Title : [ 30/11 ]
Hi everyone. Havent been very faithfully updating my blog everyday...Nothing much to tell..even so..nothing beneficial for you guys to hear..maybe will just bored you all once again..HAIZ.. These days, i feel like i have changed..someone who i never thought of becoming. I resisted the change..yet i accpeted it bit by bit. I think i get kind of lost through this short period of time. Nevertheless, i still look forward to be back to myself in a few more days time..yup yup..heehee. I need to preserve the real me..yet to be a better person each day. Anyway..what kind of person i am all along? who am i? But one thing that i am sure of is that i want to make you guys happy and SMILE. BEAM. GLOW..heehee. *wink*
Hm...i've never come cross a day which somehow kept reminding me either through peeps around me or some special events. 4/12/05...hm..nothing special if you see this..well..a lot of people who i know are having birthdays,wedding or some special event like Hong Xing Da Jiang..heehee..6 events all together. LOL..cool. 30/11 seem to be also a very good day thought..marks the end of november and welcome the December in no time. =)) Time flies..hard to catch. LOL. Seriously..i think i haven been spending my time fruitfully...except for the fact that i got a lot of activities the past few weeks. Maybe i should stay away more often when December comes..yupps. I need to fulfil my post,meetings and jobs...yup yup..
[[when December comes..WAKE me up!!!!]]
Title : [ caught unprepared. ]
Hi everyone. Hm...things are not always shining on the bright side...sometime you only see a ray out of a beam. That brings you back thinking why would it be ended up in this way... What could went wrong when what you think maybe so perfect, flawless. Would that be an enternity? Or should it be a self promise? There have been many thoughts running through us each day...keeping us busy every moment...maybe its a pain to some of us..but an enlightenment to others. Maybe i shall stop thinking for a moment and reconginse what are all around me. I choose to stand still while all the things around me are buzzing all over the place. Endless of truth-seeking. I always believe that smile is the best medicine or vitamin for any occassion. Bright or dull. Now i still do. I would not let go of what we can achieve...No that difficult though...I've heard some saying that behind the smile on the face ..everything is in a big mess...We do come across the same situation... But lets put it in this way...let your smile value. Nothing can weight more than it... When a patient sees a doctor who smile friendly at him...all the fear and uneasyness would not bottle up...there goes the trust and faith that the patient have to overcome his illness...even to a long period of time. A smile could do so much...It is not money-exchangeable or replace-able. Just from the bottom of one's heart...glowing.So...do smile more and make other's day an enjoyable one..=)[[make the best out of everyday]]
Title : [ half filled. ]
Hi everyone. Wassup? Yesterday i was very tired...had gone into semi-sleep all the while when eating dinner...HAIZ..lol. Before i knew...i was sleeping deadly till morning..Ahhhhhhhhhhh...guess wHat? i was late for a gathering..TSK..sorry..really sorry...I Dont want to be late...haiz...i will change de! Late for unwanted reason.Unexplainable reason..haiz yah..dont knoe how to put it..=(Met my friends at the red circle..then set of to the ite insitute again. YEah..2nd time rehersal. Get to know the peeps there more...yet i felt to bored and empty...WHAT I WAN? what is there to ask for. for what seem to look okie on the surface. Another day out from morning 8 plus to 8 plus at night...wa..i think home is the best of all..if only i can stay longer...haiz.. Have been feeling so empty for long. A lot of things are left undone. These things have a layer of dust covering over..HA HA..yeah..just imagin how long they could be..yeah.. Maybe i sound so irresponsible or lazy or whatever...true..okie. SOrry. MAY THE FORCE BE WITH ME...ARGH. TSK..nevermind. I shall not use my bloggie as a way to throw my rubbish out..okie. Rubbish are meant to be in dustbin..and i am going to find a suitable dustbin to do so..yeahSometime i really hope the time could slow down slightly..i have wasted too much of it...and what is behind is regret. Regret for what is done in the past.. Too late uh? I think so too. I cant get my feelings through this stage. Numb and cold. THIS IS GOING TO END ...and i mean it..THAT's IT! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..Maybe i should end..right here. Yes, things should have an end at the suitable time. And now i have mine. GOOD night guys.yup yup[26/11]
Title : [ [3e1] chalet ]
Hi everyone. WooHOo...I'm back..BACK! heehee...home sweet home..lol. Our 3e1 chalet was over le...hm..have tremendous fun though...;)
First day, we had barbecue. Cool..i enjoyed every moment when standing beside the pit. Ru luan and i were the food inspectors.To check if the chicken wings were cooked before they were served..heh heh ;)) Eh...probably didnt do a great job..hehe..some of the chicken wings went chao ta..hehe.. tsk..NExt time will be better..heehee. Hm...yeah..Mr and Mrs Amos came around 7 plus. Ms Lim lost her way..when she arrived it was actually quite late..lol. Later at the end of the barbecue..we had prize presentation for our teachers and fellow friends..heehee..that was fun too...Around 10 plus, some of the girls stayed back to play some games..seaweed?HA HA..lol..loser must eat one of the watermelons..keekee. TSk.. That was the day when i enjoyed myself to extreme extend..HA HA..lol. Slept late and intended to watch sunrise next day...ZzzSecond day, we went to watch sunrise at 3 am plus..Zz...We also brought along all the breads, tunas, drinks and potato chips so that we could have a picnic at the beach... HA HA...actually we went there tooooo early..HEEHEE...We ate our breakfast at 4 plus..werid huh.. After waiting such a long time...the sun was not yet rised..tsk! Everyone was so tired...Zzz. In the end, we didnt able to see the sunrise as the sky started to drizzle...haiz...what a waste! However, I like the scenery of the sea. The sea was so different from the east coast one. This one was more clear and gentle. I was really amazed by how fast the waves travelled when it is near to the shore...it moves from left to right..woah..well, maybe that's my first time seeing this..yup yup. Hm, everyone walked home with sleepy eyes...lol. That's the time where i felt i could sleep for whole 24 hours and skipped my breakfast, lunch and dinner. HA HA..lol..serious. Zzzzz*yawn* At last, everyone went back to the room and fell into deep sleep. HA HA... At lunch time, we went to the food court there..after which when back to the room and slack in there. The boys play Xbox while the girls play card games. Someone suggested to go window shopping..then we again went out to take bus to the bus interchange where nearby there was a shopping mall. HEEHEE...seriously, i cant shop for that long. Before long, i could always find myself sitting on the benches and waiting for others. HA HA..lazy and tired lah.. All our activities ended fast and steady..HA HA..lol...then went back to the chalet room..where we queue to bathe. What a day! ZzzThird and last day...we didnt do much but to sleep abit earlier last night till morning 8am. HA HA..lol..hm..i went out with Jasmine and Li Suan at around 5 am where everyone was still sleeping soundly..heehee. We went back to the beach and hope to see the sunrise that we had missed yesterday. well, thought that it would not rain..but soon enought when Jasmine said that it would rain as we were all sitting under the shelter..it started to rain! HAIZ. All of us got slightly wet even under the shelter. HAiz..good for the rest who were still sleeping. LOL. Waited for about 1 hour plus, the rain finally stopped. Cool. Still, we hope to see the sunrise before we left... Hm..finally and finally, we were able to catch a sight of the sun when it was already quite high up?!? LOL..better than none! YUPPS. Later when back to wake the others to go eat breakfast together. HEEHEE..my favourite "hotcake sauage" breakfast meal at Mac..hehee..yummie! After which, we went back to our room and got ready to check out. Hm..3 days 2 night chalet was really a fast one..HEEHEE..everyone hope to go home and have a goodsleep. LOL. We sit MRT back...ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzAnd so, now i'm am finally back home blogging.. MIss my com so much..heehee... Remembering earlier as i sat bus home..i somehow feel so strange throughout the journey..i felt myself had been staying outside for more than just 3 days..HA HA..yeah..I miss home lots..heehee. =)))[25/11]
Title : [ Xiao yuan Superstar ]
Hi everyone. Today was another wet day...haiz..where is the sun? Everywhere look so dull and gloomy...but is a good weather for hibernation..heheee.lol. Well, I cooked maggi mee for mummy...heehee..happiness is not from eating good food or going to restaurant to eat..its about the heart that you have put in into the food that makes it edible?HA HA..yeah..well..may not be the best meal..but i hope my mom would be happy. That's all i ask for.Later at 1pm..i met huixin at the bus stop outside Mrt station. LOL. Hm...saw many people wearing school uniform there...well..for one reason..the superstar thing lor. Later, we went 3rd level...saw many people crowding around the audition area...cool...saw mark lee there..hehee..hm..Well, i really admire their courage to stand on the stage..yeah..and accpeting the "di.." sound that they were out in less than 10 seconds? OH WELL... I wonder how the judges check for the correct pitch or frequency when they sing...some really sings well..yet they were also out...just that they were able to sing on the stage longer..TSK.. Hm...went to find some beattyians ...cool. They were so far behind from the queue...hm...there goes the time and patience they have to put in....hm..After much time...(2 hour plus? or more..) finally we are able to squeeze into the fornt where the barrels are...heehee..my very first time...i could touch the railings neh..heehee..okie..i know i very lame. -_- After what seem so long that my legs are going to break any sooner..finally...were their turns..Sad to say..none of them got in..accept for the other 2 beattyians who went came earlier..cool. Well....3 cheers to them.*winkS* I hate the stupid camera...tsk..O_o Hope i would not be flim into their show...HELP ME...Hm...Have been spending most of my time at J8...so tired and my legs are so wobby? HA HA... One thing i realised...i cant sing. When hearing the contestants sing..i know that i am not even their 1/10? HAiz...=( To all of them who participated, its a new experience for them. Happiness when they see green light...disappoint when they see a straight red light...THat is how it goes..and to be able to sand infront of so many auidence..i think that would be very remarkable...Is that the way how talents are being identified? What about the rest? Is there anymore talents out there? Food for thought...just think about it...cause everyone is talented in one way or another...talents that what we are looking for...*pat pat & cheers* heehee...What you are good at then? YUPPSWhoohoo..chalet tomorrow...cool..yupps..enjoys guys..=)))[22/11]
Title : [ plain ]
Hi everyone. The day start of with cold and windy atmosphere. Outside was raining heavily when i dragged myself out of bed. Hm...ZzzYuppie...finish doing all my physics practicals...yupp yupp. Whoohoo. After all the struggle and fustrations. HA HA. Started off the day by going to school. wad abt you guys? Still sleeping? That realli sound appealing..heh hehHm...haven been doing much lately..yah..gotta do something before i rot..HA HA..yeah..seemed like my posts are getting shorter day by day...gee. I dont know what im thinking...probably blank.for that's what i wish. To be numb.[21/11]
Title : [ oh well... ]
Hi everyone. Went out with some peeps to buy the barbecue necessarily things..yup yups. Fun though...heehee...we like one group of aunties in the NTUC..going around together...keekee. I quite look forward to the day the chalet comes...yupps. 23rd of december. Whoohoo. yupps. LOL. Peeps..it's a day for us...play and bond as one. Maybe we we need to look into some unforseen circumstances. Appreciation is also an encoragement...hope there would be more people to turn up..yup yup. Everyone wish to see that..dont we? Filling up the jig-saw puzzle to see the whole new picture behind...a memory.[20/11]*tsk..forget again*
Title : [ ]
Hi everyone. Went to one of the ITE insitutions. Well...am truely amazed by the people and the environment there. This ITE is just recently built...new and modern..yup..more like a shopping mall to me..heehee. We went there to have a combine rehearsal with the CO there. yup yup... They have lesser people there...unlike secondary school. About 20-25 people. When we first step in to the music studio...we are greeted by some members of the CO...plus the P and the VP. Well, they were very out-going. Some of them who i met was kind of "hiong".* eyes pop out* Is the way they say and how they bring themselves that make me so shocked and blank...i do feel complicated too.O_o Three words to conclude...is "Out Of Place"...haiz. I'm really puzzled why they behave in such way. I totally not agree that ITE stands for "it's the end"...the first letters fit in nicely..but...why should that be their title? I still see many hopeful talents and good inner characters in them.What an object contains is more important that what the appearace is...The heart to accept is a hope for a better...well..they could still be a bunch of good people. yup yup[19/11] *always forgot to write..hehe..sorry
Title : [ reveal of the truth ]
Hi everyone. Well...why life is so drama...you wont hard to find that scenes from the drama serial are appearing on our daily live. I've seen lots...maybe negative. Tredegy? Just that our lives are full of unexpected cases. Why are we always repeating the same mistakes that we know that they are wrong. Or you are brought up by the values that you have all forgotten..left with an empty shell...a lost soul. I'm sadden...disappointed. It happened to me so closely..closely linked...I care much for what you seemed to be in...Why things arent what i thought last time...as in everything will work out someday...a bright and promising future. Yet i am confornted by the truth that i heard...from you. I long ...long for the day you turn back...and join back...i care!I really CARE!Its hard to accept what i've heard...i just wish i have hearing problem. I long for the day we grow up together..and be
Title : [ empty ]
Hi everyone. Finally back from the 3 day camp. Learn a lot of stuffs that are useful...i'm glad i have attened the courses. Somehow in one way or the other...it helps me to cope better with situations...although i have not reach the sumit of the mountain yet...It also come to me that...there is a lot of new things for me to juggle at the same time...kind of lost...i need to struggle alone.I am left with a lot of things to pick up with. They are all scatered all over...piling up one after the another. UNO stacko uh? Hm...sound to me more like building game... Now all the things that i see are less than a metre away. Vision blocked by urgent-needed problem solving. HA HA..sound so mathematical. Zzz. Well..will try to find a way out..make out a clear route to walk out...hm...Down into the lowest, deepest, darkest, unslightly....
Title : [ tired.tired.tired ]
Hi everyone. As i am blogging now..i can feel that my whole body is aching...argh..haiz. Sunday trip to east coast has earn me a buttok pain plus sun burn...Zzz. Cant even sit properly now..=(I sat near to the sea side and watching the wave clashing on to the shore...well..my thoughts were all in the waves....end up smashing into pieces....Maybe that is good...cause..i also dont know why...this year to me is an challenging one...and i felt that i long to have a break...a clean mind. Things are bugging me all these days...and i'm glad that there is a place to throw all of them away--the sea. The sea surface seemed to me as a crumpled piece of cloth...waving from side to side...sound artifical uh? I heard that the bedok jetty has deeper water...sounds that jumping into it helps uh? HA HA..nah...seriously i dont have the courage to do so. I saw waves that are continuously clashing onto the shore...maybe that indicates that...our lives are always face with approching challenges...whether if you like it anot...its time for you to accept it...and make changes on yourself but not to ask your surroundings to suit you. You are more flexible.yupIf you got many problems that you keep within your heart..i suggest that you find a day to come down to east coast and get your mind cleared...breathe in deep there. That is always the place which know you the best. That is also why i like the sea so much...i seemed to be very quiet out there...but i guess i have free myself from a locked cage. Its not always the best way to venge out what is troubling you through anger or whatever ways such that it affects others in one way of the other. Understand your limit. Be sensitive to others.Today went for chinese orchestra leadership camp. Well..not the last day yet..still got 2 more days to go... Have to take the innitiative to make new friends from other schools. Well, i should say that they are all very talented and are true leaders. I learnt a lot...and there is much to improve. I still have a long way to go...trust me...to be the ideal me. HA HA...i also dont know what i'm saying..well..i appreciate everyone of them. A good leader is also a good follower. yup yup.I'm half switched off now...i have many things so settle...so i guess.. HA HA...burn mid night oil...ew..that seemed to be that it would only happened when there is examination. Well...maybe that's not true now..HA HA.Take care guys...and enjoy your holidays. yup yup
Title : [ we dont see a lot of surfaces.. ]
Hi everyone. Hm...well..enjoys your weekend guys..heehee..yup yup. I drag for another week to start...hm..Are we aware of what is happening around us? Who are the people around us? Or are you just always aware of many difficulties..other than that..nothing else? Yes, times are when you are really occupied by some stuff that you tends to for-go some important stuffs...and there you will feel that the problem that you are facing is like the whole world thing...and it disturbs you a lot. Metal stress, isnt it? Hm... When you learn to see things from all angles and aspect...there are things which also please you and give you a sense of comfort after a hard day. Dont be so curel to yourself...Your love for others come from you yourself..so..love yourself to spread love to others...yupMake an effort to make your days a happy one...lessen all the stress and look forward to tomorrow..take care peeps.yup
Title : [ things happened for a reason ]
Hi everyone. hm..as usual, i went for A math in the morning...yup yup. Had been a rough day for me..well..dealing with numbers and numbers. I dont wish to let my passion died off so easily..heh heh...I WILL BE BACK...sooner or later...Well, congrats to Mei Chiee and some other peeps who are going to be promote to 3e1 next year. Same combinations as us now..hm..3e1 is not that as hellish as what you think...yeah...you might be a bit out of breathe at the beginning..as time goes by...everything will start to settle down..yup. Begin the whole brand new year with new hopes...look forward to it..and you will feel everything isnt that demanding. LOL. Your "best" do help you in all ways..yeah? Well...learn to be tackful with all things and happening...Guess..you guys will do fine de. Congrats again..heeheeDOnt ever give in when you come face to face with any challenges or difficulties...cause they are there for a reason---to make you stronger after each stages. Hm...are we afraid to live out from our comfort zone. Hm...human instinct will be a yes. Who wants to meet any uneven roads when there is another road which provided smooth travelling? Well, we are not always given so many choices in life...most of the time is left with one route... A fate? When too many choices are given to one...one will always be undecisive. One route create a pressure on that person to move on...to take up the challanges. You might come across a lot of new things which makes you wanted to step back further and further. New changes that makes you learn more...and dare to fall. You would always gain from one way or the other when you always feel that you are losing something...CHim? It is always the experience that make one grows...=)Good luck to thoes who are taking O-levels...yup yup. A long break is waiting ahead..=)[10/11]
Title : [ Art ]
Hi everyone. Yup, i have A math and A math and A math the whole morning...The numbers can really make me go crazy..and i think i'm lacking behind now...Zzz. After all the A math questions come bombarding on me...i think i am half switched off liao...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Had a good talk with Mei Chiee...well, she is a good listener i should say. She brought me to the art room. Cool! How long since i ever stepped inside the art room liao? A place where i used to enjoy and relax...My long lost friend. Ms siti was painting a scrupture. Nice one...with meaningful theme. All i could do was to help them touch up here and there...then stand there like a small kid, looking at how adults play magics with their hands. I am amazed..truely. When i am surrounded by all the wonderful art piece...i couldnt help but to say "woah!". It really helps to clear my mind automatically for more than 20 minutes? Ever is that enough to bring me out of my daze. I'm lucky. I appreciate what art has given me...peace. I long to get my hands dirty...I have a question to ask. Will one's hope ever get tired? When hope died down, what will be the next subsitute? You? HA HA..nah..just some alien question from no where...well, i like to know..will you please tell me???
Title : [ lighten ]
Hi everyone. Hows your day? Ever hectic? Or too relaxing? Still remembering the last few days, I've been going to school to and fro for practices..each time with my zhong ruan. Thoes were also the days where i would return home with a frown or a partially defeated face... a total loss of me...trying to get myself to be absorbed into the rythem...to get the right "feeling". It is true that everything has a head start...But, how will you feel when you are in the mist of overcoming one after another obstacles...and you would say,"Nah, try again." or " It's okie, restart" each and everytime adding on a encouraging smile. You see endless of it..and your endless of hope...hanging in the mid air...without a stable ground to land on. Or maybe the mind go beyond the body...somehow there are too many restrictions.resistance? Alright, I'm still learning..as always..yupToday, went for physics practical. Had a good laugh at myself...for being so clumsy and blur. Maybe yesterday's I'm metally overloaded...today also similar...gee..why my sleep never help de..BLEAH. So throughout the 3 experiment, i was like so lost..Zzz..trying to get my moves right and espically balancing the metre ruler on the knife edge..woah...this really make me sweat. While everyone is tabulating the results..i was still balancing the metre ruler! Die die also must get it de!!! So, i guess before rushing off to meet my CO members, i am sort of half dead..HA HA.. For the performance, there would always be flaws..but i guess sliming down the chances of it help ba.Guess everyone has done his/her best..*pat pat on the back* I know what you guys feel exactly...you always thing you are not doing good enough...always contridicting yourself to get things right. Well...we learn together okie?After the whole performance, i guess i can fly again. Lighten. What's next?@!?
Title : [ CO craz ]
Hi everyone. Hm...have been how practising qin for the whole day...hm...for one goal. one aim. one hope. My greatest hope now seem to my greatest fear. I need to warm up my heart now... I'm weighted down..yet i'm stretching up to the top. Seem like it would take forever. Why i find myself to be so tiny?! So unsightly...i'm tired of struggling with humans hearts...where i stumbled upon again and again. I would choose to make way for others...still heading my own destinated route... Seem like being what you want to be seem so difficult..cause you always find that you are not giving it a good try.Maybe i should not talk so much..but to use my heart and feel around the way...to get out of the complications.the unstability.
Title : [ things do not always work in this way... ]
Hi everyone. Many of us do have problems at time..and always reflecting on who you are. What you reflect on makes you realised the uglyness in us --we are never be perfect. It is true that sometimes we cant prevent something from happening..while on the other hand we are demanding it to be as perfect as mind does...To put actions into words seem as ever difficult... Sometimes i just cant help to realised how imperfect humans are..and so am myself...even my uglyness...which i never learn... I WANT TO CHANGE MYSELF! to a better person...a better person to show others the way, to help others and also to help myself too.. No point keep falling down the black hole and not yet doing a single thing...too much empty promises...and when will there be an end? I make a lot of unbecoming mistakes through out...leaving one after another unclear mistakes...uglyness..yah. I maybe seen to others as a clown in the circus...yet you never know what lies behind the smile...shattered... No matter what, i want to learn from my mistakes and from other people's laughing comments...no matter how many years i would take...i would still want to choose to be hurt and more determine. Never ever i would let go..let go my shameful mistakes and my thought of escaping..NEVER!as i touched across my heart, i felt a deep scar...nevertheless it is healed..but the scar is always there...a life time experience that i would never get to forget..
Title : [ please.. ]
Hi everyone. Just came back from CO practice......think through a lot...The sky which i am now looking at looks groomy and misty..like it is going to rain soon...i wish i could stand in the rain if it could rain right now... Something look amiss here...and i trying very hard to know what is the problem..maybe not really a problem..just some high barrel that i always tripped over again and again..I feel like saying sorry..to anyone...Hm..gotta go to eat my dinner now...eating used to be my favourite thing...well..where is my appetite? hm...I WILL BE BACK!!!!
Title : [ for all i want.. ]
Hi everyone. Happie Hari Raya Puasa to everyone..yup. Its another public holiday..uh huh. Morning has been very dreadful for me...Nah..Shall erase everything unpleasant stuffs from my memory..Went out with my grandmother to take a stroll...maybe thats a relief for me...hm...Met Janet in NTUC...HA HA..yeah..such a coincidence...yup yup. Well, everyone around me seem to be in the festival mood..smiling and enjoying themselves... The streets are espically crowded...maybe i should really go to a more quieter place...drown back in my thoughts...uh huh... I accompanied my grandmother to wherever she wanted to go...and i follow behind like an aimless soul.. I really think i left my brain at home..For all i care, i want you to be always happy. When i'm down, i would still wish you are living happily, enjoying every moment..I dont wish to affect you..When you are down..i will always be there for you..throughtout the 365 days..I will not let myself off for too long...if there is really a time when i lost my way out there...i will reach out for you hand..likewise for you..indeed, when you smile and i will smile along...*pat pat* You are never alone...*i sincerely cross my heart..for what i know..SMILE-the art of keeping one ALIVE!
Title : [ 2nd of NOV ]
Hi everyone.
Well, we cant really find a person to help to book the chalet...hm..JIA YOU guys...Sorry guys...cant stay with you all to solve the problem today..=(...
I guess things have gone abit out of track these days..uh huh..haiz..I will do my best to reframe it from going too far off...i guess that is all i can do..Limited right? If i were able to make everything right..i will definitely do so! GIVE ME THE MIGHT.. If i have ever let down anyone...i am sorry..really sorry. Forgive me...=(
The lady who conducted the SS course was a cheerful and humorous one..hehe..brings a lot of laugher to the class...i enjoy it thought..never before this few weeks that i have actually laughed so hard...yeah...good. That is why i dont understand why i am so down-_- now.................which is so different from just now...just like the difference between the sky and the land...however the sky and the land could be link up with other factors. Is that what we call to Give and take uh..to comprimise for any loss? There is always the ups to cover up the downs down this endless road...and the cycle goes on and on...universal truth?hm..
Hope you guys have a great day today and ahead!
Dont worry..i'm still alive and kicking..-_-Waiting to see the next sun rise..is all i want........
