heehee
Later we went to KFC to eat lunch at tea break time. HEEHEE...only huixin and i were eating. Later Huiping, Huixin and i share the cheese fries. KEKE! Now that's the interesting part..ha ha..at first..we were just eating it usually...as in pick up the fries from the top..then huixin suggested to mix the cheese and the mayonise...ha ha..then we were so happily mixing and mixing..while Jasmine stared at us disgustingly. HA HA...what's more...we post and eat at the same time..HA HA...We zoomed our way through all the fries...finally..we left one. Guess what we did? HEEHEE..we add all the chilli on it and insisted Jasmine to take photo with our name untidyly written with chilli on the box. HA HA...Jasmine really wants to puke! We were on the other hand laughing away...ha ha..two extreme attitude here. HEEHEE.-_-"
Hm...handphone..something which i will think of at times....sometimes..while other time i dont even bother about it. I dont think i know myself to even know if i really want one. You see...i look for orange hp..which needs to trade in and subscribe plan one. A plan needs to be paid every month..something which is a burden. I dont know...maybe see how it goes...i'm sick to always look out for any hp..cause i know..i'm not prepared. Or whatever. Just let the idea be drop for the time being...i needa rest!

Hm..the msn messenger kept signing in and out automatically...so sick of it. After signed out..then i could enjoy a moment of peace! Sorry people. You may see me online and offline frequently.=(
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Froginthewell rawks..this was taken when going for the MacRitchie walk...and that was our super duper group name! Lucky name indeed!=))heehee 

Huiping: i have secretly signed in to sookhan's blog, and i signed in to hers without knowing her password. Strange right? Of course lah, i wasnt that bad ok, hahas. writing something down here while sh asked huixin about photoshopping i think, =) have just done editing on the geog research lah, still got a LOT more to do, SIANZZZ.... and sookhan is laughing all the way beside me, which i dont know why, -_-" .......HAHAS! And before this we had taken some 'zi lian' photos. And i'm quite hungry now, make me think of the juicy charsiew tt sherlyn ate in malaysia, people hor say me no quality, HAHA! But i will improve on it, lala~~
Okie, now it's sookhan's turn, nothing to write le....

Actually, I wamted to take the Da Tou Zao (Big Head Photo) but the HuiPing and Sook Han took pictures until no more battery. So sad right? Anyway, I'm busy editing pictures so I didn't join them. I can only hear their laughter and the camera's snapping sound. By the way, I'm HuiXin.

Jasmine here! I have been tolerating the mad laughter coming out of Huiping and Sook for the last last or so. They are simply insane. And now they are laughing over my pronunciation. Crazy. I think I better pass this over back to the insane damstress so she can continue with her raving. TATA!

Hi everyone. Now was at Huixin's house doing geography project wor. Yupps. Hui Ping hor..hm..her usual self lor...but its good to have someone like her around ..yupps..more laughers and i can JOIN her!!!! HA HA..okie. As for Jasmine..she is always reading a book. Right from when we are in the Mrt train..to eating lunch at Braddle.Just now she just finish a noval! okie...that's what we call pro lor..:p heehee..HuiXin is doing her photoshop editing all along. LoL...I hope to learn too! Craving to learn! yupps. Hao le lah...Jasmine thinks my post is too long...too naggy and too colourful...oh...okie. What to do..when i got things to write then i will definitely find a means to do so mah...:p Okie....now asking for the colour they want. Huixin change her mind so many time for a colour..heehee..so funny. Okie..i shall round up by wishing for a camera!!!!!!!!! For me to photo lots and lots of pictures...landscape..people..and nice shots...keekee...hm..i still dont have one now..okie...hm...............Hai ya...dont ask for what you want...ask for what you can do even dont have what that you really wants. =))
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Hi everyone. Morning...its now 12.45 am. Yupps. Hui ping, Jasmine and i are still doing the final touch up for the projects. Diao...zzz*yawn* i can feel my eyes are going to pop up soon. Just coming here to note down this memorable project-sleep-late thing wor..heehee=) Hm..tomorrow going to meet up again for projects..tuesday for bio also. Wahz...projects have really enter our lives...bleah!

Gonna post some pictures on the wedding which LiSuan,HuiXin,Huiping,Meichiee and i attened not long ago on 4/12 .yupps!

hm..i guess all of you guys are sleeping right now...good night and sleep tight!

Looking out to the sea...finding a place for own. A little lonely.a little chilling. Where what seem to be an eternity. yup 

Hi everyone. Hm..sneaking for a short break now...after working on the projects which seem so endless to me. HA HA.. Maybe i will do some update for today, keep my bloggie alive wor!

Today went to school to have a meeting with the maincom. Yupps..as usual, got a few never turn up. Well, we still need to get the ball rolling...after what it seem that we got a lot of things to settle. Heehee. Hm...not bad though..manage to do a few important things...others is some external restrictions where we need to keep on updating. Well, the design we compiled seem very pleasing ..heehee..at least that's the first step out.;) Cant wait for the next meeting to finish up the work. Jia you Guys..=)). I am so fortunate to have them..yupps..definitely make my day wor...=))THANK YOU!

Later went home after eating out with Huixin. I ate Laksa..heehee..woah..hot neh! But still managable before i desperately need a fire engine to spray me water( home). HA HA..lol..very lame hor..gee. The weather was a hot one mah..so i trying to make it cooler. BLEAH...

Well, my day some sort of round up liao. Hm..Projects again. Look forward to sleep later and to get my load lighter too..HA HA..=))..TAKE CARE. TA TA

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Hi everyone. Hm...today when out to meet Jasmine, Hui Xin and Hui Ping to do geography and Biology projects...Wahz..heehee.Hm..projects again..hm..brain cracking. Not much time left..so i guess we have to round up as soon as possible..hm.. I haven finish doing my holiday assigments too...haiz...=( And there would be more work for the on-coming sec 1 orientation...hm.... Banners, planing, organising .....wahz.. Hm...hope through all these means..we could get more people to join CO..yah..we shall see lor..hm..so much to care and think for. I need to have a balance for my works and family. Yup...if only i could know the best way to complete things...yah.. I know there is no short cut in doing things...only slow and steady wins the race...good luck to me bahz...haiz..

Before i know ...it would be school reopen le...beginning of sec 4![ well, i will just shut myself from thinking of that...cause it makes me stress!heehee..jk anw;) ]

We took this before exam..yah..STress! heehee...BLEAH! heehee..=))

heyheys...are we back into the olden times? WE R FADING AWAY..ahhhhhh..heehee.:p

Mei chiee right at the back..and madeline and i..YUPPS=))

Da tou zao..heehee..S>H>X

Lisuan and I..heehee..very blur and artistic..heehee..=))

Hm..things really not as calm as that of the water..more of a depth to it...hm...

Hi everyone. Hm..yesterday when to attend a wedding with Li Suan, Hui Xin, Mei Chiee, Hui Ping...lol. We gathered at Toa Payoh red circle before proceeding to Orhard mrt station. Hm..each of us was wearing on different theme. Heehee..looks kinda funny when standing together. Bleah..heehee.

By luck, we managed to find the hotel when we were too blur to head for a direction. HEEHEE...i know nuts about places.Opps. Hm..went to the bride room first. Gee..she was so pretty. With the gown and other wedding costume. Wow...the gown really fits her nicely...Perfect! gee...wonder how she feels before being married off to her husband. Woah.. okie..i know i am so crazy about the whole thing..course its my first time to attend one's wedding. Really...surprise surprise? I look at those who wear gowns with envy eyes..heehee..LOL..they really look gorgeous. Hm...Later down to fourth level to the ball room. Hm...i really ponder..if wedding suppose to be one's first and last time....shouldnt it be a very amazing experience for one? A promise with ur partner. To be together. The wedding was just a cemeory to let everyone know that they are a couple now...but what would be happening for the rest of the days.years. decades. are another mystery. Another stage to go into. A greater responsibility to uphold the promise.the love. the trust. Something which i cant figure out now...heh heh..of course lor..haven even step into my 20 yrs old stage neh..;) I amazed..truely.. I am glad that i have the opportunity to attend it..course i know..its more than just a word "wedding" and "marriage". A lot of under lying meanings. curious curious.

Hm...was very full at the table. Almost cant walk..HEEHEE..jk jk. There are just too many courses...hm... Yah..and i noticed about the decor of the ball room. Not bad though..but i just wish i could decor it on my own..HEEHEE.. got some inspiration to make it into a more beautiful one. HEEHEE...hm..just like to make things better. Hm..ya ya..i know i still got a long way to go than asking for such chance. How about having it on the top roof which there would be a glass shelther to overlook the starry night. Make it into more nature ball room. Something which a couple would never forgets. That's the aim. A beautiful memory. HA HA..i know talk is air ..well...dont know whether it works..HA HA...wild thought..*opps* hai ya hai ya. Should be contented and happy for the loving couple.HEEHEE..yuppz.

I had a very good time there. A lot of thoughts went throught my mind. LoL. Enjoy guys.=)) Take care wor..

Hi everyone. Hm...have been out for the whole day..darn tired. Well..sooner or later, my parents will start to nag on me for going home so late...for almost 3 consecuative days...Zzz. I also feel tired too mah...so maybe will understand..home is the best of all..heehee..;)

Hm..when for macRitchie walk..hehee.. Now then i realised that i like photo taking a lot. Not as in photo myself...but to photo the nature...heehee.. Too bad i dont have a camera myself. LOL. Hm...these trip to the macRitchie is more interesting than before... to look at the nature. The games are easy and free...not too bad lor... Maybe i still have not totally wake up yet..course i was so blur when it comes to short answering questions. I'm very sorry to my group..yaH!

Later at evening, Yiling, Lisuan, Huixin, Meichiee and i went East coast park. HA HA..yah..kinda late liao. We went there to celebrate yiling's birthday..yup yup. We sat on the stones...but as night falls...roaches came out...Eeee...that was indeed a very scary sight. So many of them are running around..Zzz..what's more...i scared to accidentally step on them! Aw... However, it was still a very fun trip there... Whaz...was very tired when we sat bus home..*yawn* What a day it was...yupps.

Happy birthday to Yi ling.
Happy birthday to Shi Qing.
Happy birthday to everyone.
Smile.*grin*

Hi everyone. Well...went to ite again this time..for the last rehearsal before tomorrow's performance. yup. Things are ending soon..yet i dont know what's is weighting me down...maybe is my metality or whatever. I feel that i am not the usual me...have been covered up by a shadow...hidden. I have been watching and listening...for all the quiet times...for what it appears to me that i sees a lot of happiness in others.. That was really good...isnt that what i wanted..to see people happy,enjoying and SMILING. Yupp..indeed. I dont know how to face what's blocking me. Something which is so close to me turn to another invisible obstacles... I may not want to be always leveled into the ground..yet..i feel probably i'm tired to even fight my own stand. I know i have not done my best to make everything happy and possibe to you..my friends.Where is the usual me? If i am given another chance to choose...i would still want people around me to get the feel of the sun...so be out of the dark...Maybe i'm just behind them, waiting for the sun too... I would wait for my time. It is right to say that..there are ups and downs...never would one be always on the ups side...everlasting? Nope...for what i see... I have not given up...to the last bit that i would hang on...=_=

[[to the lowest side i am and i see more than i do...happy or sad...i shall not conclude...]]