Title : [ i can denied that i'm okie ]
Hi everyone. I know that i should be studying right now..but i have a lot of things bothering me...I cant denied that i'm not stress...yes..i'm stress...but i think not to an extreme. I just dont know where to start from. I havent been studying throughly lately..despite of the coming exam...everyday is a homework day for me....and i dont feel i'm prepared...Maybe this is an new experience...see how i will fair this time..Just now, i saw on television about a case of someone going insane as he could not cope with the reality and he was pushing himself too much. A lot of factors contributed to make him to such state..such as didnt know how to face his family if he go back home without finishing his university study, thinking that he will lost everything....He carry this kind of thinking back home and he begin to have illusion that his dead father was asking him to get out of the house as he was not qualified and bring humilation to the household. Even when he had his dinner with his family...it ended up in awakard silence and he would sometime say the dishes were poisonous. He was later sent to hospital for treatment. He undergo treatment such as using eletric current to balance out the adnormal nervous system.......i only watch until this part then my father switched off le.After watching it...it saddens me...a person who is having a lot of pressure could be negative at times...and studying too much really choke my mind. Why a bright person would eventually end up in such state...a loss of balance between stress management and and personal demands....tradegic...and that is the last thing i want to see.....=(
