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Thursday, October 13, 2005 -{'5:26:00 PM

Title : [ yeah.. ]

Hi everyone. Er..beginning of my-so-called "holiday"..haha..yeah..it seem so long since i ever take such a long break..feel that myself over the past few days..when exam was bugging me....i wake up at about 4 am to burn "midnight oil"...but whatever it is..dont know even if it helps a not..HA HA . And now..i can sleep till 8 am. What a big difference...yet it might cause damage to my daily route...nvm. Feeling so bored right now...seem like i am "rotting" at home!...Ms Loo always tells thoes who never bring her books one to " sit-there-and-you-simply-ROT!!" hahaha..yeah..and now i am a real life example. Just wonder if everyday there's exam...and it helps to keep me occupy...ERm....better not...later kana people punch! and also...the powerstation would surely close down very fast de..HA HA...*so lame*..Opps.sorry..Surprisingly, yesterday when i talked to my father about today not going to school...he ask me to rest and enjoy! Er...simply can believe what i'm hearing...HA HA...and i dont know if my father would say that after the next few weeks..when reality come into the scene. And..*proof*..i'm back to where i begin..yeah. I simply wish i could do something meaningful right now..not as in studying..but to fulfil my own request as in to help any people? Just do something that benefit anyone...just as long as...

I have watched 2 vcds that Hui Xin lend to me..One is ELLA ENCHANTED..kinda an interesting show..where all the magical stuff come into use..and how this girl, Ella, got her "curse" and how she break the spell with her own strength..remarkable..=)) The other one is a Korea show...theres a lot of fighting..but beneath..the message that i received is that...not all bad people are what we think of...something in them that we dont have which is quite valuable...and a common looking person and kind-hearted people is what we should always look out for..and not to sastify by looking at what seemed to be "artifical"...The purity-ness is the most important...which we could hardly find now...

It has come to my attention at i am not doing my best in something that i should be doing since i took up the ..dont know lah.. Really..how i wish i could have other people's approval and lets work on something together..instead of seeing them looking so bored and uninteresting..no passion. I wish i could plant a seed..that has a successful and strong character that anyone can learn from, to think about others first before oneself..to benefit others with joy and laughter and a universal heart to love everyone and lending a helpful ear whenever possible..from the start to the end...Whatever it is..i wish we all can work together...and be consistent enough and determined to see out next the batch of "fruits" . hm...

Hm..i;ve talked enough...and enjoy your "holidays" guys!