Title : [ being the top isnt as good as wan u think.... ]
Hi everyone. What's your mood today? Mine fluctuate a lot. Due to external pressure. Not only that, internal pressure too....If i'm going to explain everything...it would be very complicated. I shall not spoil your day with that..heheSomething i wanted to clarify with myself. All along..did i make anyone feel inferior/tried beacause of stupid me. I feel that i have. To commit such unwanted "crime". I cant forgive myself and ..I'm tired too... I tried very hard to minimise that hatred and the kind of looks from other people. I dont like that at all! I really wish i could be disappear from the Earth and then i would not be your that pin-in-your-eyes. Something that comes along may be a unfortunate event for others. And you feel sad while i feel remorseful. I want to do something to reverse back everything. From the start,beginning to the first letter. If only i could stop this from going on...trust me..i will use all might to do so!Hm...someone who used to make you angry..you should be grateful to him/her. Cause he is the one who teaches you to tolerate and due with a right sense. Someone who used to leave you out...you should be grateful cause he teaches you how to be independent.someone who hate you..you should be grateful cause he teaches you how to love the person back more...someone who point out your mistake teaches you to correct yourself and be better. This list could continue forever and endless....What i'm trying to say here is, everyone around us is a teacher by nature. teaches us to upgrade ourselves. Erm...i think this is getting abit to far off...if you dont understand, please dont. Cause maybe this whole chunk of stuff is tedious. Hai ya. I just hope that you guys could find the person u want to be and bring out the best in you. Jia you ..=)
