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Friday, August 19, 2005 -{'10:49:00 PM

Title : [ tired ... ]

hi everyone. So tired today..*yawn* Hm...nothing much to say..just that as exam is coming nearer and nearer, the tension starts to bulid up..yah. Very fan. Also, i'm seriously slacking in some areas. ahh... Only good new is that i found my reading book. All thanks to Mr Wong-Ren. I think he is the one who found my book on some corridoors..hehe...THANKS MAN>..i was so happy yesterday( becz of tt book)..

Life hasnt been easy...i find a alot of flaws on myself...bad bad. I cant do things right. Right as in right. haiz. Why am i in such a state. Ew... i'm lost behind of others. Nah, see ...i speaking rubbish here again...hate it when i do this. *zip*

Ever since sec 3 starts, i have change to another person. A person who is so uncertain about everything, struggling to keep things right and above the water level. I've changed. To better or to worse? nah, guess i cannot figure out since i'm still alive. As long as i'm alive, everything will change automatically. Nothing is fixed forever, if so, maybe someone could help to freeze the time and pain. I'm not trying to hide from all these problems but yet it hard to face them when they all charge at you at the same time. ShOoo..go away..hehe..

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