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Monday, September 12, 2005 -{'9:34:00 PM

Title : [ bad, rude ]

Hi everyone. Computer had some problem..that's why i cant come online..hehe..now okay le. =)
Today we have English Oral. I was kind of scared at the beginning..way before taking the test. I dont know..i felt so nervous. I can never speak well in English. But for the sake of passing English in the final year exam, i need to put in my best to do well for oral. Complications.Daze. My oral exma teacher was ms pearly lim. I was kind of afraid since last year 2e2 had some complications/conflicts with her. And i think we disappointed her a lot. Yeah..2e2..very famous in the staff room last year. Teachers would comment on how "good" we were..hehe..[note: i'm saying the opposite!] haha..lol..but i had lots of fun in that class..=) Back to my oral exam, i think i make a point to be polite to her since i can tell that she was very tired. I can even see her eye rings. hehe...Everything turn out to be fine for me..but i dont know about the grades. I think i tried my best.yup yup

I realised that i'm very uncivilised. I think i've hurt a lot of people due to my mood swings. I dont wish to..now i'm sinned. I regret and feel bad about it. SORRY. realli.. Yah..if a sorry could solve everything, how great it could be. I want to be a better person..but instead, unknowingly, i've not obtaining to be one. sadly... my uglyness...haiz.

Exams are coming up...i've yet to fulfil my job to study all the subjects. I just wish i could remain smiley as exams are getting closer. Like today, i keep telling myself to smile when i'm feeling very nervous and not confident about the oral test. I just hope it would help. I just need to help myself across this "difficult" time. If not..who else?