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Monday, October 10, 2005 -{'3:26:00 PM

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Hi everyone. Guess...physics was er...i dont know!..Well, i guess it definitely bring my all mood down to the drain. Not only this paper, others too...Guess if i were to cry over spilled milk..i think i could flood the whole singapore...and i will lose my own will-power...to face up my own problem. What's the used of getting to win everytime...can i get over my problems as determine as when comes to achieving the result i want..that is definitely not life should be like...so selfish and useless. I am just like everyone sometimes...and isnt life like that? Co-influencing each other. I like every subjects when i understand the true meaning and the awesome behind all the knowledge...and just do my best in any test... However, i dont know what i want now! "What I want?" Yeah...but i guess i cant even answer this...am i too concern about marks and for not doing well? yeah...What i can overcome throught the studying years should be more meaningful. Even that subject is difficult, i would not back away but just continue to "fall and learn". It's very painful..definitely...and when will i burned out and retired from everything...now? Later? Or forever? Lately...i'm in quite a low mania state...and where is my power station? Ha Ha...When life comes to this stage of life..i learn to encourage myself after a setback, a painful cry from my heart. It just need to take one to sort out all the problems with a clear mind and set on for the next stage of the life. Althought time could not be reverse back...we can have unlimited encouragements from ourselves...isnt that more precious? How many people actually know that you have the ability to be a conscillor and a great lead in our lives? When we are in troubled or setbacks...are we always reminded to check back to ourselves and give approval and disapproval to what is the main problem and find possible solutions..? Or are we seeking for people care and corcern, learning from one's experience? I think both plays a part. When tears rolled down with your undesirable feelings...are you going to wipe them clean and "restart" over...playing a role of an encourager and holding on pomps pomps to cheer on.. Or are we going to soak every piece of tissue papers until your house is out-of-stock? Also can ba...just see how efficient you can get over your problem..as long as you can do it! Life is a lot about learning. Learning from every bit of mistakes and wisdoms.

I have my setbacks...quite a lot...when i felt bounded by all this problem...i will learn how to savage all the pain...at the same time struggling to understand...finding a way to open up my problem. Unpredictable. Tedious at times. So, are you feeling the same as me at times? Hm...dont ever let this an excuse to stand in to your way...What about setting up traffic lights to give your life some order...settle one by one tactfully...=)