Hi everyone. Hm...have been how practising qin for the whole day...hm...for one goal. one aim. one hope. My greatest hope now seem to my greatest fear. I need to warm up my heart now... I'm weighted down..yet i'm stretching up to the top. Seem like it would take forever. Why i find myself to be so tiny?! So unsightly...i'm tired of struggling with humans hearts...where i stumbled upon again and again. I would choose to make way for others...still heading my own destinated route... Seem like being what you want to be seem so difficult..cause you always find that you are not giving it a good try.
Maybe i should not talk so much..but to use my heart and feel around the way...to get out of the complications.the unstability.