Hi..i dont know how to put my feelings into words..just feeling lost and useless?!? Argh, whats wrong with me? NO.........i need to stop myself before i convince myself that i'm useless. I always blinded by all the stuff around me and somehow, i feel down?!? How i wish i could brain wash myself. tata..all the fastrating matters would vanished! hahahah...i'm too far-fetched le. Just that some thoughts keep bugging me and i dont know who to turn to..except this non-living blog. Hi blog..hehe.you swallow all my rubbish..=) Feeling powerless now, maybe should turn to the main socket and recharge myself with the high voltage. I know i can be crappy at times and sorry for leting u guys listening to my same old boring music that some lately working strangely?!? I just dont know what to say..