Title : [ mania state--20% left.. ]
Hi everyone. Hm..morning there was chinese orchestra practice...yeah..and i almost reported late..yeah..i was lated for 5 minutes...SORRY ..really..i'm really sorry..for not setting an example..haiz..blame me ba..=( Ran to school and caught up with some CO members who were strolling?!? When i knew that it was already 8.30am..i said "see you all later" then continued to run to school...guess i had made a scene infront of them..hm..you all can just *shake head* or laugh at me ...i nevermind... There would be a performance for CO at the Singapore conference hall for the Lunch Time Concert..on 8/11..yeah..and we really need extra extra trainings... a chance to prove ourselves?! Maybe..and i hope it would be a successful one. I have much more to say about the CO..just that i cant find the right word and timing...argh..I guess...today was a very "tedious" practice since we had such a break during examinations...and my fingers were like-not-mine..cant even pressed the strings properly...and they were all very weak..shows what? It only shows that i had not practice enough..if not this wont happened...yeah. -_- Some of the members were also late..late for 1 1/2 hours?..yeah...just dont know why they wont buy more alarm clock..yeah..like today..was quite shocked that i was going to be late..and have the urge to arrive there in time..but..do i see such actions from them...nvm..i think i going to give quite a number of morning calls in the morning..yeah..also thinking of charging them for this service...HA HA...Could they just come for every practice?!? Drag,pull or whatever. A full attendance is what i wanted to see all along...Went out with my parents to Junction8..yeah..I just wonder...not owning everything we urge to have is a happiness or not...simply..would be just stop asking if you could have this or that...but to just be contented with only what we are given and that's all... guess its a very tiring thing to always keeping up with all the "wants"...and if you let it begin, it would be a endless requests..longer than the bills that our parents will pay..yeah..I want to keep my mind blank..as long as to keep out what is troubling me..*gulp*.A heart which is so suffocated**
