Hello people.I wanted to blog on monday..but no time..I like the assembly topic.The struggle of the butterfly...It no need anyone's help..but to force it's way out alone..independently..and of cause with determination. Isnt it also part of our life..to struggle and learn. The struggling process isnt always smooth..sometimes you will feel worn out..i do...a break?!?

Lately, i just feel that i'm 2 headed.No time for this and that..I sleep on the next day very often now..espically after school reopen. There's always alot of things to complete..I even have to rush to do this homework and that..yah...shows that my time management sucks...really...=(

1. Science and technology project..posters,diary,prototype
2. Moblog..(competition starting..need to clear things up)
3. Chemistry tys
4. Book review
5. i want more sleep!

Things didnt go as what i thought..complicated. How on earth things get the way they are? Cant we lead a simple life...?!? A word can harm one person unknowingly, an act could lead to misunderstanding, anything would. When come to this kind of problem..you tried to think throught your words when you say it out..too fake? Different people will react differently to things...Hence, we have to give in and take..try to talk things out nicely and find a suitable solution. Being at the top of the prymaid isit a easy job.You will need the base to support you further up.Without the base..you are just nothing...really..what i actually trying to say is...everyone's presence has his/her own purpose.No matter where you are, what you are doing..even a simple job has its importance...isnt it part of the nature? I just dont know why...i;m feeling so down. Hopeless...hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..ARGH..I'm so unsure of myself..who can help me....okie..i'm just trying to clear my doubt..sorry about the rubbish i written above...

[I'm not perfect..not as you think]

So..school gonna reopen tomorrow. I just know that i'm not prepared to go back yet..maybe..haha..or i've slack at home too much..Fear of passing up the homeworks..haha...whatever it is..i will go school one!! Hm..the classroom decoration is about done..but dunnoe if can anot..I going to stay up late tonight to try and finish some work..and maybe sleep one the next day..haha..I scare i cant wake up the next morning..argh...New challenges ahead..unforsee..School going to reopen TOMORROW>>>>

When to East Coast withh Meichiee and Huixin.Today's is Meichiee's birthday..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!Huixin wanted to go there to learn how to roller blade and I'm going to improve on my slow roller blade skills..Meichiee went to cycle. Whenever i call out to huixin, she will lost her concentration and become very unstable.Hm..better not call out to her anymore. FALL TO FLY..yup...School is going to reopen in 2 more days time,and i havent finish my homework..ARGH...

Science and technology group..From the left:Huixin,Huiping,me,Jasmine. BROLLE~ 

I went to school early to meet the others.Those who went to Xi An..they had to pass up their China Immersion Project.They did a great job,but the teachers ask them to edit here and there...kind of problematic. Today is what i called a "play day".hehe..we are allow to explore through the werid but interesting things in the basket that miss lim took out from behind the classroom cardboard.Whee..so fun!I like the one where you need to allow the paper folding of the tree to stand in a solution and later...it will bloom out leaves(or so-called- cotton)..haha..yah..and other which you need to connect it to the switch and on it before you can see a glow from the spikes-like-lamp..hm..so cool....:p Miss lim also bought boxes of chocolate and sweets..haha..yummie..hahah... I like the strawberry, lime and lemon flavour sweet.hahah..yah..(but it always stick to my teeth...haha) We are like eating and eating through out the day..haha..so full..*burp*Miss lim find her way to draw on the wall right at the front of the classroom.She uses the OHP to put the pictures up then trace over.Hm...my neck is so 'suan' like going to break soon after trying to stand on the table and colour...imagin how much miss lim need to go throught to tace, outline,and colour..wa..haiz..My head will drop off by then...haha..yah..Huixin,Jasmine,Huiping and i went home quite late...

hi everyone. If you all are bored..maybe you try out the following question..not harm..if not..just skip to the last.yup..here it begins.."Who in the first place invent yoghurt?""who in the first place want to try it..?"""Who in the first place want to do boil the milk..instead of drinking it just from the package..?"and finally.."why we need to do yoghurt as our biology project?".Actually..all the above questions are not for human to explain..bad for health..so dont bother to think so hard for it..hehe ;).Yah..here it goes...Today we had another meeting for the biology project.Yoghurts yoghurts..haha..break up is...You will hurts..haha..lame hor..hehe..We try 3 methods to the yoghurt...plus yesterday's 4 methods..total will be 7 method liao. Yesterday..we managed to get one of the methods smell like yoghurt but did not look like yoghurt..yah..all the rest is haiz..haahah...but we wont give up until the very last day...we must succeed!!hahha..yah..my big mouth again..[action reaction]..aha..yah..=)..Everyone..Jia you O..dont care how many times we failed..we must try and try..All of us are going back home to try..the next day we will have 12-15 samples le...our life depend on all that..haha...jk..What kind of person exactly i am?[who am i]..theres a lot of things happening around me..i cant just shut my ears and eyes and pretend that nothing had happened.Heartless will settle everything in less than a second..but..i cant..yah..

Hm..today is yoghurt day.Why i say that?Cause our biology yoghurt project group which is consist of Kelvin,Huixin,Jasmine,Huiping and me,going to start on our project finally..heh heh..Seems like everything is squeeze to the last..Jasmine and huiping went to buy the milk for doing the yoghurt and plain yoghurt, while huixin and i going to meet up before going my house.I was on my way down to meet huixin at the ma-ma shop..then i realised that my shirt had a hole and the side...not that big.Then after waiting for huixin about 15 minutes...i decided to go back and change my shirt and bring some money down to buy drinks..heheh..Then, when i was at my void deck..Chua Teoh Guan appeared from no where.I was so shocked to find him at my void deck though he live quite near to my block.Then after that, we went to look for huixin.--everything cut short--hehe..We did the yoghurt a lot of times and change our method of preserving.Huixin kept reminding us to sterilise the untensils..hehe..we always forget..but in the end ..dont think some will work..Need to put the yoghurt in fridge overnight..What i know is..we could not make good cooks..haha.yah..all the measurings are 'aga-aga'hahah..yah...Jia You..Tomorrow we are continuing with the yoghurt making...=)

HeLLo people.I went out with the whole family to PS. We went to the food courts.My brother and i ordered some kind of BBQ fish and chicken sets.Hm..really nice. Next time you all should go and try=)..yah..once in a while lol..cause the food is kind of heaty.yup.Later, my brother left for pooling. He is showing great interest in that..We later when to carefour to shop.Nothing much actually..my mom could make a real good shopper.She just went ahead leaving my father and I following her. Once or twice..we got lost..hehe..Then i was like searching through the crowd for my mother.She wore pink blouse and black skirt..hm..that's the clue to find her..heh heh.I'm definitely have not inhert her ability.I was so tired after walking non-stop.After which, we took mrt back to Toa Payoh and i left for library and they went to Turf City..OMG..they still got the energy to shop.hehe..

Holiday is gonna be over.Yet...my homwork is not progressing that fast.

Hello. Today i slept till 10 o'clock.Who can help it huh? The weather was perfect for beauty sleep..haha..jk.Hm..forgot that today my mother wanted to go Johor.Maybe i should really accompany her there since during the holidays, i'm either in school or at home using computer.Argh..still got lots of homework havent do yet..Long journey to Johor.*yawn*I always gets bus sick one. Maybe the liquid in my ears cant balance.yah..wanna puke.hehe..not that until that extent but..haha.To cut it short, we went there and were practically eating throughtout the whole journey. Think i'm going to grow fat after all the high inputs but low outputs.Eat,eat,eat.Bought a shirt and lots of junk foods..hehe..yah.Malaysia got stuffs that Singapore does not sell one..hm.. There is one huge misconception.Is that..Malaysia doesnt always sell things cheaper than Singapore.It depends.Yah.Still most of them are.hehe..A great day out with mother..=)=)

I got this picture from friends.They went Xi An with school. Behind them is Bi1 Ma3 Yong3..isit awesome? A picture can tell a lot things..hehe..=) 

Sometimes i just wonder why we are the way we are. People around me behaves so strangely. Not beacause of something happened then i say that. Just that i feel so blur and lost. A word that we say out could make a person happy/sad/angry/worry..See..how powerful our mouth can do..it just all link back to saying right thing at the same time, think before you say yet not forgeting what you what it to actually mean. hm..i dont know. Someone might also undergo mood change and it's because of you or something. i dont know. Is like you actually dont mean that,then everything is messed up. Do u all actually feel that before. Its so hard to know or even guess how people around me feel. Maybe i'm not sensitive enought.Thats bad. Argh..anyway..people,continue to smile and welcome everyday!!!Everything got its own meaning. It just takes time. =)

Today,i'm also very happy too. Didnt know that little things can make me happy...plainly.Today, qingying,huiping ,shiqing and i went out together.First,we were supposed to meet at 8,but in the end shiqing was late..haha..she 8 then woke up..hahah..Then we ordered the breakfast set meal again which i'd eaten with qingying before.Qingying when and took the trouble to buy four 'you tiao' for us..haha..so good.But if more people coming it would be better.Yanshan had to go swimming with her brother,Jasmine dont feel like going out,and huixin was really busy with her piano.Nevermind,shall go again with them.;) Later,we went to take MRT to Eunos then we then found out that how stupid we were.We could actually take bus 13 from where we were in the morning.Hm..so much of hunting in the early morning..haha..=). We finally reach EAST COAST PARK..haha...shiqing invite me to roller blade.Hm..why not..ahah since i dont even know how to cycle.=(We put on our knee caps and hand protective thing.HAHAHA..we wore them wrongly..haha..the owner there was like beat us on our hand(joking with us).We were liked to embarrassed. Qingying and huiping went for single bicycle.Before shiqing and i even started on our roller blading..they were already out of sight.So 'much' of encouragement to me..haha..my first time roller blade leh.The the uncle there taught me to blade on the sand.I need to keep my feet in V-shape..and bend down my knees and my shoulder to the front..OR ELSE I WOULD FALL!!! Ahhh...to tell the truth..i hate to fall.I scared to fall.Hm..i know..that shouldnt be the way to learn blading..but...yah..there's this great fear. When i started out the roller blade...my legs were like shaking terribly..argh.I always forgot what the uncle told me..then i kana so-called-scolded.=(He said," If you dont do what i say(old people saying),I will fall." and " keep ur knees bend or and your shoulder pushed forward,or else i will just let you fall."..hearing these,i was like so nervous,the word 'fall' gave me cold sweat.After about 5-10 minutes of practicing,he called me to the path way and i was like..ahhhh...i was moving uncontrolledbly. I stable myself quickly.(scared of getting scolded again..)You see, my life depends on the 8 small wheels.All my nerves in my body were like so tense up.The uncle helped me to cross over the hump and there..i was let go and on my OWN.Dont know if its a bad thing or a good thing.Ahhh....The uncle when back to his stall liao.No more help, even shiqing went blading on her own. The uncle also said earlier that dont care about people looking at you or laughing at you; just take your time and move slowly;...Yah..so true.On the lane, i saw people who were more 'pro' then me blade past me so fast( i could feel the wind when they when past me).Herm.yah..i know i'm very pathetic infront all of them. I also dont know what happened to me, i fell.Fell forward.i support myself with my fingers.Ouch...buring hot.Okie.I stood up again..balance myself and continue. I wanted to learn how to blade.I felt so useless if i cant even blade or cycle at the end of day.yah..I pushed myself forward.My back was like going to give in any minute.Before i know,i fell again.This time was fell backwards.Right on my butt.OUCH!!okie...so later part was even worse.I fell forward and backward, landing on my butt for like more than 10 times.Okie..i know i'm lousy. Guessed what.I fell on my butt when a group of cyclists were ahead of me.This is so great...=(( think they can have a good laugh).Got once, when i fall awkardly,this woman ask if i'm okie.Yah..thx.IN the end, i couldnt even go ove rthe hump.Shiqing could.IMpressive..impressive enought for me.Yah.I could easily hear qingying's laughters when i landed on the path way...Later, we decided to change roller blade to double bicycles.Yah..since i couldnt cycle, i sat at the back while huiping was infornt.Shiqing shared the bicycle with qingying.Quite fun.I got a few blue blacks on my legs. We were like cycling all around EAST COAST PARK. So tiring.Somemore,we lost our way back when it was about the time to hand over the bicycle to the uncle. Huiping got difficulty going up the slope.JIa you.I told her she could do it and i cycled harder at the back to push ourselves forward.Qingying and shiqing got no difficulty going up.Yah.We took away foods from the hocker centre and decided to eat on the stone wall.I looked forward to see the sea.Yah..like it.Everytime i go East Coast i would not miss a chance to sit on the stone wall. After a long while.We were back to the starting point..phew.My butt achs. We had our lunch on the stone wall.Cool.My first time...Just hope that theres no high tide.Or else..i dont know who were we supposed to get down there..ahh..haha.=) It was so peaceful up there..yah..enjoy its calmness.We took bus 13 back home.Qingying wanted to go home.Shiqing,huiping and i hang around at toa payoh.We ate crackers.Huiping was so busying taking handfull of them.hahha...so funny..hehe...After which, time for us to go home.It was a tiring day, but i'm happy.*yawn*. we can find happiness easily..just that how we look at it.No need to go expensive places or what.Just here!

This is the first time in the holiday that i actually feel happy..althought there's a lot of things are not done. My mother,grandmother,brother and i went out secretly leaving my father wondering where we are.haha..so fun!!That's was my mother's idea.=).hahah...it had been so long since we care to even go out together..maybe that's what i want for long.i'm really happy.I could eat as much as i want, since my mother was in a happy mood.hehe..dunnoe why also..hm..must investicate.heh heh.So we go to bread Talk and bought breads which cost a total of $4.70 for 3..so ex..but my mother dosent seem to mind at all..hehe.then we walk around toa payoh central.I saw come across this very nice shirt.wanted to buy it but there is no size to choose.hm..nevermind.Next time ba.Then we go and eat KFC..heh heh.Eating is always my favourite hobby.hehe. I didnt see someone who saw me me instead.Kinda sorry.I always seem to look at people,but actually my mind is empty.hm..yah..werid me. I feel so bloated after eating a set meal.Phew...dont care liao..just grow fat only what.haaha..yah..actually not too fat lah..haha..yah.So happy today,i hope u all are feeling happy right now..its really hard to find a time when u feel really happy..as in real HAPPY.So..dont let this happiness go away so fast..GRAB HOLD OF IT..haha..yah=)yup yup..

So..today started off with a bad happening..yah..I'm really guilty of what I've done..seriously. I also dont know what happened to me lately...always make people around me angry. Would i get strike by lightning for my bad...haiz..i regret.It's beacause of me, then followed by an awkard good-bye. A big emptyness overwhelmed me..=(

My friends are back from Xi An..Heard that they have a good time there..great.=)..ten days w/o seeing them,w/o chatting with them online.Nevertheless,they are back!Welcome back.=)

[Friendship.hardship.broken.sorry.smile.unhappy.forever]

Today, I went out with Qing ying.It was so fun.=)In the morning, We actually wanted to meet up for breakfast.Guess what!She was still at home when i went to her house after waiting for so long.She was probably just got up from bed.Nvm,I'm patience with late comers..hahaha..jk.Hui ping was also late for 1 hour the day before.We went online to do some blogger stuffs.Later, we walk to Lor 8 market to have our breakfast.We ordered 2 breakfast set which comprised of 2 half boiled egg,1 cup of tea,2 slice of bread.Hm..Qing Ying even bought 2 you tiao.Hm....today's breakfast was so delicious.I was practically bloated after that.*burp*hahahah..Omg,i lost my paper which i need it to collect my new spectalces.How?Qing ying went home with me to look for that pathetic piece of paper.Didnt find it back.Nevermind,shall go to the person and beg for my specs.hahahah..We went to toa payoh central and qing ying wanted to look for a sun-glasses.Cool gal.The person at the counter ask me to be back at 12 something for my collection of specs.Qing ying wanted to buy SUPER RING for her church friend.We went to look for it up and down.It seems that SUPER RING is gonna to be EXTINCT real soon..hahahahha...We only manage to find super ring when we went to the 7th shops.

1. NTUC(interchange)
2. Value dollar shop
3. watson
4. 7-11
5. Cold storage
6. NTUC( near courts)
7. Ma-ma shop

Phew.hahha...mission accomplished.Hurray.Later we went to deliever the super ring to the church,then went to look for qing ying's sun glasses,back to collect my specs.We decided to walk home.My feet were so sore after so much of walking. So proud of ourselves that we could actually do away with bus!hahahah...

What a goody morning i have.=)..Counting down now...Hx and others going to be back from Xi An tomorrow.It seems like yesterday they just left.haahha...10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,.........:p

Hm..I'm having problem with posting pictures to the other blog.And also,the colour change link is missing.So great.Please with me a break.Why I always get myself into these.hm..haha..my brain is going to explode!!!Argh.The class decoration is somehow complete up to 70%.Still left the sides(dont know which colour to use.Shall see.),yah and the drawings..hm.mrs singh want to draw on the papers.Miss lim's student just came today and help to draw on the green portion.Cool.I'm really impressed.Throught out the whole process,huiping and I keep looking at what he draw,also casting one another winks."He draw until very nice leh!!!!"Dont think I'm able to draw like him..haha..it need skills..yah,skills!hahah..=)After one week of holiday,I just realise that I failed to plan on any things.Poor planing.Just that a lot of things happened within one and a half weeks."Action,Reaction"Got this from a movie.Think I'm "Action,Reaction slow".yah.What kind of person am I? I always find my character getting bad to worse.haha..yah lor.Too much crap liao.hehe.

Today,I feel so out of place.Argh.Nvm....at least there's Huiping to listen to me..hahaha.I think I'm just talking crap lah, not any useful to her.hahaha.It helps though.Feel alittle better.Thx huiping.Meichiee should really careful what she eat.hm..dont eat too heaty stuff.=)yah.Huiping,meichiee and i met up at Toa payoh central.We went to the popular and find that what we want was out of stock.(actually is we buy finish the stocks..hahaha)We went to KFC and eat out early lunch.Dont know what happen to us today,we just kept provoking one another.Dotz....hahahah..3 more days..in 3 more days time,they will be back from XI AN.Wonder how are they now..having lots of fun?=)=)It's so cool to go out of country with friends.Just u and me ,u and me.That's all.=) Realised something.Nothing is perfect.why on Earth is there perfectionist?I'm just asking for too much.yah.Hai yo,what i talking...ahhaha..:P

Guess where we are?haha..yah,in the train.=)Left,Madeline->me-->Mei Chiee..:P 

Today,i went swimming with Huiping.Not too bad,we have a good swim.I just dont know what's wrong with me,i swam a lot of laps in the deep and medium pool.I got sun-burnt on my face and arms...=)After which,Meichiee,Huiping and i went to LoNg JoHn SiLver to have our lunch.Full enough...yup.We went to library as huiping got something to ask me.yah.We took pics on the phone when we were in the library.Guess what?We were caught on the spot by a librarian.Yah..better behave ourselves if not..we are gonna be kicked out from the library.Ew,how embarrassing.Later,we went for SYCO rehearsal concert.It's free entry.Since Huiping was with us,i decided to try my luck to ask my CO members if they got another ticket for her.Huiping was so elated when she knew that she could come along with us*wink*.We were to go to Singapore conference hall for the concert.From the starting of the concert,i have never lift my eyes off them.i didnt manage to get in the music camp..yah..from them,i saw them as all very professional ones.Cool and steady.A girl who is 17 yrs old could perform with the other SCO members.Her Zhong ruan Skills were far far better than mine.I should really think through what I've done for the last 4 and a half years.No progress?Just slacking around?But what i know is ....i have a great interest in Music.Espically Chinese orchestra.Since i've have step out and pull myself through thoes difficult and endless learning from just a beginner till now..i dont i could not continue further.My aim is not getting famous or what,but just to bulid up my confident in my zhong ruan skills.I'm really lack in confident in things that i wanted to do.My weakness huh...When we are on our way home,i was really silent and just listen to meichiee and huiping chat.Thoes sence from the concert keep flashing across my mind and i keep thinking about who i wanted to be..why..how...then...a lot of questions went throught my mind.It just make me more miserable.Nah...of cos i will get over it.cos..it would be bad for health.haha..=)i know what to do.So many things happened.-_-

Here's the a picture of zhong ruan.=) 

Ruan
The ruan is a short-neck lute with a history of 1,600 years. It is known as qin pipa or ruanxian during ancient times. There are different types of ruan : daruan, zhongruan, xiaoruan and diruan.
www.sco.com.sg

I play zhong ruan,and sometimes da ruan.I like the music that it makes.Really=)

That's the whole SCO group photo.I have teachers in there..=)..just hope that...

He is the assistant conductor=)-Quek Ling Kiong.Saw him on stage conducting the SYCO today..hm..i'm really impressed by their performance!!

He is the SCO's(Singapore Chinese Orchestra) music conductor.=)-Maestro Tsung Teh-Hope that one day i would be able to have a little chat with him..only if there's a chance.........

This looks so interesting,isn't it?Looks like a combination of frog outline,chess board,dog footprints,toothedge leaf,snake,branches.haha..hm..take a closer look,maybe you will find more than what I've just mention.=)=)

Hi to all,it has been a few days since I've blogged.Sorry about not updating it.=)I will find time and blog here one..no worrys;)hahaha..Lately,I'm busying doing up the moblog and also an external blog with skins.yah.Now then I realised that doing a blog requires one to have a basic knowledge about the templates styles and all.The scripts in the templates are kinda complicated and it took me more than a few hours to figure it out.Slow huh?hahha.Nevermind,I've learnt from the process too=)=).The class decoration is still under "construction work".Huixin go overseas liao,she will be coming back in 8 more days time.Wonder how are they now...(in XI AN)I'm very scared that the colour combinations , the arrangement of the colours and the pasting wont be nice.What if it dosent appear good?What will they think?hai ya...sigh*Hope it will be nice leh..-_-'This week gonna be real busy.haha..yah,the fact that I don't mind it too..=)*yawn*
gtg,stay TUNE=)=)