Hi everyone. First of all... =Happy Teacher's Day= Yeah! Hm...this year's celebration is a special one. We (beattyians) made the record for forming the longest human chain to pass one hu-la-hook! yeah man. At first, we are all so excited. When time passes by, we became very dead..haha....maybe a little onli. Cause we are doing fun stuff while waiting to pass the golden hu-la around. We hold each other hands together and do all sorts of actions like shaking and passing down this action.we also make human waves. 3e2 are all so lively..haha..lol.
I guess, we are all very tired after the breaking of the record in 1 hour plus. I'm very happy though...=))

The performances are all very nicely done. Great dance and dancers, song and singers and most of all..the delications to all teachers. Yeah. Mr Amos got the most inspiring award. Congrats!!=)
I think every teacher deserve an award too. Give them a round of applaus!!!*clap clap x infinity* How should i put it...all the teachers have done a great job in delivering his/her lesson and not forgetting to make close bonds with the students. Last but not least, their perspiration in teaching..hehehe..Rawk on teachers, YOU have made a great difference in our school days..remarkable.=) I have many things to say, but just dont know how to put it into words. Poor language ba..Or beacause i think through lots of stuff which other people dont and then lost my trace of thoughts le...haiz..

Later, around 1 plus, i went to my primary school to look for my form teacher, Mr Tan. Yeah. My chinese teacher, Mdm Ding, has went overseas for further study....i dont have the chance to say [ All the best] to her. Hm..the chinese results i'm getting now is not that glorious to tell her..later gana scolding from her.=( I think she teaches well and help me to build a strong fundation. hehe.. Yeah, back to Mr Tan. He is a good teacher that i had not appreciate during my primary school days. He taught me English, mathematics and Science. Yeah..almost everyday have to see his face. hahaa.. Guess i didnt do well in his class. Poor english, mathematics degrading and for science..you guess lor..haha.. What's wrong with me? Thinking back, i feel so bad. I always think he is a very fierce and boring teacher. Nah nah...for who's own good? Today, i saw him and he has a lot more white hair now...time flies yet i dont think much has change in his teaching. hehe...as i was standing far looking at him..he just scolded a student and ask him to keep quiet. I'm once his student..now i understand more why he did this and that. I only got a chance to shake hand with him and said happy teacher's day and he had to go to attend to his class...I remember calling after him that i will return back the next year to see him...but i dont know if he hears me... I regret for what i used to think about him...not true anymore. I somehow cannot forgive myself. As i was standing outside the office, i saw a lot of familiar teachers. Yet, i could no longer remembered their names. I wanted to say Happy Teacher's Day to all of them yet i could not call them and before i know..they already walked away...Also, the school itself has changed a lot. Under the new principal guiding, more infrastructures are coming up and theres really a lot of changes. This school seem no longer familiar to me...I did not have memorable memories or i could no longer recalled back....i just wish i could! As i was walking from level to level, i felt the closeness...yet lonely..( i went back alone...very few wanted to come back anymore...) I was once a student, sitting in that place, listening to the teacher teaching... I felt like crying..yet i didnt..i just hold it back. Looking at the students there...shorter and carrying big bags...i just wonder how i looked like then.. If i got the chance, i would want to tell them to cherish all their time spent in the school, classmates and most of all..the teachers. Dont be like me.

That is why now i cherish all the people around me...regradless who you are or if i know you. I dont want to repeat the same mistake! The teachers now are all very caring and inspiring...guiding us through. THANK YOU. The turning point of my life is right in secondary school. Secure to be lead by them even i'm blind-folded...yup yup. Most of all...i'm very happy to have you around. You are definitely the greatest..wonderful. =)=)

Hi everyone. Glad that there is work done today..hehe..and there quite a number of helpful soul to assist me.hehee...Thanks to all..w/o u guys..i wont even able to conduct the meeting successfully..so true. I just realised the gap in between sec 1 and sec 3...hehe..they are more creative and they are so neat and cool..hehe..yup. Remembering when i was in secondary one, althought i'm just as nerd as now...i'm so anti-social at that time and didnt want to involve in anything. Its kind of bad lor...selfish thinking.hm. But now, althought now the sec 1s are more opening and sometimes can be quite rude..yet i still admire their helpfulness...yeah. Way to go.

Having kind souls around you could really brighten your everyday life. They are like cheerleaders..cheering when you are running a marthon. When you are thirsty and tired, they send you a mineral bottle and a towel. When you feel like giving up, they are there to pull you on.Reminding you that the road ahead is just chicken feet one lah..sure can do it..hehe. When you finally reach the end of the race. You realised that they are all behind the crowd, continuing cheering. Regardless of the heat or rain. They are always be there for you. To share your trouble and happiness...no matter what, all they want is for your good. So..you are never alone...=)

Hi everyone. Just now watch the homemade movie by our local director jack neo. Hm..as i was watching it..i really can find the difference between a local and overseas movie. How should i say leh..hm..i feel closer and heart warming to it. Yup. How fortunate we are now..compared to the two characters in the movie who had to worry about a pair of school shoes. The closeness between the brother and the sister are really touching. But i guess...it is hardly seen in my case. hahaa..Even though they might not have the things we have now..yet they are living their lives to the fullest and ren qing wei heng nong. local Movie can be very good one..*grin*..haha..Jia you O..

I'm very contented. Hope you are also..=)=)=)

Hi everyone. Today i went for leadership series with Janet and Li Suan. Quite a number from our class too. I'm greatly inspired by the speech and the veidos so how leadership quality in many ways. To the extend that i even went to look for Mr Boo to ask him if he could send me the files..keke..Jasmine think i got something wrong..haha..

[Serve to lead]

• Look after their needs. ( See, how lucky they are...whatever we do is for their benefit and protecting their interest.)
• Help them make a better future for themselves. ( totally agree on this..playing instruments can even find you a job in SCO or teaching students to earn living..its the skills that lead them to greater heights and flexibility when finding jobs)
• Care for them. ( Yah. care and concern help to improve relationships and to accept one another differences. Make the place welcoming for them. Very much like a second home for them...)
• DO not control them. ( So true..I myself dont like to be controlled. Yet in some ways..being controlled is better to control people in a community..dunnoe...Maybe this is something to do with the tone we use and body language. Do i control too much?)
• You persuade them and convince them. ( Yeap..something i need to work towards to...I wonder how persuasive i can be...More like how lawyers work nowadays..hm..can anyone give me some clue?haha)

Hao lah..i know i very luo Suo. Hahaha..Seriously..do i sound so Pressurised? haha...Above is all i want to share with you guys. No matter if you are a leader a not or in the committee..it would benefit hehe..yeap!

I like the sky a lot. Just looking at the sky can make me forget all the trouble. yeap. Blue and whitish...simply. How many of us do observe that as often? hehe...So..right now as you are reading...think of something pleasant. Dont let the unevenful day dragged you down. Cause, Walking out of this haze would greatly make life a smiley one..hehe...yup yup. So what you are waiting..SMILE!!=)=)=)

[Trying to be a better person]

Hi everyone. Hm..heard a lot of feedbacks today. Dealing with all these feedbacks is another huge problem..maybe i exaggerate too much le. I heard that my blog is losing its colour. Not as in the colour of the words but the content in it. How true. Maybe i use this blogging as a field to blast out my "downs"...now i make it until so uninteresting. Maybe this is a problem with blogging online. Everyone can see and somehow...it also influence other people mindset. *shake head*

Had a very long long long chat with my senior. He gave a lot of feedbacks and suggestions. I found out that i just lack in so many areas. To admit the truth, i'm quite pressurise..haha.. The welfare of the committee is all under the control of one. How well they do is how much good seeds to be put in as well as doubled the harvest. One should not take the post as a way to control the members.(dont take it for granted, or else things would be messed up). One should speak correctly under all circumstances and the tone to be used is very important. The bonding of the group is important. Discipline, paying respect, commitment, listening to instruction, dealing with matters correctly--find a peaceful means instead of blasting out so sudden more like diaplomancy, act correctly..blah blah blah..etc. Things are so complicated when we sit down and think thought and reflect back on our mistakes. Discussing all the matter in the meeting wont do much good..we dont go as far as we are supposed. Must tacker every problem. [Divide and conquer] yeap. A good meeting depends very much on how the whole group will do in the future or wadever. I wonder...

Hi everyone. Feel so sick yesterday night..thought going to be ill...better dont. Just not the right timing.. Hm, got back the A math result..looks abit bloody. Now i know why mr Koh wants to complaint le. Chemistry test was a challenging one..trying to think of the possible answers to support the statements..just trying to make sense out of what i write is already so difficult.

Thought of something. [Not to be perfect, but to be ordinary..simply] This is not a quote from any one but from myself. You can say its sook's theory. I dont know if i could make a stand out of this. Very tired now...eyes very pain. Feel like sleeping forever.

Hi everyone. I wonder when i will end my ups and downs and get on with a peaceful life. I'm still struggling to understand the subjects. The A math was a disaster. First i got setbacks from E math then now is A math. I used to think Maths are very interesting. When something that you like in the first place now become a tiring process to continue. Nevertheless, i still find some hope in them. I hope i can reach the end of the dark tunnel and emerge under the warm rays of light.
Yup. "good new" is, Mr koh said that we did quite badly for the A math function test. He seemed to be always giving feedbacks to Ms Lim.hehee..I just wonder, how many hills or waves we have to go through...

Everybody are very busy lately. Teachers, friends and family. We are so pre-occupied and our lives revolves around nothing but works and homeworks and on-coming exams. Our exam is start in the second week of october. Soon enought, we will be sitting for exam "tomorrow". I think not just me who have been going through this emotional problem. My friends too. What we do was to take turns to console one another. We know how one another feels...desperate at times..yeah..only when someone breaks the uneasyness...everything is back to normal. Haha..think all of us can be good councillors next time...hahaa..yeah. First class Councillors..hehe...

Argh...i very fan now, not just beacause of school work..many other stuffs...i so angry with myself. I'm tired..really. I shall go to the socket and recharge myself..cyaz all..=)

Hi everyone. Yup. I used to write cheerful entries. but lately..this doesnt show..
http://www.321greetings.com/listen.htm ---> kinda interesting..take a look if you want..=)

There's a poem.-THE FLOW OF LIFE

hi everyone. So tired today..*yawn* Hm...nothing much to say..just that as exam is coming nearer and nearer, the tension starts to bulid up..yah. Very fan. Also, i'm seriously slacking in some areas. ahh... Only good new is that i found my reading book. All thanks to Mr Wong-Ren. I think he is the one who found my book on some corridoors..hehe...THANKS MAN>..i was so happy yesterday( becz of tt book)..

Life hasnt been easy...i find a alot of flaws on myself...bad bad. I cant do things right. Right as in right. haiz. Why am i in such a state. Ew... i'm lost behind of others. Nah, see ...i speaking rubbish here again...hate it when i do this. *zip*

Ever since sec 3 starts, i have change to another person. A person who is so uncertain about everything, struggling to keep things right and above the water level. I've changed. To better or to worse? nah, guess i cannot figure out since i'm still alive. As long as i'm alive, everything will change automatically. Nothing is fixed forever, if so, maybe someone could help to freeze the time and pain. I'm not trying to hide from all these problems but yet it hard to face them when they all charge at you at the same time. ShOoo..go away..hehe..

Hi everyone. Today i have a very bad day. First, i cant find my english reading book. Somehow i misplaced it in school course i cant find it at home. Argh..i very vexed now. Then if i lost the book, i have to pay ten bucks or more...i dont have so much money...think i going to pay by instalment. haiz... Second, i was caught by ms Lisa for reading newspaper instead of a story book. I was so shocked when lisuan told me to look up..Oops..i thought as long as i'm reading and spending my time wisely i wont be caught. nvm..as i'm reading , i am think of my lost book. no use!!! Third, we got back out e math paper. While my heart is away thinking of where i could misplaced my book, the returning of the e math paper was like a thunder strike on me....ahhhhhhh.. Fourth, tomorrow there is ss test. Fifth, i accidentally knock my head onto the locker door...OUCH..so pain now there is a small mountain coming out...and i feel abit giddy.

How " lucky" can i be....please , i want to find back my book. Yah, i'm very careless and irresponsible and blah blah blah. =( I'm so distracted today...=(

Hi everyone. Now it has gone past 12 midnight..that means in the morning le. Cool..i'm going to sleep on the next day... It is so super stuffy here. * sweat sweat*
While you all are asleep now, i'm still awake...hehe...
If we are to draw a scenery, some might just draw the pictures and left it black and white while others might anyhow colour abit and some might colour it nicely/beautifully. It depend on us to make the difference. A difference to show your true personality. Of course, to colour it nicely required a lot of time and effort but the end product would be a master piece. Abstract art on the other hand does not require to much of "nice" colourings but it is still nice to look at. As long as we put in the effort, it might not be seen by others as nice but maybe across your art piece would have a beam of light coming out of it. Hm...i think i make it sound very complicated. =) sorry..skip it if dont understand, course maybe it is not meant to be understood.

Hi everyone. Today we have e math test. Dome! Beginning of the roller coaster i already vomit le...good or bad sign? I just realised that my classmates all can do the questions and i cant, i'm as puzzled as you are...what's the problem. My mind went blank and i cant figure it out. After the test, i was like struggling to get out the haze and carry on with. I think of all the possibilities how to face it went it is return back. I just realised, its always easlier said than done. Just for 1 test i already like that le...how! I want to laugh at my mistake and get over with it. Wo Ju shi xiao bu chu. All i get is Ku xiao. Until i told huiping and she make a silly face to cheer me up..thanks. Poor survivour i am...i die die also must acquire myself with the skill of resilience. Just go to the mirror and put your index fingers of both side of your cheek and push it up. maybe i go try..silly..

I think my negative point is that i think way too much. Lei ren lei ji...sorry to others.
After school went to eat lunch with janet. jasmine, huixin and lisuan. I laugh very hard. I hope this will make me forget the test. =) Okie, let the case be closed and lock forever. I dont want it to hunt me down ...

Haha..very human-like isnt it?yeah..remember puting up this expression before...haha..I wonder what amazed it until such extend..haha..=)) 

Hi everyone. Hm..3 days never blog..hehe..hows ya guys?

Lately, the weather is quite bad. Hot in the day and cold in the night?! hm..yesterday's night was a hot/humid one. Unpredictable..yup. What to take note is to take good care of your health. yeah. Without a heathly body, you wont be able to all the things that we are doing right now. Drink lime?! Prevention is the key..haha..

Recently, i've think throught a lot. I may not excel in anything but i also cannot give up everything. And it is also true that we humans always find faults in ourselves. I do..who dosent? The world is made such that everyone caNNot own everything but part of everything. Everyone comes together to form "everything". Okie, sometimes i think i think too much le...

Next week would be a hectic one for everyone. yeah..we going to sit on a roller coaster..haha..yeah. If anyone vomit, first thing is to take out a plastic bag and then packets of tissue paper to offer to him/her. Yeah..care for one another in short. No matter what....=)

Hi everyone. Today no school....hm..kind of slack at home. Come to think of it..how many times in the week do i get to slack.? But slacking isnt good for health..you will did nothing but eat, sleep, use computer, sleep and eat..haha...=)

Hm..tomorrow there is chemistryt test on Acid, bases, and oxides. hm..is metal hydroxides and metal oxides soluble..i still cant get it right..argh..maybe i should find a corner and meditate...ahhhhh...I forsee that i will not be sleeping early for today..hm...1 am?hhahaa...When there is something that we have to face, we should be doing it willingly..or else whats the use for forcing yourself to do something....indeed bad for health...hehe..

I find that something i used to be enjoy doing seem to be a chore to me now...i hate to admit this...i still fond of doing it..but just the thought of facing all the problems and nothing but problems and people..dampen my hopes? I wish i could find a way out cause i'm not going to give up what i want to do...I think i growing older faster nowadays...worry for so much things and all...no sooner..you will see white hair from me..hehehehehe...okie..cyaz all later..=)

Happy 40th birthdae to Singapore!!! *wink*=))) 

Hi everyone. Today there's not lessons and we have national day celebration instead.yup! It's kinda okie. I bought a packet of rojark and shared with my friends. Guess what, one packet of rojark only cost $1!!!! We got to see the upper secondary beatty idol. Alicia from 3e2 won the individuals and she sang sun yan zi's "ben". What i can say is, the minute she sang into the first line, i was so impressed. * clap clap clap* hehe..She got a powerful voice and wont be out of tune... Compared to her, i'm far far way off. I just dont sound correct when i sing into the mic. My voice is just so monotone?!? I like singing but just dont sound nice.

Went home after the celebration. Kinda bored. Around 2, huixin came to my house and we watch cds together. yeah. For the whole series, huixin only interested in looking at one of the character. hehehe..The title of the cd is E Mo Zai Sheng Bian..think so...

I cant think of any solution to solve my problem. As such, when i think of all these things, i will close my eyes and ....... Being a human isnt as easy as it sound..realli...

Hi..i dont know how to put my feelings into words..just feeling lost and useless?!? Argh, whats wrong with me? NO.........i need to stop myself before i convince myself that i'm useless. I always blinded by all the stuff around me and somehow, i feel down?!? How i wish i could brain wash myself. tata..all the fastrating matters would vanished! hahahah...i'm too far-fetched le. Just that some thoughts keep bugging me and i dont know who to turn to..except this non-living blog. Hi blog..hehe.you swallow all my rubbish..=) Feeling powerless now, maybe should turn to the main socket and recharge myself with the high voltage. I know i can be crappy at times and sorry for leting u guys listening to my same old boring music that some lately working strangely?!? I just dont know what to say..

heyhey..took this picture with qingying and sherlyn..can who are in the background?hehe..=)) 

Hi everyone. This is my 95th post. How many posts could i write in the end? hm..

Today went for A math and E math lesson. I woke up at 7.30 am. But its too late..i cant do my homework. You see, i slept early yesterday without doing my homework. I regret le, cause i had to rush and complete it..argh. Before i knew, i was walking super duper fast to school. My legs achs..i even ran when i was about to reach school.

We spend most of our time on A math. Struggling to understand the sets. All so confusing, the signs and all. What i can say is, sets are very abstracting..for me.hehe

We need ten fingers to do things correctly. And fingers is very important to us in all aspect.( musicians, secretary, etc). It just take one of the fingers not functioning well..it would affect the others and of course the person. Maybe this is not a good example. What i trying to say is, we are all one jig-saw puzzle. To form a beautiful picture, we need all the puzzles. One missing piece would make the whole picture looks werid and empty.Imagin most of the pieces are missing, there would not be an outcome and we could not see the beatiful picture behind it. Pity right? Everyone is there for a purpose...=))

Hi to all..! I think it has been quite a few days that i havent update my blog. Not that i lost interest in blogging but lately..somehow or rather, tests and other things are keeping me too occupied. SOrry about that. Today, we have biology test. and i realised that i have labeled the main drawing. Also, yesterday i slept at 1.30am just to study for the bio test since i reached home so late after CCA. Tiring man! During the revision hour, i automatically went to my bed and slept! I woke up frantically and quickly continue my long journey into the maze of HUman transport system. Going to be panda soon..hehe.

Also, i realised that the beginning of this year was a nightmare. When i'm in secondary 2, i dont fall asleep in class and was always attentive to the teachers. But now..seem like this year i have to struggle hard to keep myself awake. Sometimes to the extreme extend, i ask huiping to shake me up. haha.Bad new is, after awhile the sleepyness come back. ARGH.

I realised that when i'm very down because of this and that, i tend to neglect my surroundings, friends, teachers and family. I'm sorry. Also, the thought of time flies and a few more months would be my final year exam is like so unbelieveable. Have i learnt what i've supposed to? Many teachers are very caring towards us as they think that our pressure level had rise. You are there for me and i'm there for you. This kind of trust is really powerful.=))