hi to all..I've think through many times...no use to keep worrying about something or everything. In chinese saying..chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi. Everyone has to go through this difficult process. Some has to face it earlier or later. Something that we should hold ourselves strongly to the ground with all the roots distributed wide and also to believe something could come true. I want to do what i can for myself. I shall continue to smile and take things easily. I can, i can , i can can can!!! haha..=) Maybe things arent as confusing and difficult after all..so i shall try my best and tell you whats the result next time. I realised that lately..my posts are all very down...very adnormal. * herm* Wo mei shi de.=)

So much things happened for the past few days..so troubled.Yesterday was the worst.Somehow or rather...i wish i could keep things under good control. I'm losing grip on all the areas..like i let go of the ropes to foundation. I hate to experience this...totally no mood. Lately, people around me said that i behaves strangely...i dun think so..or maybe thats the truth.. In correspond..people behaves strangely towards me...argh. What's the problem with me...i must tell myself..i DUN CARE!(how to?)

When i'm occupied by other stuffs then studying..i feel much better. Somehow..i haven got over with everything..maybe time could help to solve everything..can i wait?

Hm..i heard of this word called resilience a lot of times ...yet i dont know the true meaning behind...A brief explanation on the surface:

1. The ability to recover quickly from illness, change, or misfortune; buoyancy.
   
2. The property of a material that enables it to resume its original shape or position after being bent, stretched, or compressed; elasticity.

Balloon burst beacause of too much pressure...rubber band snaps when we over stretch...Are humans the strongest living things on earth..? Maybe not..Plants have high adaptation. That could even grow in between cracks found through the wall...plants found on deserts...how strange. They are so independant..

hi everyone. Yesterday, it was Racial Harmony Day. I enjoyed myself a lot..you too right?=) Today, we celebrate Jasmine's birthday and after school we have to stay back to do nafa 5 item test...hm..it has been a tiring day for all of us. Volleyball game is interesting..hehe Tomorrow there is Physics test on temperature, kinetic theory of matter and pressure. Better go study le..tata..( sorry about saying the things briefly...i will update again..=)

So much things happened on friday. Yeah. That day was Ms Suah, Ms Wong and Ms Tan last day in Beatty. Either they coming back as a offical teacher or they go to other schools to teach..hm..We took photos with them.=) One day, they will make a good teacher. All da best!

Didnt went home right after school. Stayed back with Huixin to do some mathematics homework. What i observed was that..we took 2 hours or more to finish up the math graph problem solving. Wah...after looking at the graph for so long..i saw a lot of stars..hehe. After which, we decided to go home and rest before going back school for speech day.yeah!

I was on my way rushing to school to help MeiChiee sort out the blazers. In the end, i didnt help much..sorry.The uniform groups were already standing in the assembly court. Cool...Something in them that i wanted to learn from..they have close bond with one another and have discipline.How i wish CO could be like them..

Our CO performance was pushed to the last item...hm..right into the slot when the ladies in the hall went out to take their foods. Guess...when they were back from taking the food..all were eating rather then listening..nvm. But, when we played louder notes..they look up from their super duper tasty food. Yeah man! We succeed to catch their attention.hehe.

After performing, we went out and hunt for food. We were so thirsty like we were not given water to drink for the past few weeks..haha..(i'm so lame). I eat a lot of fruits, desserts, and gulped down cups of fruit punch.

That was the day when i could feel that i'm very happy. Simply happy. As i was walking home..i saw stars shining brightly..no kidding..hehe. Everything has its own place..the speech day turns out to be a successful one. Time flies...haiz...=)

Special edition..haha..we include Mr Tee in..yeah! All The Best to our 3 NIE teachers!! 

Yoz..Here are the SHE + F4..muhaha..recognise the sign we did? hahaha..photo taken with background of bio lab..=)=) 

Yeah..some of us with Ms Wong, Ms Suah and Ms Tan. Everyone is so happy. A beautiful memory to be kept within one's heart forever.=) 

Hi everyone!! =). Today i have fun during PE lesson. We played volleyball..and i'm kind of like this game. Theres a lot of time when the ball can go over the net..theres not hight and speed in the ball..( should be me ba..). After the PE lesson ended, Mr Ang ask if anyone wanted to stay behind and play a while more. YEAH!..In the end, we had quite a number of us sacrifice our recess to play..=). Sherlyn, Huixin, Mr Ang and i were in one team. Sherlyn is good, huixin is trying very hard to hit the ball and in the end succeed. Mr Ang was alway there to catch our ball which could not pass over the net and hit it to the another court. We called this "Ping-pong volley ball match"..which means that we could hit the ball even thought we had hit it continuously or hit the ground once or twice.

Today our chemistry lesson was took over by Mr Amos. He told us about wanting us to get a majority of A2 and 5-7 A1. Theres a goal for us to achieve yet theres a price to pay and a distance to cover. As what Ms Loo says, Without planning is to plan to fail.....yah..motivation starts from a goal which we need to aim at. I had a very bad experience in primary school. My PSLE result was not that good...221. Lower than anyone else ba..I have the confidence to do better yet it did not turn out at it was..well..haiz..There was this kind of diasppointment..i dont know..like you lost something. A war against myself..nothing but myself? Will this kind of thing happen again? I feel so empty now...An endless fall without knowing where you are going. Now, i'm going to try to grow wings to control where i'm going, a destination.a hope. I'm actually quite uncertain about the future..but i can do something for now...=)

hi ppl. Lately, A-math and E-math graphs are giving me a lot of problem. So fastrated!!!! argh. And i didnt do well for these tests..=(. Nvm..must smile.=) Speech day is on friday and we are going to perform Xing Kong and Hai Lang Ge which we played before for SYF...why they choose difficult one..hahaha...jk. I just know that lately..i'm performing below standard for everything..practically slacking. When would i gain the momentum? i swing i swing i swing swing swing!!.hehe=)

Hello! hm..tomorrow theres geography test and E math graph test..*ahhh*...i really hope i could last the whole day for tomorrow...-_-"

nice scenery...everything is so peaceful. I like the colour of the sky and the clouds!!!! =)..may peace is found in everyone's heart..=) 

In the morning, we had mass exercise. Intially, it took quite awhile for us to get into place and space out. When the music starts, only Mr Chan was doing the workout. The workout seemed to be a little too silly but nevermind. The part that i like most is all of us doing the kalang wave from the front to the back then back to front. haha..so fun! Althought when the wave got smaller and smaller when it reaches to the back. I find this is actually quite effective to get our blood boiled up first..hehe..Also, it was quite pleasing to see the outcome of the wave..so impressed...hahaha =) =)

later, we had role play in biology lesson and our group {huixin, jasmine, huiping and i} present a process why by one got injuried then how bacteria went into the wound and also how the white blood cells play the role of fighting infections in body. Overall, we are in the fourth position. Some of them said that our fighting part before someone got wounded was real..actually no lah..just that we want to make it realistic..haha..(so embrrassing!)

After school, LiSuan, huixin, huiping and i invite some new teachers from NIE to go our to hocker centre to eat. They are Ms Wong, Ms Suah and Ms Tan. Its quite fun to eat out with them since they sometimes crack jokes about one another..hehe..they look more like elder sisters of ours.haha..=) yeah! They wont be long with us since they going to leave bty next week..oh...I got to see the causal side of teachers.haha...teachers are indeed friends to us..yup! *wink*

Around 3.05 pm, LiSuan, huixin and i had to be back in school to attend CO practice for speech day.Ew..so tiring. Sometimes, i get very "tired".Yah..is the kind of response that you get and the actions. Conveying a message across is really hard. Lacking in 2 way round response really create misunderstanding. So chim to understand..argh!

Eloz to everyone! It has been a tiring day for all of us..i guess...hm. Today we had physics lesson with Miss Suah and Mr Amos. Miss Suah is good in teaching..she could give relevant examples to the topic that we are supposed to learn. But, one thing about her is that, she talks very fast. As she said the answer to the question, i could hardly copy finish one-quater of the answer. Maybe i should really practice multi-task now...to be more prepared for this kind of situation.hahahas

One thing that Mr Amos touch on is " Whats the outcome of eductaion?" Like what he said, its not on accemdic results but more of character development for nowadays...Generation has changed and students like us somehow are different from students in the past..hm..( more towards the negative side)...This topic really caught my attention and how true it is....yah,I have no right to criticise anyone here and i'm not perfect as others..Have i show care and concern to people around me? Have i ever be poliet to teachers? Did i show consideration to others? Have i show leadership qualities? I have to much question to ask myself..yet i could not answer any of them...what a joke..nvm. But, to be a better person is something that i look forward to..=) Studying is just a partial reason for coming to school...somehow or rather, theres more meaningful stuff as human interaction and encouragement. Althought, for us(3e1), studying might be the first piorty for most of us..it can be boring too. Argh...

Later in the afternoon, we had 2.4 km run. For all these years, the thing i afraid most is this event...omg. When i saw how huge the stadium is, i just felt that i'm an ant in the universe...wa...one step you take out is neligible.haha. Something happened..Sherlyn's teacher-in-charge did not give her the coloured card when she on her last round. Instead, i got the card first even thought we ran together. hm....And beacause of this, her timing wasnt as good what she wants..I really hope that the PE department could do something about that...=(

Afterwhich, sherlyn lent me money to buy ice-cream..Shiok..hahha..Espically after the run. When i'm on the track running, i felt to hopeless..but at least theres sherlyn beside me. She is the one who keep me running even thought i insist to walk. Althought we didnt talk ( save energy) yet i could feel someone is beside me who is also struggling with me. This comfort me as the usually i ran alone. But also theres negative side to running together..( slow each other down? or i slowing her down..)..Nvm..it's over anyway. Yeah! say bye-bye to the field until next year..haha..

Huixin, Huiping and i went NTUC to buy some stuffs to put into the yogurt. hm...gonna try them tomorrow...=)

I think that's about all. I still have a lot of homework not yet done. Happy New Year to me..hahha...Better make sure i did them before the submiting date..not like today...argh!

Hi to everyone. I guess you all are also busy too..yup.Lately, i kind of lost myself in the mist of trying to complete every single homework that are procrastinated since 2 weeks ago..argh..and i always find myself drifting to sleep when i suppose to complete something urgently and for me...the timing isnt correct as i have to wake up from my sleep..( disturbed =( ) and work throught the night and sleep on the next day..Luckily, i got used to it..just hope that i could get rid of the bad habit.

What's the meaning of friendship?I'm kind of stunned when i'm being ask this question.. What you all think? I guess we had already gone past our innocent friendships in primary school or even in kindergarten since we are more mature now..However, the problems start to surface here and there. We are more mature and tends to think more deeply. The thing is, i dont want to discuss further more as i think that..it is easlier to be said than done. Right?You all agree?

From the day we are born, we are truely unique. Why i say that? Because..You got your genes from you father and mother who are of different characteristic. The end product would be a totally new, special baby.(yourself.) This cycle continues on and on and every offspring is indeed a gift.Therefore, one should not choose who to be friend with or show favouritism to one person. It would be a lost if we accidentally or purposely did that. Making a friend is better to have an enemy. Everyone could be the stars above. The only difference is that how brightly we shine. We only notice the brightest star of all and somehow or rather neglect the others who might be struggling to get the brightness...

Oh yeah, today we have our A math test. Hm..i just know that i keep struggling to write finish my statments when Mr Koh reminds us that we have 10 more minutes. I hate to rush. Later, when we pass up all our papers, i just stoned there and partially listen to my friends giving comments on the test. I feel that the surrounding is very noise yet i keep my mind empty. Somehow..i like the peace..helps me to get out of the reality a short while. haha

I think i'm going back to my usual long-winded self..haiz..i think you all are also very tired of always looking through the crap that i've just written..hm..hahah =)

It was a tiring day...for the whole day, Jasmine, huixin, huiping and i stayed at our stall to expain our prototype.hm..at first i'm quite afraid to speak infornt of the public. But, after a few trys, i got the hang of it..i admit that my presentation isint as good as Jasmine. Jasmine is really good at talking and convicing people. I'm so tried when it was just noon. Yah, still got a long way to go. And my brain is woking at a slower rate then usual, i could sit there and stone there. During the afternoon, Students from the other schools came in. I'm so nervous..and they are not as friendly as our school students. Even when i gave out flyers, they just walked away and never look at my direction. Argh..and got one guy said that he is still young and does not need it ( refers to our brolle) What kind of remark is that? Nevermind. So..like what i said.. the science and technology end completely.yeah! A big thanks to all the teachers for helping us directly or indirectly...it was indeed a great experience for me...and my group and i had goals for next time..yup yup..=) =) =)Cool ..what a day..yup..

Hm..seems like quite long never blog here.Today is Science and Technology day.We set up our booth in the early morning.Our 2nd prototype was very unstable and jasmine and i have to go to the D&T workshop to ask for help.In the end, Mr Foo help is to attach 3 acrylic pole to the 3 tripod stand. It took a long time before the glue stick.Finally the time came, and the judges came round to our store. Jasmine was our main spokeman.yup. She did well and explain clearly. The judges ask us to think deeper such as puting the walking stick in umbrealla and what could be put into the walking stick instead of umbrella. Hm..that one we have to think of it. In the end, we got merit. Tomorrow, we have to continue to stay at our stall as students from our school and other schools would come around. It's gonna to be very messy. I just hope that we could end the job completely...a complete full stop.

Yoz, here is a class photo taken with Mr Amos and Miss Lim.Their birthday is around the corner.Yup!! Wishing our teachers--HAPPY BIRTHDAY!=)) 

So..I'm feeling kinda low now..Hope that after blogging i will feel better..

Today we have X country. I sat jasmine's father car to the place. Didnt know that that place is so near to my house..diao..next time i should take my own bus rather than distrubing people's sleep..so sorry. Sherlyn and i decided to do a slow jog all through all the journey...somehow or rather, sherlyn got some problem with her right leg..Then we began to walk some...A lot of people later caught upwith us...nevermind...i'm not there to get the top 50 position..not unless when sherlyn was having difficulties..Whatever it is, She manage to run finish the whole race...DETERMINATION. So proud of her..Yup..Qingying got the first place for B-division girls...hippie hurray...GO QY! Oh yeah..i'm abit chao ta liao....ouch!

We had to do some changes to our science and technology project. It is kind of last minute changes. Maybe we should really give it a try. We wont know unless we have the spirit to force our way through for the next few days before sci & tech day.Wooh..challenging..

Today is also Hui Xin's birthday. Happy 15th birthday to HX!!! WE bought cake and some other food at mac to celebrate with her...I'm gald that she is happy on that day!!!=) yup

We also went to MOE Excel fair at Suntec level 4. One word i want to say is "Impressive".They somehow have everything ready and presentable. We have a long way to go...must learn something from them.Oral communication is also very improtant..indeed..it must have took them a lot of courage to explain and present their project to the judges and the public...Cool and steady!!