Title : [ ups and downs ]
Today,i went swimming with Huiping.Not too bad,we have a good swim.I just dont know what's wrong with me,i swam a lot of laps in the deep and medium pool.I got sun-burnt on my face and arms...=)After which,Meichiee,Huiping and i went to LoNg JoHn SiLver to have our lunch.Full enough...yup.We went to library as huiping got something to ask me.yah.We took pics on the phone when we were in the library.Guess what?We were caught on the spot by a librarian.Yah..better behave ourselves if not..we are gonna be kicked out from the library.Ew,how embarrassing.Later,we went for SYCO rehearsal concert.It's free entry.Since Huiping was with us,i decided to try my luck to ask my CO members if they got another ticket for her.Huiping was so elated when she knew that she could come along with us*wink*.We were to go to Singapore conference hall for the concert.From the starting of the concert,i have never lift my eyes off them.i didnt manage to get in the music camp..yah..from them,i saw them as all very professional ones.Cool and steady.A girl who is 17 yrs old could perform with the other SCO members.Her Zhong ruan Skills were far far better than mine.I should really think through what I've done for the last 4 and a half years.No progress?Just slacking around?But what i know is ....i have a great interest in Music.Espically Chinese orchestra.Since i've have step out and pull myself through thoes difficult and endless learning from just a beginner till now..i dont i could not continue further.My aim is not getting famous or what,but just to bulid up my confident in my zhong ruan skills.I'm really lack in confident in things that i wanted to do.My weakness huh...When we are on our way home,i was really silent and just listen to meichiee and huiping chat.Thoes sence from the concert keep flashing across my mind and i keep thinking about who i wanted to be..why..how...then...a lot of questions went throught my mind.It just make me more miserable.Nah...of cos i will get over it.cos..it would be bad for health.haha..=)i know what to do.So many things happened.-_--troubled,silly-
