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Tuesday, November 08, 2005 -{'8:25:00 PM

Title : [ lighten ]

Hi everyone. Hows your day? Ever hectic? Or too relaxing?

Still remembering the last few days, I've been going to school to and fro for practices..each time with my zhong ruan. Thoes were also the days where i would return home with a frown or a partially defeated face... a total loss of me...trying to get myself to be absorbed into the rythem...to get the right "feeling". It is true that everything has a head start...But, how will you feel when you are in the mist of overcoming one after another obstacles...and you would say,"Nah, try again." or " It's okie, restart" each and everytime adding on a encouraging smile. You see endless of it..and your endless of hope...hanging in the mid air...without a stable ground to land on. Or maybe the mind go beyond the body...somehow there are too many restrictions.resistance? Alright, I'm still learning..as always..yup

Today, went for physics practical. Had a good laugh at myself...for being so clumsy and blur. Maybe yesterday's I'm metally overloaded...today also similar...gee..why my sleep never help de..BLEAH. So throughout the 3 experiment, i was like so lost..Zzz..trying to get my moves right and espically balancing the metre ruler on the knife edge..woah...this really make me sweat. While everyone is tabulating the results..i was still balancing the metre ruler! Die die also must get it de!!! So, i guess before rushing off to meet my CO members, i am sort of half dead..HA HA.. For the performance, there would always be flaws..but i guess sliming down the chances of it help ba.Guess everyone has done his/her best..*pat pat on the back* I know what you guys feel exactly...you always thing you are not doing good enough...always contridicting yourself to get things right. Well...we learn together okie?

After the whole performance, i guess i can fly again. Lighten. What's next?@!?