Mei Chiee:todae's chinese exam so chim...i juz noe dat e setter iz my chi teacher so angry bcoz nvr give us tips....hello everyone!for those who duno mi...im mei chiee from 2e4...haha u can get along wif mi well one bcoz i lame-_-'''

So here is a follow up of the syf.Hm..We got bronze for syf.How should i put it...i have alot of mix feeling.Happy?Sad?Disappointed?Guilty?Argh...It has been quite a long time since i cried.I cried together with some of the CO members right after we got the result.Overall,our conductor and teachers-in-charge think that we had done well.Anyway,the sec 4 senoirs are going to officially need not come to any CO practice anymore as they need to concentate on their O-levels.I will miss all of them.Our president,Madeline,did alot for us.Parting will be another hard process for me.Whatever it is,i wish all of them good luck and get good result.=) Always stay in touch!!!

Hey hey,today we had our ss test.I'm not very confident in it.I missed out points here and there.I feel kind depressed.But,that dosent last long.I think through alot,if i did not do well in this test,i will do better in mid year!Tomorrow its a big day for me or even other CO members.The day will come and we would know how our effort would be paid off.I always enjoy the process of the training.No regret.I hope i would not be freak out when come up to the stage.Stage fright huh?hm...argh.Not forgetting that i will also miss all my lessons.

Today,after chinese lesson,we went out of class to go to the Chinese Orchestra room to assemble and practice for our syf.I just dont feel it's the right time to come out,since we had lessons and which would be tested in mid year exam.Hm..anw..sfy is also very important!I just cant imagine if we gave up at the very last minute,think i would go crazy liao.hehe.Two more days...just two more days.Yah.This few days,there are tests(ss test and geo test).It kinda adds to my stress.I dont want to do badly in the tests.Everything seems to be falling apart.NO...this should not continue,i shall fight till the end.Mid-year exam also coming soon.Or should i say very soon.Yah,looking forward to june holiday.But first,i need to work hard.When you put in your every effort into the things that you are doing,usually you wont regret what result you get.Cause you already put in you best effort.Work done= force X distance

Today got back my chinese test paper...didnt do well,yup.Got back my chemistry paper,realised that my concept wasnt really there.Stayed back to attend the Science and Technology project with Jasmine,Huixin and Hui Ping.The incharged person there was Jenny.She was very friendly though.=)Jasmine,Huixin and Huiping vote me to be the leader.Harr..guys,i dont know if i can take up the job as a leader one lei...So,this project is going to a real,serious one..hehe..as in we need to put in our efforts.=)..yup.Maybe after all,this prototype works..hehe..that would be great.yah?So 3e5 took part in one of the competiton.Not bad at all,they got into the finals..u all rox..yah?hehe.What this really shows:People is not graded by their learning ability but their creativity and quality input..hehe..So,tomorrow there's CO practice at 12pm.I dont find it a good timing at all.We are going to miss lessons on some of the topics (mole concepts)that would be tested in exam.Omg..how.?Both are very important to me..=).Nevermind,i will do my best!!!Yah..Huixin,jasmine also stayed back to do the chemistry room decoration. Have fun=)

Nothing much for today,just that there is E-math and A-math sup.class.Not too bad,i didnt fall asleep or anything.hehe.After the class,Hui xin and i stayed back to do some art and craft for the classroom decoration.Didnt able get to open the classroom as we dont have the key.Nevermind=),we can do it next time.Janet and Shi qing dropped by to help us out.Thanks alot!!.Around 12.30pm,we left the school as we were told that the school gate was going to be locked.But i dont think so,cause scouts were still hanging around in the school.But nevermind,we left for good..hehe.I got a chance to stand behind Janet's bicycle.It was a very good experience for me.You see,i dont know how to ride a bicycle.I tried alot of times,yet didnt succeed.Standing on her bicycle when she was riding,i could feel all the wind blowing against my face.WOW=)Hope one day i could also master the skill and ride a bicycle on my own.That would be marvellous.Yup.I later went out with my parents to buy school shoes.We went to Tuff City and i manage to get myself a new pair of school shoes since i had thrown away a pair of shoes after the camp.After which,i only left a pair of shoes which my brother had worn before.I went home alone since i need to meet up with a friend.As i was waiting for the free shutter bus to arrive,which would be 15 minutes in time,i observe my surrounding.Actually,i wasnt in my best mood today.Kinda moody.Not sure whats the reason.Feeling totally blue.I felt very guilty since i seldom get a chance to go out with my parents as i always have so much work to do.Yah.The sky was going to rain and the dark clouds were moving along with the wind.Quite a nice picture.The leaves on the tree were swaying to and fro.It seems to me that this was my first time looking at everything around me so closely.I wonder why i'm so self-centred.Theres lot more around me that i never get to notice.Other than study,everything around me was oblivious to me.Sad.Why?Kind of miss out alot of pleasant stuffs.=(.yup

ELoz..today i'm so happy!!I'm not too sure..but the only thing i know was that i was practically laughing non stop for the last PC period..hehe..Okie..this was how it went,Sherlyn had to do all the actions that we do on a pig soft toy.(lame huh?)We squeeze the pig here and there,making life difficult for her.She took up the challenge to try and do the actions...hehehe...so funny. 3 cheers to our sherlyn!!!She looked to stress when she had to do something that was impossible for her...hahaha....i laughed until my stomach achs.hahahahahahahahaha.This was the only day that i laughed so hard,since after taking the tests...hm..yah.Then,Huixin and i stayed back to do some classroom decoration.Not much progress today,but we thought about new idea..not bad at all.=)Until sometime,we were the only ones in the room.Some of the 3e2s came in and we played some games.The games are all very lame but fun.hehe..The whole room echoed with our laughers...(think its because we undergo lots of stress lately..hehe)Huixin and i decided to make the electrons shell and electrons rather than taking them from internet.YUP..hehe..Smile everyone!!!!=)

Okie..after the last two days of nightmares...i'm back to the normal track..hope this would last long..cause mid-year exam is coming soon..ya..how great?(deeper meaning).So..i'm able to survive through the biology test,Chinese test,A-math test and Chemistry test,with just little sleep..hahah..Phew,i can feel my eyes are very painful after buring midnight oil till very late.Lalalalala...la..lalalala..lalalalala..Shhh..heheheheh...Conclusion:all the tests are tough+dont understand+make me perspire cold sweat+whatever lahz.Tests are over..no point to miserable about it...see..how postive thinking can i be..;)(isit?)Syf is on next thursday.I'm very nervous...just hope that we could put in our best effort and sweat and together achieve greater hight in the history of CO.YUP.Huixin..jia you..u can do it de..more practice can help u memorise the songs..dont compare your progress with others..yup..sure you can do it de..;).I got one reflection for today:--smile+laugh+crazy+u+me=life is easiler in that sense..(tips)..lalala

I make this using the paint.Find it quite nice.hehe..i even save this as my desk top background..hehe..Alpha rocks..;)

Hi people!Yesterday i actually wanted to post,since the computer was so laggy..then drop the idea le..Yesterday,i went for CO training and we practiced the songs over and over again.Four more practice to the sfy.All the performing arts group in school have been doing well in syf..and we are the last group to get our syf result..hehe..After i went home that evening,i just dont know why,i was having a nothing-but-nothing-mood-swing.i long time never like this le..dont know why it caught up with me..haiz..i was like hardly talked to any of my family.hehe..bad bad..i dont wished to be like this..but maybe if i remain silent,i wont exploded.Sorry to all my family members(really).i realised that i have alot of homework i haven do..You see,my homeworks are never be able to clear finish one.Every time i going to clear finish some..another pile would come along..tHeRe'S No eNdiNg!!haha..maybe i'm not making use of my time properly..haiz..must reflect on myself le...hehe..today theres E math and A math class.I think apart from the CCAs coming to school,we are the only class who had our lesson.hardworking har.?hahah..Actually we are running out of time and need to make up for it.Everything goes quite well.I'm abit blur on the A math topic.Mr koh is actually quite a nice teacher,not that now then it realised it.hehe..okie..after which i went home alone since huixin has to go to ps to look for something.yup.Now i slacking around at home...later need to start on hw liao...tata

Today,it's annual school's sport day..since after yesterday,i really look forward to today..yupz.hehe.Actually i should meet up with Huixin and Mei Chiee earlier at the stadium.But i was late and since i had no watch,i continue to stand outside the stadium to wait.Mei Chiee was late too.I'm sorry Huixin..Heard that the choir got bronze for their syf..not bad sia!!!!cool~~.In two weeks time,its the CO's turn..i looked up the sky and it was full of clouds ...nice...i told hui ping that one area of the clouds looks like pineapple tart..hehe...I sit among the harwoods..feeling quite hot and stuffy...The morning sunlight was getting hotter anf hotter.The whole place felt like an oven..i didnt participate in any of the events..maybe...heheIn the end,harwood was the leading house.Go Harwood.hehe...okie..later,i went out with janet and others.We went to Kfc then,change venue and went to juction 8 with mei chiee and huixin and jasmine and their friends.After eating,we hang around the shops.Then went to huixin's house.There,we watched a vcd.*yawn*i went home around 5.=)."-"=).-_-=)*-*

Yesterday,it was my most stressful day..really.We had E math and Physics tests.For E math,i just dont know how to prove a congruent or similar triangle.I really find it hard to pick up the reasons.Mr Koh did it perfectly,fast and accurate..how to do that?So i'm weak in that chapter..hm..i finf myself rushing through the paper and on the other hand panicking..Mr Koh kept reminding us the the remaining time..opps..TIME UP..and he collected the paper.From that point onwards,i sat there daydream.It helps me to get away from the reality for a while..hehe..So,with a "heavy" heart,i proceeded on to th next lesson which was Physics.Relax..relax..relax..oh ya..today.the choir members when for SYF competition.So,hui ping who is my partner in the math lesson was not there.And so,i had to do the test alone.Nvm.In the physics lab,i was again sitting alone in the whole bench.Yup.Charmaine and Khrisha and Hui Ping when for syf..I had to do the test alone..felt kinda werid...something here and there felt to be missing.hehe..Nvm..i shall be strong and do the test...so what if i do alone..(daze).I was stucked at the first question liao..Oh great.Mr Amos when around the lab when we were doing our test.He gave us advice to do each question fast and to skip the questions that we dont know and proceed on..Okie..when i was doing the paper,i was scratching my head a few times,stampping my feet on the ground and mumblering to myself.Whenever Mr Amos walked past the bench,i wad kind of pressurised.hehe...dont care liao...time was more important.Sitting alone wasnt a real bad thing.cos in that case..i wont distrub them..hehe..i was kept struggling and try to fill up every questions.i was very uncertain about my answers.Times UP..hand in the paper although some of my classmates were still doing.i daydream again.Everyone was not in the mood to talk about the test..I went to CO with Huixin and we practice very hard there.Huixin and i called it the "hard core training"..hehehe...we liked it though..hehehheehhe..

okie..it has been some days that i have not blogged.hm..busy har..LOL..Time flies...sometimes i really need to get hold of myself and understand what i'm doing.ya..its true that we need to grab hold of every single minute and making use of it fully..but..we need to sense and have a feeling of the work we had done and all..yah.Chim?okie..bear with me..hehe.We are human right after all....and i had alot of feeling which i want to tell ..or convey to this website..hahahahhahaahahha..
i want to have a goal which i could follow and come true..but what's my goal?Fifteen years has gone and i still clueless...why?i'm sure there something awaiting for me to accomplish and another and another.But i haven found any of them yet.yah.i want to live my youth to the fullest.I dont really remember any of my childhood.gana brain washed..hehe.Its easy to be said than done.okie.Then i will not talk so much and bored all of you..hehe.Yah..This is part of my reflection.=)=)=)

"As we go on..we remember...all the times we...get to gether...as our life change...."To all my fellow friends,ALPHA,teachers,Adrian and Ronnie 

---Roses for Adrian and Ronnie...maybe not..they deserve more than these..yup!!---Lalala~~ALPHA OIE...